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uh oh, my psychological gas light just went on... it seems i'm running on empty.
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roxypixie:
eep! refill, refill!!
mistressxxv:
In my experience the only thing I can recommend is R&R and time. It sounds like you need to take care of you for a while. What about dinner sometime this week? to catch up and be silly.
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"Its all over there isnt any more
Its all over but whats it over for
Just when you think the partys starting
Its Over " --Squirrel Nut Zippers

some (or at least Joubee, and pw already knows) will be pleased to know that this debacle involving a coworker of mine, misguided passions, and I is now done. the details are rather tepid and there is...
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rickroyal:
All is well, I hope.
mistressxxv:
FYI

Andaz is playing at Fez tonight. I'm thinking of heading over 'round midnight. If interested you should join - but you may be working. Cover = $6.

dance music from India meets dance music from USA, total dance mania!
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i long for the day
when i can stretch out my arms to the wind and finally say
no more words
no more words
no more words to be had from this mind of mine

current conditions:
co-worker situation: confused; frustrated; fearful.
moving process: continuing; momentum building.
apartment cleanliness: decreasing.
health: improving.
sleep: questionable.
dreams: dark and tense.
words: failing.
mind: in the red.
thoughts:...
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pyratwilly:
rather than editing again, I figured I'd add another comment - I forgot to address this too - no, no word from Nate. apparently email just isn't his thing anymore. If things go according to plan, he ought to be back state-side in like 6 days. So I guess I'm a just wait and call. Hopefully I can get shit straightened out at this 4th of July thing.
rickroyal:
Sounds to me as though someone wishes he were a Phoenix. Tis a lovely image.

A facial wound? Pity. Hope it heals well.
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sick AND tired.
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miami:
hey man, were you at the premiere?
mistressxxv:
Sorry to hear it. I'm super stressed and can't find the root cause.

Get better soon, k?

[Edited on Jun 19, 2003]
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the hateful silence comes inbetween of the phone clicking off and the dial tone's arrival. i sit there seething through it, radiating into the void left by some digital closure after vilifying conversation that leaves me oddly pleased in the gain of disillusion but nuclear in terms of mood. as much water as i may have poured into this well, this growing radiation evaporates it...
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anonymouse:
http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/index.html

I think that's the origin of that one picture in your my pics. Yeah.

[Edited on Jun 14, 2003]
pyratwilly:
Well fuck. Stay strong, don't cave, stand up for what you believe in, never take candy from strangers, look both ways before crossing the street, don't run with scissors, etc. Seriously though, I feel bad that I precipitated this, necessary or not. Soon but very soon, a month and two days, then I leave. PS- Thanks very much for the pics - the place looks great, and I think it'll set the parents at ease a little to see that there's no quarantine sign out front or methadone clinic next door. Hey wait a second - I live 2 houses from a methadone clinic right now...
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i need to get out, in so many senses of the phrase.
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joubee:
of the closet? OOOOOOOOOOOOOH GAY JOKE. Come out tonight after midnight!
yumchen:
Well i had a party but no, you didn't come out. That is ok. I will be having another one soon. I am coming north i think the last week of june, anything happening then? I will keep an eye on p-town posts
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to inform you all on the happenings of my life at this juncture, to fill in the blanks between my sparse and brief entries would be ludicrous--ludicrous, i say--but to not communicate something from the strange and fantastic kaleidoscopic tornado i find myself floating in would be a criminal offense (in forty-two states, officially) and thus here we embark on the patient and incoherent of...
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pyratwilly:
I was going to comment here - but it got too long, too personal, and quite frankly, was not suited for this particular forum. Check your email.
mephausto:
it's not love
just intrigue
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I have an update, a journal entry for everyone!



I just don't have it right now. Stay tuned.
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polly:
*holding breath*
orchid1:
tease.
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I'm here, yeah, still here, don't worry, don't zzzzzzzzzzzzzz ..........

(real entry soon, goodnight)
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stewd:
Delaware!

We're... in...

Delaware...

skull
thursday:
i hear you've secured a dwelling for pyrat and yourself. w00t!

re: the male body?
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Return of the Living Agenda 5/27/03 (but only by a few minutes.)

1.) Agenda Items
2.) Harbinger?
3.) Refridgerated Life
4.) "Sucks to your Ass Mar"
5.) Heat & Moisture

it's because it's hanging over my head that i'm anxious, not because i watched it approach, gather up form and function in the darkness until the supple, mysterious shape stood there, just moments away, unbeckoning...
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joubee:
My dear my dear my dear,
Your voice on the phone is such a nice tone,
your face in person ain't got me cursin'
Your suicide boys ain't no toys............smile
louise:
HEY! that was odd and bizarre. and i was sweating bullets. SWEATING BULLETS. because of you! RAR!

but i suppose this means we can hang-out for realz now smile
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nine hours of sleep in forty-eight hours time, making thirty-nine hours of functional time.

the good news comes in the form of something like nine hours of amazing dream-laden sleep last night

though i'm still feeling like i could nap for a few more hours.

oh, and i slammed my toe into the floor hard last night nearly tripping away from what the corner of...
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mistressxxv:
I've decided to skip passed the intervention, but if we hook up on Friday I'll fill you in.

She's a bit more than a day away.

Outside of Touchstone Coffeehouse, name another really good coffee place, maybe one with cafe food for me to take her to first thing off the plane. mad
pyratwilly:
brother mine, I know of what you speak. Far too often have I found myself coming to the s l o w realization that I've been awake for more than 40 hours. The feeling of falling asleep after being awake that long is what I think lethal injection must feel like - a kind of slow, narcotic, hazy, beautiful sink into total unconsciousness. Mmm - I'm going to be tortured by that before too long here. Pie sounds really good right now.
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i have very, very pink shoulders now. and i love having pink shoulders.

i'm on my porch, the sun is nearly down leaving the sky a darkening blue, and the various noises of my neighbors are counteracted by the TooL and NIN coming from the stereo in my living room. "...I'm a hunter and a fisherman, trying to remember but it makes me dizzy..." somehow...
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jurasic:
Are you going to eat some sushi wednesday???
demigauge:
i might be shooting some photos sometime soon heh...if all goes wel