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have to go to work here soon.

maybe I'll listen to some bowie while driving there.

any suggestions for the weekend? anyone want to catch the war cartoons at clinton st. or russian ark at cinema 21? I could use a dinner and a movie partner/fellowship/horde of eager people.

i'll be there regardless, though.

don't forget, spike and mike at cinema 21 fridays and saturdays;...
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london:
I heart bowie... oh yes...
anonymouse:
I'm not entirely certain if you're serious about the Naked Nintendo set, but if you're going to do it, I think it's only fair that you know that I will be masturbating violently to your set.

Wait. I'm not sure if that's incentive to do the set or to run away screaming.
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pieces of today:

working with the news at KBOO.

$.51 is not a raise, it's a formal Fuck You from Stupid Ugly Bastards.

Thus, $9.01 is not a living wage, certainly not when I could be working something less stressful or disease inducing for more money and actually have a future, so it's back to searching the sunday papers for a job. I don't like...
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nex_flamma:
Hey! Check out the thread for the second party at stewd's in the sgpdx dealie. The first one was rad and the second one will probably be more rad. maybe even rad to the max if we're lucky.
clara:
I spent the last few months making less than satisfactory wages myself. Then the fuckers fired me. I thought $10/hr was pretty bad, but I'm finding out that it was better than $0. *sigh* Fucking work!
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went to buffalo exchange today
yeah
got myself some blue cords I'd been searching years for
and a funky ass bowling shirt that once belonged to "doug"
it's helluva cool
or as I like to say
funk ass groovy cool shit

but most importantly
a reallllly stanky lime green house dress from the 50's
to go out and do some gender bending dancing to 80's...
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lolita:
Are you really a rehab counselor?
Hope yer havinfun at the genderbender-I am sick at home missing all the fun!
So..........Are you a friend of Bill W.????
nex_flamma:
Man!

This "doug" guy sounds so fucking awesome. and keep on rocking the spiked hair with a house dress.
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it is
an "Exit Music (for a film)" night
for sure

if you would like to spend
a quiet
relaxing day
in a beautiful half-moon cove
on the oregon coast
rain or shine
please
drop me a line

but really
I know I'm ending up there myself
to talk with the spirits in the surf
to feel the pull of the depths
the escape of...
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demigauge:
poor monkey...but now he cna collect disablity and live off of it instead of getting a job like the rest of the resopsible monkeys...

plus what is the brown shimmery substance that he makes
louise:
drink more ovaltine.

on the coast is a place called the devil's punchbowl where the rocks have created a natural bridge over angry white waves that you can tiptoe over.

i reccommend it.
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.something out of my head today.

four to seven years
a doctors diagnosis
like a death sentence
a countdown to eulogies

a time frame given
to repent all past sins transgressed
to say im sorry for the times i yelled
to promise that this laziness
will go away someday
due to their inspiration

its like some bad action movie
a time bomb of malignant cells...
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opening it all up again
blood to the world
the world to blood
heart under the open sky

on my knees and scrubbing
the finer points
of the lesser points
of my past
around this tempered floor

fuel on the fire
with every breaking beat
of this mysterious
heart

this world
contained in the fingertips
of future physical connections
is always

yet
to come

in...
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there is hope.

it's a marvelous and wonderful thought
that just maybe
the millions of voices that rose together
this past weekend
will indeed
be heard.

what a beautiful future it would be
if that's the weaponry we could use
to shape the world:
ourselves,
our community.

love yourself
love each other
and we can define the world
in terms of love.

so listen when...
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what i need
is a day
where the little things
begin to go right
again
and then
maybe I'll get a respite
from this mediocre
existence

but hey
i now know
that I can make crepes

still plenty of things to enjoy,
i tell ya.
nex_flamma:
Yes! Come to the next party!

It was seriously so fun that I think I lost a part of my soul.
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somewhere beyond pushing someone else
to conform to your expectations
of coolness/emotions/shaving/dominance/sexual appetites/alotted giving/conversations/communications/eating habits/intellect/humor/problem solving/shopping style/music adoration/personal adoration/chores/technical knowledge/ability to save the world
there is some place
where affection remains pure
and unadulterated by
expectations
but i haven't found it
no
i haven't found it
because i'm still the sinner
even in my isolation

feh.
not what I wanted to say.
how could I...
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i'm sitting and howling along to some James Brown
Huh! Hit me!

and I'm thinking
I need to get a little of this out
hold on
what? what do you want?

no. no one here by that name.

yeah. thanks.

Huh! Good God!

so I was saying
i should put some of my head
out on
shit
hold on

yes?
no.
no. no one here...
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nex_flamma:
So, im reading the whole what gets you hot thing and you said "sushi or a clit on my tongue". My only question is; What the fuck??
Do you often get sushi during sex? And if so, can i get the numbers of some of these girls youre with?
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a little
about
me

in any sort of context, there isn't much that's humorous about living, because living inherently is an awful process of simulatenously desiring and seeking to eliminate desire through some sort of completion, whether you call it an orgasm, expectoraion, elimination, micturation, digestion or moving two thousand miles across a country to establish a home in an environment you've never experienced before....
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louise:
thank you for the comment in my journal.

i am tres impressed. that's french for very! wink
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of course
the first time
they're going to say my name
over the air on KBOO
they pronounce
my last name wrong.

this is not loveless whining
because it was funny to me

but still
go figure, right?
pariah1:
Hey, your handle is a cute play on words. Or so I think.