Nobody ever said she wasn't allowed to be upset. She has every right. But I have every right to feel my emotions too. And she will be better off without me and my problems that clash with her desires and needs in a man.
helplessness is one of the worlds worst feelings, especially if you're an impatient person. You're strong though, so know that. And have some hugs *huuuuuuuugs*
This is from someone else's blog. And it made me cry. Because this is what I want. I want someone to feel that way about me. I want the fairytale, but a real one. I am not scared of REAL life. Or a REAL relationship. And that is what I mean by a fairytale-a real relationship. And the sad... Read More
It's funny cuz something like that is so hard to find for some people. You & I that is, & so when we ask for it we think it comes off as over demanding or asking too much ha ha. Someday my friend, someday...
Vyvyan is doing great. She is eating, drinking, playing, and being lovey. She is a little freaked out by my menthol puffs that i got because my sinuses are cranky AND is VERY enamored of my godzilla cursor on my computer. She won't leave it alone!!!!
Monday while at work I heard sirens. I looked out my window and after a bit figured out what... Read More
#2-Vyvyan is doing well after HER surgery. Yes, she is a girl. When Brad first found her, we thought that she was a girl. The she started exhibiting some primarily "boy" traits, and was too fuzzy and WAY too wiggley for a good inspection of her nethers. Hence one of the reasons that I named her... Read More
PLEASE TEXT ME SO I HAVE YOUR NUMBER!!! AND DON'T FORGET YOUR NAME!!!
I had a phone that went kablooey. I have a water squirter on the bed with me so I can squirt bad kitties and apparently it was leaking. And it leaked on my phone for quite a while. Sigh. I took everything out and let it dry, but it would not load... Read More
Thank you my friends!!!! I know that I sound borderline, but I have not crossed the border yet!
I am just really more stressed than normal. I can handle lots, I really can. I just am exhausted and have more stress than normal. And thinking back about decisions that I made and regret does NOT help. Thinking about my past health issues does not help.... Read More
Bah. Sucky day. I am fed up at work. I am helping out everyone else and I am currently slow, but I still have responsibilities. I was doing what I needed to and got yelled at today. And treated like I was a slacker. And a chucklehead. For something truly idiotic. I finished what I needed to, and started on the task at hand. But... Read More
Mel, many many many hugs. Life has to get better. That's the hope that we all have to hold to, especially you and I right now. I'm a few months behind you in the cycle, but I'm sure I will catch up soon enough. Many hugs and I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. Message me for contact info.
Tomorrow is a national holiday. And it seems that we do not know what to do to "celebrate" Dr. Martin Luther King's birthday. I have the day off and I will tell you how I will celebrate it. I will continue packing as I need to do so BADLY. I will try to wash the kitties. And I will spend a little time thinking about... Read More
HOLY!!! I can't find a better link for this video!!! But truly, Even as a little kid, I loved Wendy O Williams and the Plasmatics. She was a woman that knew herself, was strong, had differing opinions from the masses, and she did not care. She did was all style and ALL substance. And I still admire her. My mother even knew who she was.... Read More
