maggiezee

AAAAAAAAAH. i need a pill to stop dreaming. it's all fun and games when i'm awake and control my daydream rendezvouses.

i dreamt last night that i got back together, wait... we've dated previously??, with john bender from the breakfast club. i mean really, i know i'm a little fucked in the head and have a skewed sense of humor and creativity, but john...
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i hate verizon, but i finally seem to have a sturdy phone that works. too bad it doesn't ring anymore often than my phone that didn't.

i told trouble i'm not his booty call anymore. WHAT? i know. strange. three years. holy shit, was i tangled up with that kid for that long?? ugh. he's my achilles heel, but i finally put a stop to...
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heyzeus kreestoes.

i'm so terribly ridiculously tired of these terrifying nightmares. i had one where i was pulling my own teeth. ouch and what the fuck? some dream interpreteur told me i was doing something to take away my own power and i was having body issues. OOH, thank you. like i needed to be told i have body issues. bitch. but it does all...
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i can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
[[the verve pipe]]

apple computers rule. widgets. that's all i have to say.

god. everything he does annoys me now. so, what? i break up with him and then i miss it? i have all the chances i want to romp in...
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radiohead. man, i could listen to them non stop. living in a glass house. one of my all time favorite songs. most of it only makes sense because i'm pretty sure i've gone way off the deep end.



oh, i'm day [[night? morning?]] dreaming of dancing, kissing, whatnots with trouble's best friend. what is wrong with me? my boyfriend is brilliantly sweet to me, and...
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fuckfuckfuck.

unemployed again. ihave such a temper.

oh, trouble. i had such a fling with trouble, it seemed so long ago. and i'm sleeping with you again. you're nothing but trouble, but there's something about you i can't resist. something i'll never get over. you were supposed to be my first, only it didn't work out that way. you wouldn't let it. now i'm running...
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i'm already planning/buying/getting hyped about halloween in july. does that make me a cool fanatic or a creep with not much to look forward too?



i mean, really, what guy says 'i'm so tired' when he's got two hot half naked girls in his bed?!! seriously?

monogamy is overrated. i need a new crush/toy.

all i wanna ever want to do is sleep, and let...
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"And shepherds we shall be, for Thee, my Lord, for Thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand that our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command. So we shall flow a river forth unto Thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be, In Nomine Patris, Et Filii, Et Spiritus Sancti."[MacManus family prayer from Boondock Saints]

i need a new hobby or something.

some sort of change.



someone, do something, i'd rather my world be upended then stay the same boring thing all the fucking time.


[[i'm tired of christmas and it's hardly december.]]

and it came again as it came yesterday,
the sunrise and the sunset,
the afternoon and evening.

and it's the subtle changes that make us realize time has passed...
one more orange leaf on the tree, one more flower bud, one more bird's call in the air.







and i'll be here, like a stone in the river, slowly ebbing away until that change is not...
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it's that twilight time where your eyes play tricks on you.
the trees morph into people, hiding in the shadows.
she stares into people's windows,
hoping to catch a glimpse of real human life.
life that isn't lurking in the corner of your vision.

the sunlight shines down and warms my face.

"it's been quiet around here." i say, slowly rocking in my favorite chair on my wrap around porch.

"i haven't been gone that long, have i?" she whispers back to me. taking a deep breath in, she closes her eyes and puts her feet up on the railing. "ooooh.... it's so great to be back on this...
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