Tuesday Jan 17, 2006

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It's been years, and I still miss her intensely. I still remember the first time we talked, and how with one line she was able to make time stop and everything else fade away...
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cureelise:
I had a friend that I loved dearly that is now gone - he always knew what to say when I was hating myself and feeling ugly
radiofrank:
Hmm. I'm going to have to try and wrap my head around that one. Very interesting.

Monday Jan 16, 2006

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10:00 PM. Introductions

This shall serve as my testament. This shall be my mark in time for myself, and for those who are to come after me, as tribute to those who came before, This shall be my eulogy for when I am no more, If this is completed (or even brought to a half-finished overall state) it shall serve as solid memory. As something...
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figmentation:
"See, you just need to get a Tyler Durden split personality who cleans whenever you sleep rather than try and overthrow society"
No kidding.



So we only get to hear from you once a week?
radiofrank:
A fine beginning, my friend. Well done.

Thursday Jan 12, 2006

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I think I need to write a manifesto. All the cool kids did it. Not even just for fame and fortune, but for me to look back to as a reference guide so I don't lose my way. If I wasn't so damnably tired, I'd work on getting part one completed right now. Anyone got any ideas on where I should start?
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radiofrank:
Thanks. I'm glad to be back. smile
heinleindourden:
it must involve napping. biggrin

Thursday Jan 05, 2006

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A few questions for you, about 2005...

--what were your favorite moments (they can big or sweetly mundane) of 2005?

The Vacations, Hawaii and New York. they helped take me away from the day to day shit of my existence- both physically and mentally. My performance in my first competition- it was a very motivating and heartening experience.

--favorite books, movies, articles, tv shows, live...
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heinleindourden:
wow! I'm carless too, so I understand where you're coming from.
To be completely useless. I don't know how to get to my house by bus.
Really I don't.
I rely 100% on the kindness of strangers, my friends, and cabs.
Would you like to meet me at 4:30 pm at Indigo?
I'll be going shopping for snacks then, and if you'd like to go snack shopping with me I can take you with me.

Otherwise, you can email me singlebookgeek@gmail.com
for the exact address.
I'll send it to you (I don't give out addresses or phone numbers on a board)

THird choice contact Fun Carla, she'll be coming into town as well from st. albert.

I hope that helps. I look forward to seeing you. I've bought both vanilla coke and diet coke for your cola needs.

soon buffy..

P.S last time I saw you, you had a car, whats up with that?
figmentation:
poke.

Friday Dec 30, 2005

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A few questions for you, about 2005...

--what were your favorite moments (they can big or sweetly mundane) of 2005?

--favorite books, movies, articles, tv shows, live performances?

--what are you the most proud of in this last year?

--what do you forgive yourself for?

--what are you deeply grateful for?

--what are the biggest differences for you between last December to this one? (example:...
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elana:
--what were your favorite moments (they can big or sweetly mundane) of 2005?
Although I HATED George Romeros newest film LOTD, it was pretty sweet when the zombies rose out of the mist covered water.
--favorite books, movies, articles, tv shows, live performances?
Were the same as last year, ATHF all the way.
--what are you the most proud of in this last year?
Getting through fourteen hours of blackwork.
--what do you forgive yourself for?
Hmmmmm, Ill have to work on that.
--what are you deeply grateful for?
Being alive after being robbed at gunpoint
--what are the biggest differences for you between last December to this one? (example: are you in a different place geographically, spiritually, emotionally, physically; do you feel better, worse; do you feel more experienced at something?)I dunno ask me in a year.
--did you have enough fun this year?
Oh yes.
--did you say 'no' often enough?
No, cant say that I did.
--did you say 'yes' often enough?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah oh yeah.
Enough about the past-
A few questions about 2006...
--what excites you the most about this coming year?
Its one year closer to the end of school and getting out of the mo-fucking house. --what new thing will you try (big or small) that youve never tried before?
Hot lesbian sex.
--what new commitments can you make to yourself?
Im going to stop smoking(eventually) you cant really quit, until youre dead.
--what would this year have to include for it to end, in December 2006, on a fulfilled, happy note? Id like to fall in love and win the lottery and move out.
--what do you see yourself benefiting from doing more of... less of? Smoking pot.
--any visions for this coming year for your expression or evolution? Video, Im going to live it breathe it love it.
--anything that scares you that you know youre going to do? Finish the tattooing on my ribs ACK!
--any new thing you can put into place that will support you better? New resources, friends, support system, romantic relationships?
Yes. Trusting my instinct. My instincts told me my ex was cheating. Low and behold......I find out that not only is he cheating, hes a total lying fuck wad. Nuff said.
--anything youd like to do less of, or stop doing altogether (that you wont beat yourself up for it you dont)?
Smoking.

Ta Da
I answered them all.
figmentation:
thankyou... that is a compliment...

Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

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I think I'm hemmoraging my creative juices from a big metaphorical and existensialist wound in my soul. I have my hands clasped against it, trying to stem the fluid loss and my fingers are getting slick and sticky from my futile attempts. I can see the plips on the ground, like some sort of macabre constellation and all I can think is 'Hey, that stuff...
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heinleindourden:
Do you have a dvd player which plays DVD R- or DVD R+

Most people have players which play both, but please let me know
mr_dave:
Augh!! Lame!!

Saturday Dec 24, 2005

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I can't think of anything worth saying.
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radiofrank:
You know how to reach me if you need someone to talk to, good sir.

In any event, I hope that you had a great day today! smile
radiofrank:
No complaints here; it was a pleasant (if not quiet) day, and it appears as though I may be able to catch up on my sleep after the new year.

How are you doing?

Monday Dec 19, 2005

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I got laid off on Friday. I don't really know if I should consider this to be an inherently bad thing. The way I've looked at it, I've been contemplating off and on for the last couple of months to head off and look for greener pastures. I'm reminded of a passage from Fight Club where Tyler confronts a fellow staff member about their fear...
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figmentation:
you're a suicide boy...
(and a hot one at that)
cureelise:

Thursday Dec 15, 2005

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I think this marks the beginning of the end- in a good way. Methinks it's about time to start moving on.
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elizagirl:
hey, thanks smile

and just for you, a new #91:

91. Whenever I drink coffee, my pee smells like coffee a half hour later. Like...really noticeably.
radiofrank:
That's what I thought, but it never hurts to get an outside opinion on the subject.

If Mr. Harper is entertaining ANY thought of winning, then he has to know that "value" legislation doesn't play well in Ontario. It's up to him to decide the next move.

Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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Today was fight day- I was pretty excited because it was my first competitive fight, so I wasn't 100% sure what to expect.
Showed up and registered and then kinda just hung out a bit with the other folks from my gym who went. They called us up toe weigh in and I creaked in on the scales at 151, so I'd be fighting at...
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heinleindourden:
did you want a copy as well $80 for all 80 discs and a binder to hold it in. (it saves me time to burn it all at once)
calixte:
Emotional scars are scary not sexy dude tongue

Friday Dec 09, 2005

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If you could conjure or summon the spirit of one being, mythological or just plain fictional to grant you strength, who would it be?
Who would you want to be the avatar of your most desired attribute?
figmentation:
the phenoix.
'nuff said.
chai:
oh yes, more and more its a feeling like "fresh start" for me! thanks!! kiss

Thursday Dec 08, 2005

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I wonder what it says about me that when I see children, I rarely see them as beautiful little miracles, and rather I see them as rodents, as little pulpy maggots or some other form of filthy verminous nuissance
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radiofrank:
It says that you're a terrible human being, actually. wink

tongue
calixte:
I've heard it said that its different when its your own kids...??
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