melaniek

I am off today and I am not doing what I had planned to do. But that is ok. I am car-less today and that makes me cranky. I get upset when I can't do something and then I want to do it more and more! Especially with cars, and I think that is because I could not drive until I turned 18. The big...
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My profile sentence is something that only I would get.....because I am a dork. I think it was the first Space Ghost Coast to Coast Christmas episode....and there was a short of Zorak in a santa cap. He said as sweetly as he could "I'm a dainty sugarplum", waited a second, and then got cranky and yelled "I'M A DAINTY SUGARPLUM!!!" I don't know why...
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2008 has been the suckiest year by far for me. It started out with SUCH horribleness in my personal life. Such hurt, heartbreak, lies, trials, tribulations all within the month of January. I tried to work on my personal life, but by March, I had decided that my relationship was not meant to proceed and was not worth the effort that I was putting into...
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Blah on my emo fest. I hate being all emo and whiny.
So here is my theme song.....I do listen to to it when I need to.


I did unload some of the crap that was bothering me to someone.....and thank you for listening!!!!

I have been stressed to the very limit, poorer than I ever want to be, chronically sick, totally frustrated at work,...
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Just BLAH. I am making myself upset over things that I have no control over, upset over my choices, and upset over the perpetual mound of shit that keeps getting dumped on me. I need to focus away from the negative in my life and focus on the good. BLAH.

But it is so hard to do. I can see the good in everyone else's...
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This morning was a definite first. I woke up to a paw in my eye. Vyvyan had apparently discovered my eyelashes. Which is funny, as he likes to sleep snuggled up with me on my pillow and should have noticed LONG ago. My eyelashes are very black and long, and are a definite difference against my skin (supercracker). He kept sticking his paws in my...
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I had a good Thanksgiving. I stayed home and made myself a traditional dinner. I made turkey (a really small 1/2 one), stuffing, rolls, cranberries, and a gingerbread cake. I have to say that I am running a close second to my mom's turkey. Hers is INCREDIBLE. You can ask Brad and I am positive that he will agree. I enjoyed the day and stuffing...
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I am at home today. I am still unsure if I have a cold, virus, or my sinuses are crazy and making everything sick.
I did spray down my house with Lysol just in case it is a cold or virus. I was having fun in chat last night with sing-a-long and kept getting sick...that sucks.
Vyvyan is getting bigger and stronger and very frisky....
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I am still feeling yucky. I am starting to believe it is a cold or a virus since it seems to be hanging on. I got some hardcore decongestants in case it really is my sinuses. I don't like feeling sick. Plus I don't have anyone to take care of me. I am almost considering calling in sick to work after the night that I...
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I am in a cranky mood. I talked with a friend on the phone last night and I just feel that no one listens. He is in the middle of a bad situation and really has the right to feel down. One thing he needs to leave behind him, but he is having trouble doing it. I used my own crappy life as an example...
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