malina

Ok, I have A LOT of stuff from the store. It is all brand new and I need to get rid of most of it because it is just taking up space. I will sell most of it for half price, I will list what I have on here later. Let me know if anyone is interested.

From what I can think of off the...
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I'm selfish. But, what's the point of life if you don't do whatever you can to make yourself happy? Cetainly not being happy just knowing that you may have brought a smile to another's face...? Sorry, that will never be enough for me. I give, give, give and never really made much effortto do things simply because I WANT TO. Well, I'm through with that......
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I got to talk to the boy for a bit tonight... Not very long, but, long enough for the "i love yous".

So, I'm not surprised he's not coming the 15th... and I am ok with it.

"You must find the strength within to move away from what you can not change and reach for a higher level of self where simple pleasures bring nourishment...
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ok, so I got to talk to him for an hour and a half or so... we both snagged someone else's cells... it made everything seem so so so much better.

he's going to try and come see me the weekend of the 15th

I really hope it works.. I'm not going to get too excited about it though, we've seen how that always turns...
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I'm glad that the 4th of July is over.

so, I still haven't talked to the boy since I did briefly on thursday.

not on the phone, im, or email...

this is driving me nuts!

I can't wait to get my new cell.

not really much to say.. but as you may have noticed, I have taken to updating as soon as possible at the start of each new day and this one is no exception...

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Maia's set FINALLY went up!

I think I found a place that I want to live AND I will be able to afford it... I just hope they have an opening towards the end of August when I want to move in.

If not, I dunno what I'm going to do, because its really the only place in the particular area that I can afford right now.



p.s. I'm getting...
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not really much to say... I think that we are just going to go ahead and get new service with Sprint and worry about dealing with cingular later...

we both have far too much other stuff on our plates right now than to worry/stress about it.


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I wanna hump something... or, better yet, someone.

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well, ok... its not the actual phone.. its the...
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hahahaha

I am fucking ridiculous

the phone rings and I get all flustered like a 6th grade little girl with a crush

p.s. yes, I do have a house phone, but it doesn't do me much good.. I hate to use it... and I get bitched at for using it.

still no phone... i don't feel so yucky though... I guess I just needed some sleep..

anyways, not much to say...

well, atleast yesterday I got to talk to the boy for a bit on yahoo.... I didn't even get THAT today


this is awful, truly awful


I'm also a bit sad because I am trying to find an old friend of mine and having...
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I don't feel well. I hurt all over and feel sick to my stomach.

I have no cellphone either.

Nor do I have almost three grand to pay a bill that isn't even my fault to get it turned back on.

And, I don't get to see the boy until sometime after August 15th.



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4:16 am

I am extremely depressed and hurting really bad......
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the marine corps sucks ass. majorly. end of transmission.

-- xx Malina

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3:49 am

I'm going to go lay down and hope for sleep... It never comes when I'd like... I usually just lay there for hours..

hmmm, maybe someone will call me.

I'd like that.

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I won't be calling anyone, anytime soon... Cingular is being lame and won't apply my other credit,...
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