I'm going to fuck it all off
yeah
one by one I'm going to
leave alone
those things in life left to leave
to abandon
to lose further faith in
slowly becoming the american dream
of a disaster on two legs
because one day I'll find it
and lose it
and that will be that
just one final glory high of living
then preparation for...
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yeah
one by one I'm going to
leave alone
those things in life left to leave
to abandon
to lose further faith in
slowly becoming the american dream
of a disaster on two legs
because one day I'll find it
and lose it
and that will be that
just one final glory high of living
then preparation for...
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.ways to distract yourself from wartime stress, part one.
urinate on your neighbor's dog
while singing the hallelujah chorus
.part two.
oral sex can help a lot.
especially while at Denny's.
.part the third.
bologna has many uses.
swimsuits not being the last.
urinate on your neighbor's dog
while singing the hallelujah chorus
.part two.
oral sex can help a lot.
especially while at Denny's.
.part the third.
bologna has many uses.
swimsuits not being the last.
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rickroyal:
My addled brain originally interpreted it as a chorus pissing on a dog while singing. Funny image.
yawf:
I applaude you heartily on your soapbox!
Spooky's post made me feel angry because it left no room for discussion. Your post put an explanation behind his and now I understand and agree, go figure...
Spooky's post made me feel angry because it left no room for discussion. Your post put an explanation behind his and now I understand and agree, go figure...
somedays
I like to think I can use beliefs like money
trade in my old baptism for a really good sandwhich and kettle chips
i'm also hoping it's gained interest
so i can get some good dessert, too.
like an eclair.
or some chocolates.
but i'm sure like my faded days of believeing
this youthful idealism
and naievete
will someday grow stale
to become croutons...
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I like to think I can use beliefs like money
trade in my old baptism for a really good sandwhich and kettle chips
i'm also hoping it's gained interest
so i can get some good dessert, too.
like an eclair.
or some chocolates.
but i'm sure like my faded days of believeing
this youthful idealism
and naievete
will someday grow stale
to become croutons...
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clara:
Damnity! Now I'm even hungrier! ACK!
rickroyal:
To shuffle off the bondage of mores and beliefs and bath in the pond of experience, eh? Nice.
The "croutons/for my salad days" works especially well. An unexpected and delightful turn.
The "croutons/for my salad days" works especially well. An unexpected and delightful turn.
strange
was watching the speech
by the figurehead of our country
and then driving home
seeing a double rainbow
--even triple at one spot\
somewhere there's ugliness
rearing its head
and it's out there
right ahead of us
but here's a piece of beauty
one little last breath of air
before we must submerge to survive
oh no
here we go
again
just one last...
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was watching the speech
by the figurehead of our country
and then driving home
seeing a double rainbow
--even triple at one spot\
somewhere there's ugliness
rearing its head
and it's out there
right ahead of us
but here's a piece of beauty
one little last breath of air
before we must submerge to survive
oh no
here we go
again
just one last...
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boynamedsue:
I like to seperate words like "motherfucker"
rickroyal:
Whereas I like to have "motherfucker" be one word. As Carlin said, there's a lot going on in that word. If seperated, it seems to alter the meaning for me. Or, at least, not work as well.
Still, very nice. Anger and world weariness combining as they should. I especially like "kick your lifestyle cold turkey."
"Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies."
Still, very nice. Anger and world weariness combining as they should. I especially like "kick your lifestyle cold turkey."
"Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies."
I had written something here then stupidly closed netscape in a fit of bad cosmic convergence. it was something very nice and now it's gone. just like dinner, or the trash after dinner, or whoever just passed away.
I did save something, though, in my talk about planing young pine saplings in the shadows of burned elder trees: I was like delivering babies in a...
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I did save something, though, in my talk about planing young pine saplings in the shadows of burned elder trees: I was like delivering babies in a...
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rickroyal:
Cyclical things frighten me; they ensure that regardless of what is done, good times shall not last and bad times lay ahead. Of course I'm of the belief that I've built up a rather sizeable karmic debt, so that may weigh on my mind.
Sorry to hear about the loss of an entry. I typically punch the wall until my knuckles bleed when I lose something to the cosmos. It keeps me on my toes.
And, yes, poly ever seems to make more sense.
Sorry to hear about the loss of an entry. I typically punch the wall until my knuckles bleed when I lose something to the cosmos. It keeps me on my toes.
And, yes, poly ever seems to make more sense.
anonymouse:
Oh, I hate losing stuff I write. Once, when I was in the school computer lab, I unchecked the little box at the login screen. So when I wrote the longest entry I had ever written, it disappeared because SG had logged me out. Now I keep that box checked, but I always copy the text just in case.
I think I've probably written longer entries since then.
I think I've probably written longer entries since then.
speaking of peace, the march today was a fabulous time... aside from having to babysit on particular immature forty year old and stop him from being lecherous to underage females. Ugh. Some people do not have maturity in their programming at all.
minor stressor aside, it was great to see so many people out supporting peace, no matter their reason. to think there was only...
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minor stressor aside, it was great to see so many people out supporting peace, no matter their reason. to think there was only...
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psmith:
do you volunteer with friends of trees?
rickroyal:
What becomes of the hug that is not returned?
sometimes I think my life is wrapped up in east and west notions.
but this is immaterial.
to the point: attended shut up and dance at Lola's room this evening with some coworkers, danced until I sweat through all my clothing, got many comments that people think I'm a good dancer--kind of amazing to me--and had one hell of a fun time. We should be...
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but this is immaterial.
to the point: attended shut up and dance at Lola's room this evening with some coworkers, danced until I sweat through all my clothing, got many comments that people think I'm a good dancer--kind of amazing to me--and had one hell of a fun time. We should be...
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anonymouse:
Oooohhhhh. Nudity.
Also, please don't sing me the music from SMB dungeon levels. I used to be scared of that. Whenever I got to the dungeon levels, I had to turn the volume dial down on the TV. It was scary music, okay?
Also, please don't sing me the music from SMB dungeon levels. I used to be scared of that. Whenever I got to the dungeon levels, I had to turn the volume dial down on the TV. It was scary music, okay?
pardon me for a moment, if you will, yes, if only you would pardon me for one moment I could get away with so much.
something missing from chocolate dreams and vanilla days, a little fluffly piece of topping, that extra glaze that makes the dough give me heartburn of the sinful kind.
see, I don't make sense currently, I do not seem to make...
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something missing from chocolate dreams and vanilla days, a little fluffly piece of topping, that extra glaze that makes the dough give me heartburn of the sinful kind.
see, I don't make sense currently, I do not seem to make...
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rickroyal:
My new goal in life: for something I do to be described, unpromted, as "a full vaginal orgasm." Damn.
Methinks filming would require cracking open my skull. Might be worth it to see the final product. And, of course, the dancing Meph.
Methinks filming would require cracking open my skull. Might be worth it to see the final product. And, of course, the dancing Meph.
loraxio:
hope faded whilst i chatted... entries are shaped like rectangles, but then again so are most candy bars:
conclusion:
whenever i think or talk or try and do, i fail. if i flail or breath or sit and watch... i see EVERYTHING!
glad to know you,
-lorax
conclusion:
whenever i think or talk or try and do, i fail. if i flail or breath or sit and watch... i see EVERYTHING!
glad to know you,
-lorax
My day:
Covered in mud playing ultimate
now my body's sore as hell
couldn't be happier.
I love mud. Big time.
Covered in mud playing ultimate
now my body's sore as hell
couldn't be happier.
I love mud. Big time.
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clara:
I prefer pudding. 
louise:
part of Missing Angel Juan? what a compliment! thank you.
"dear diarrhea I'm droppin' some shit" --J-Live
a dollar. a dollar raise I didn't think was going to happen. oh yeah. ohhh yeah.
this means I'm going to get the digital camera I want without issue, with the fisheye lens for it. This means that someday soon an SB set will be shot and looked over and posted. Time to get nekkid. Actually, there will...
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a dollar. a dollar raise I didn't think was going to happen. oh yeah. ohhh yeah.
this means I'm going to get the digital camera I want without issue, with the fisheye lens for it. This means that someday soon an SB set will be shot and looked over and posted. Time to get nekkid. Actually, there will...
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butterfly2:
*giggles* YAY! You helped dry my laundry!
Thank you!
Hrm... it IS a gorgeous day out. Why don't you go to the ocean too?

Hrm... it IS a gorgeous day out. Why don't you go to the ocean too?
anonymouse:
Aw. That was a sweet comment. I fed ducks today! I have more bread and will feed them when I'm done in the library.
I sometimes wish I had money or a private jet I could charter to fly people into Miami. Or, preferably, to fly out of Miami. I'm not kidding about the clubs, either. I have an in with the owners, and they let me in even though I'm not half as pretty or cool as most of the people they turn away at the door. I saw Iggy Pop there once. That was neat. And I see him a lot at shows at Churchill's, "the cradle of indie rock."
I have Nintendo. We will not play Duck Hunt, even though I have it. We could shoot clay shotputs, I suppose...
I'm silly.
I sometimes wish I had money or a private jet I could charter to fly people into Miami. Or, preferably, to fly out of Miami. I'm not kidding about the clubs, either. I have an in with the owners, and they let me in even though I'm not half as pretty or cool as most of the people they turn away at the door. I saw Iggy Pop there once. That was neat. And I see him a lot at shows at Churchill's, "the cradle of indie rock."
I have Nintendo. We will not play Duck Hunt, even though I have it. We could shoot clay shotputs, I suppose...
I'm silly.
Eraserhead.
Last night was my first witnessing of the delerious psychosis that is David Lynch's disturbing cinematic joy. If you haven't seen it, I'm not going to tell you a thing about it. You'll have to do for you what you feel you can do for you in terms of watching Eraserhead. For those of you who have seen it... "In heaven... every thing is...
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Last night was my first witnessing of the delerious psychosis that is David Lynch's disturbing cinematic joy. If you haven't seen it, I'm not going to tell you a thing about it. You'll have to do for you what you feel you can do for you in terms of watching Eraserhead. For those of you who have seen it... "In heaven... every thing is...
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anonymouse:
Oh, hey! You can get me a job in clinical social work? Or at least an internship? Wherein I can prove how much they need my mad therapy skillz?
That would be neat. Of course, I'm three to four years away from that.
That would be neat. Of course, I'm three to four years away from that.
butterfly2:
Yay!!! I love bill hicks!
You're swell too. Total cutie!

You're swell too. Total cutie!
I have a hankering for neckering... er, necking tonight. odd.
nothing terribly exciting to say; caught a couple mediocre males playing guitars at dante's, folk implosion apparently wasn't going to show. didn't stick around. saw a guy getting arrested at a gas station off of burnside. now I'm drinking water.
toaster makes life worth dancing to; dig her beat.
"our country reeks of trees, our...
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nothing terribly exciting to say; caught a couple mediocre males playing guitars at dante's, folk implosion apparently wasn't going to show. didn't stick around. saw a guy getting arrested at a gas station off of burnside. now I'm drinking water.
toaster makes life worth dancing to; dig her beat.
"our country reeks of trees, our...
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anonymouse:
Thanks.
I've never seen Requiem because I have horrible belonephobia, except my phobia is more related to needles actually going into skin. But... I'm not so fond of looking at hypodermic needles either, because then I'll think about the needles going into skin. I have to TiVo Fear Factor lately because they show needles in the opening segment. Yeah. I watch reality shows. We all have our flaws, don't we? Plus, I liked Joe Rogan on Newsradio.
Maybe if I could find someone to watch Requiem with me. Someone who has seen it before. They could tell me when to close my eyes and when it's safe to look and hold me so I don't freak out. I was never really, really compelled to see the movie, since I didn't have much of a crush on Jared Leto. I liked the boy who played Brian Krakow better. I have serious nerdlust.
Jennifer Connelly is cute. Someone told me that in the unedited version, Jennifer has sex with a double-headed dildo. I went to Lion Video to rent the unedited DVD just for that, but then I chickened out and rented Ringu. Which was equally stupid and masochistic since I had to sleep with the lights on after seeing the Naomi Watts American remake. The Japanese version is even scarier, and you know what? I need to rent the sequels. Fortunately, they have the movies on DVD. I refuse to watch them on VHS for obvious reasons. The reasons may be stupid, but... They're pretty obvious.
PS: Were you asking me out on a date in a roundabout way? If so, that's cool. Also, you live on the wrong coast.
I need to stop playing Sims Online.
I've never seen Requiem because I have horrible belonephobia, except my phobia is more related to needles actually going into skin. But... I'm not so fond of looking at hypodermic needles either, because then I'll think about the needles going into skin. I have to TiVo Fear Factor lately because they show needles in the opening segment. Yeah. I watch reality shows. We all have our flaws, don't we? Plus, I liked Joe Rogan on Newsradio.
Maybe if I could find someone to watch Requiem with me. Someone who has seen it before. They could tell me when to close my eyes and when it's safe to look and hold me so I don't freak out. I was never really, really compelled to see the movie, since I didn't have much of a crush on Jared Leto. I liked the boy who played Brian Krakow better. I have serious nerdlust.
Jennifer Connelly is cute. Someone told me that in the unedited version, Jennifer has sex with a double-headed dildo. I went to Lion Video to rent the unedited DVD just for that, but then I chickened out and rented Ringu. Which was equally stupid and masochistic since I had to sleep with the lights on after seeing the Naomi Watts American remake. The Japanese version is even scarier, and you know what? I need to rent the sequels. Fortunately, they have the movies on DVD. I refuse to watch them on VHS for obvious reasons. The reasons may be stupid, but... They're pretty obvious.
PS: Were you asking me out on a date in a roundabout way? If so, that's cool. Also, you live on the wrong coast.
I need to stop playing Sims Online.
anonymouse:
Reeee-jected. Again.