Hi M, hope you are ok, sorry i haven't been in touch for so long, it was my stupid ex-gf's fault for being all moody if i went near SG. I hope that things have been ok with you.
peace and happy stuff...
8 years ago i lived about 10 blocks from my mother
8 years ago you still had a voice
8 years ago i ran 10 blocks in my barefeet, shorts and a tshirt in subzero weather with a foot of snow on the ground.
8 years ago you still had a smile
8 years ago i... Read More
i dont usually alter my pictures, they are digital but since most of my stuff is of nature they don't need much work. However, i was out walking the other day and i came across a controlled burn. I decided to take some pictures and moved along. Upon looking at the photos later, i suddenly thought "Heyyy, this might look really cool if i just... Read More
i used to be meaningful, insightful, poetic, complex and mysterious and smart and witty.
my journals used to reflect this
then i lost the thread
it broke, in my hand right as i was typing the meaning of life
i havent yet recovered
ive been subdued, subletting my muse to the hobo down the street
what happened to my meaning?
where did my words go... Read More
heres whats been going on my lovers, sit and listen to my tales:
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exciting right? haha. nothing much has been going on really. i been making tons of cards, i went on a trip or 2, saw some family i havent seen in a long time, went to a funeral that sucked real bad and... Read More
youve reached mellisas' journal , i am currently without interent and dont care to stay at my brothers with my bitchy sister in law too often; so please leave a message after the the beep. and if you see any AT&T trucks driving down the road; smash into them and tell then to fix my DAMN dsl. thanks
aww, your in my thoughts sweetness. So I hope we can chat again soon, I miss that.
I will send you some Indigo flame and my happy healing thoughts, hope you are well luv, peace
holy shit, i got an amazing birthday present from, get ready for this, my father! late, but according to him he thought that my birthday was the 13th. Considering this is the first time he's been in my life on a birthday in 20 some years i guess i can overlook it. Even if i couldnt, this gift would make me overlook it anyway. This... Read More
oh god.....i'm so sorry sweetheart. if you need anyone to talk this shit out with let me know, i'd be glad to listen and help you vent. I heart you sooo much, don't let the world get you down.
That's awful. I don't really know you, but I believe you are stong enough to not let her control you. That's the most important thing right now. I've known lots of drug addicts and that's the best thing I can think of to do - not be dragged down with them. After that it's mostly on them to confront their problems. You have my sympathy.
oh my my, over a week and no update? whats the girl been doing, i bet your wondering! working my arse off for one. i remodeled my basement! yes I remodeled my basement. (i had some help but i did alot myself) Put up 2x4s to frame walls along the foundation, built a whole new wall to make 2 seperate rooms, hung insulation and then... Read More
peace and happy stuff...