marcr

Watching 300 after work, bored out of my skull.
Just had dinner which consisted of a bread roll, some Philly Cream cheese, Bresaola and Heinz Garlic Ketchup. Being a chef doesn't mean you eat gourmet every night. Sometimes you just want something simple.
Dessert consists of a Tesco's white choc chunk cookie (The most awesome and epic cookies on the planet) and a cup of...
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Meh, I was going to write something witty and thoughtful, now I just can't be bothered.

I'd kill for a waffle right about now.

EDIT: I bought a Radio Controlled Buggy online, it arrived today. I feel like such a child but I'm excited nonetheless to build it and make it go fast around the parking lot out back

Life is a funny thing, somehow I'm missing the punchline though.
Seems I'm suffering through a bout of depression, this is not diagnosed by a doctor but more that I just generally feel depressed about the state of my life, or certain lack thereof.
Not sure what writing about it on the internet will help but just trying to work out some issues in my...
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OK, I feel slightly better now.

I'm having one of those things where you question everything, wondering what the point is.
I swear I'm losing my mind and it's starting to worry me. On the outside I appear normal but beneath the surface I have no idea what the fuck is going on, seriously, no clue....
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I bought a new bed today in the hope of getting a decent nights sleep.
It's not so much that I suffer from insomnia but more that I just live with it. It's like you're not really sleeping but drifting in and out of consciousness repeatedly.
The best sleep I get is the ten minutes before my alarm goes off and I have to get...
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I've had a cold for the past week, not sure how the fuck that happened but it did.
Annoying cough and my brain seemingly trying to escape via my nose has had me feeling rather shitty.

Seriously, where does all that mucous come from? the sheer volume has me thinking it's being transported there from some plane of existence that manaufactures it on an industrial...
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I finally started going to gym proper, it helps that some of my crew have signed up too, means no excuses.
Of course, it hurts now but I am feeling better about myself.
Hopefully I can stick with it

well, let's hope tonight is a good one.
Club, drinks, a few drugs and good company

This is the first time in about 10 years I've taken time off for my birthday, it feels good. It's also the first time off I've had since last November, so I'm making the most of it

I don't think I've got the handle on this whole blog thing, I should really update more often but not much exciting to post about really, I mean, it's wake up, work, go to sleep, wake up, work... wash, rinse, repeat

I could really use a vacation, a really long one. Not just to get away from work but to get away from everything &...
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I'm vexed, no idea what I should do, I need to book my leave for this year but I don't know when or where.
I've always wanted to go to Japan so that is an option. I suppose I could go visit my folks in South Africa but I did that last year along with Iceland.
Stateside is an option as I have a few...
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First day off since xmas day and what do I do, stay awake all night playing a game, then go out for breakfast, spending a bunch of notes on shit I don't really need.

I'm so tired but I feel great.

I have, in the past, been accused of not having any feelings. I do have feelings, anger is a feeling but we'll get back to that point, not quite sure where I'm going with this.

I was thinking that when the Zombie Apocolypse comes, who would you turn to in your time of need?

That touchy feely pink wearing metro guy?

I don't fucking think...
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