makeupandsin

I really hate when people say "things can't get any worse" cause as I've come to learn. they can.

i have currently been going through very hard times.

my aunt died about 2 weeks ago, and the worst part of all that was that these people who are in their 80s cant put aside their petty differences to call the few remaining relatives. my aunt...
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sometimes i dont know why I bother posting blogs. no one reads it, and even less people comment.

but oh well.

anyway, ive been a home body lately. having some serious money issues. but who isnt.

I live in nyc now in an awesome place but i want to go out and have fun with people.

invite me somewhere!!!

So life was going pretty good.

it appears it was time to poop on my happiness again.

Job isnt bad, and i got a new one. Im transferring to starbucks in the city, im gonna get a raise and im cutting down my hours. and im also living in a beautiful door man building now. my mothers friends mother is 90 and not so healthy....
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i cant believe i had to do what i had to do.

never thought it'd be me.

but i did it and theres no turning back.

the deed is done.

so the birthday festivities were absolutely awesome.

this was without a doubt the best birthday ever!!

I guess i deserved it after all the failed birthday attempts. people have always either not shown up, forgotten, or just straight up ruined it purposely. but not this year!!!

it all started on my actually birthday (September 3rd). I have to thank everyone on suicide girls for making...
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I cannot wait for my birthday.

i haven't had a real party or even acknowledgment since i was about five.

so suicide girls, and turning 21 should equal some fun.

I have my birthday crown ready lol

(i know I'm a dork)

just saw my exs new girlfriend.

i shouldnt care but i do.

shes prettier then me.

now i feel ugly.

so I'm back from tour. it was awesome. we came in 9th out of 26 corps. I'm happy because top 12 makes finals, so we made finals and got medals and patches yay.

But anyway, I've trying to keep an open mind about my birthday. its a big one I'm officially gonna be 21 on September 3rd, every time i get excited i either realize...
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so drum corps season is officially underway for me. the first tour is in 2 weeks. I'm excited! i haven't marched in a drum and bugle corps in 2 years and i age out next year, which is also unbelievable.

But what can i say?I'im the ultimate band geek.

if anyones interested i can post our tour schedule and you guys can come check me...
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