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Thanks again for a great day today; it was good to see you again.

I look forward to seeing you again next week...but let me know if things change and if there is anything that I can do for you.

I saw that same ad in the paper today and had the same reaction. I'm glad not everybody out there is as ignorant as theses "focus on the family" people.

Look on your face as you read this: complacency
Favorite Memory: i have way too many too list here, but one of the best has to be seeing my first full-on waterfall this past summer with the bf.
Last person to see you cry: the dental hygenist this morning as she scraped my teeth, but i think that was an involuntary reaction. the bf was the last one to see me actually break down in tears.
Last person to evoke a smile you hated to release: the dental hygenist
Favorite Sadness: interesting question...probably when i miss the bf and my family but know that i'll get to see them soon.
Last place you wished you were: british columbia, on vancouver island, hiking the Juan de Fuca trail
Biggest Regret: dating the same guy who treated me badly all through high school
Biggest Emptiness: wishing i could help my parents, but knowing that i can't
Most insincere moment as of late: when i asked the girl that i work with who makes me want to flee screaming from her negativity how she was doing and pretended to care.
Most recent act of cruelty: squishing a snail to feed my clown loaches
First image of love: i'm not sure what this means...but i remember seeing a lot of photos of my mom and dad grinning like crazy at me when i was a baby.
Last image of love: about 5 minutes ago, the fat cat looked at me with a really sweet look. either it was love or he wanted something...
Biggest bullshit lie you've tried to convince yourself of: that the planet's going to be ok.
Most horrible trait: worrying
Most wonderful trait: brain.
Most disgusting realization: that my mouth is a haven of dirtiness. and that i respond to nickel by having pustules form on my skin and when i break them, they ooze. those are really my most recent disgusting realizations.

How does it feel to be you today? um, it feels as though 4 years of dirtiness have been scraped off my teeth and that hurts a lot. otherwise, it's pretty good - i'm working at home with a warm kitty sitting on my lap, and it's quiet and relaxing. life is good, if poor.

Look on your face as you read this: cornfused
Favorite Memory: when i got my first dog
Last person to see you cry: see? or hear. my X or best friend ben about my X
Last person to evoke a smile you hated to release: ben
Favorite Sadness: memories about people i loved who are gone now
Last place you wished you were: florida
Biggest Regret: i have a lot of those
Biggest Emptiness: my heart
Most insincere moment as of late: see above
Most recent act of cruelty: ???
First image of love:it was two weeks ago
Last image of love: it was two weeks ago
Biggest bullshit lie you've tried to convince yourself of: pretending my X was a good person
Most horrible trait: hopeing for the best in people
Most wonderful trait: hopeing for the best in people
Most disgusting realization: its disgusitng how much you realize you love someone sometimes

How does it feel to be you today? wonderful as ever

LMMFAO ... thank the God I don't believe in that I am feeling better, or else when I laughed, I mighta messed my pants and made a mess on my keyboard.

And it's kinda weird ... when I met you, I could tell you had a touch of the devil in you ... fuck you for making me suffer.

I'll remember never to jokingly hit on your girlie again if that is the repayment.

come here. you can see for miles along the transcanada, and you'll get long plains of snow.

Hey honey, I found you a group.

Also, I'm not going out with Kristen today, so I'll be home.

maybe i just need to come to work drunk one day... then i can tell her exactly what i think of her.

You'll be happy to know your drama-queen girlfriend's still alive and kickin'. And even though I made you tell me all this on the phone last night, I did manage to read this entry.

If you can, call me tonight please.

I finally got around to watching Queer as Folk...all day. I think you look like one of the guys who is, go figure, the big slutty asshole. He's hot. So this might mean I'm going to be turned on by the thought of you making out with other men.

Or not. I've a lot of gay in my system now.

When you get back, please fly here, come to my house, and do filthy, obscene things with and to me. Thanks.

Also, I have to work until 7 tonight (maybe I can get out at 6) and so I probably won't be home until at least 8:30...but I also have to go to bed around 9 because I have to load myself up with drugs for this damn root canal tomorrow morning. I don't know...hopefully they'll let me go earlier than 7 tonight, so I can at least be home and awake for a little while before I have to go to bed.

Air Canada is teh bitch, that's for sure.

Enjoy your trip, and I look forward to seeing you soon.

So ... uh ... would I be guaranteed to have a meal that hasn't been spit in at all?

If so, I'm always up to trying new things.

And really ... if it means getting a discount on food, I'll work my schedule around yours. LOL

So - still in the land of sun and fun? If so, how is that treating you?

Wow...that's cool. Have an excellent trip!

I wish I could jump into a volcano.... Um yeah... Well... Have a good trip!

I wish i could cheat at fooze hahaha the two opposing players would throw me off the table.

hey thanks!!! Now check out the photos I took of Stasia

gladly.

Guess who feels like not going to work today?

I'm pretty bad after one shot of Jack. It just does not agree with me...

I don't drink because I have a problem. I drink because I'm a technician.