i slept with you last night
just slept
i miss the innocent affection and comfort of you holding me
well, it wasn't you exactly
more like a bunch of pillows i shaped into you
it was still nice
i miss the feeling of life next to me when i sleep
well, a life form bigger than my cat
.....
so, right after i woke up...
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just slept
i miss the innocent affection and comfort of you holding me
well, it wasn't you exactly
more like a bunch of pillows i shaped into you
it was still nice
i miss the feeling of life next to me when i sleep
well, a life form bigger than my cat
.....
so, right after i woke up...
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booth83:
awww lol
gigondas:
I cuddle with the pillows as well. I hear that some sleep with the fishes. Odd, eh?
srsly.
booth83:
srsly??
Thats a better profile pic.
any plans for this weekend?
Thats a better profile pic.
any plans for this weekend?it's the soft wet feel of snow on your skin on a July afternoon
it's most unexpected, most welcome
if it would ever happen
instead, you're left with the intense longing
for something you know isn't in the realm of possibility
it's a relief from life
it's a miracle when you're on the edge
or a paper-cut as you tear out the check doling out...
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it's most unexpected, most welcome
if it would ever happen
instead, you're left with the intense longing
for something you know isn't in the realm of possibility
it's a relief from life
it's a miracle when you're on the edge
or a paper-cut as you tear out the check doling out...
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booth83:
That was a great poem.
I know you've been haveing a rough time as of late, but better times are sure to return
I know you've been haveing a rough time as of late, but better times are sure to return
booth83:
Im not sick, im just always tired, NyQuil makes me sleep for like 10 hours.
she gave me her nsync book from years ago.
we played bullshit and then cried in front of each other for the first time.
mo kept saying he had allergies.
i came home and cried and didn't fall asleep for hours.
we played bullshit and then cried in front of each other for the first time.
mo kept saying he had allergies.
i came home and cried and didn't fall asleep for hours.
booth83:
Thats so sad 
It really sucks when people move away.
It really sucks when people move away.
another one of my best friends is moving miles and miles away tomorrow.
and i won't even get to say goodbye.
it just how my life goes. my brother is probably moving across the motherfucking continent too.
outstanding.
anyone know how to tie a noose?
and i won't even get to say goodbye.
it just how my life goes. my brother is probably moving across the motherfucking continent too.
outstanding.
anyone know how to tie a noose?
evilminion:
I did ask her why she dosent do that and her answer was "its gross" But im sorry to hear things are not going well for you. If it helps any my car broke down yesterday and I had to spend all day trying to fix it. So do you wanna talk about whats going wrong with you, if soo im here to listen.
booth83:
Another one, that sucks
You should just tie'em to the bed like in Misery and not let them leave.
You should just tie'em to the bed like in Misery and not let them leave.
TECHNO PARTY TONIGHT!
i know it's waaay last minute, but in case anyone in charlotte is looking for something to do tonight, there's a singlecell synthesis event at prevue [2909 north davidson street]. it's from nine to two, and it's only SIX bucks to get in. purgatory type dress code. 18+ check it out.
i know it's waaay last minute, but in case anyone in charlotte is looking for something to do tonight, there's a singlecell synthesis event at prevue [2909 north davidson street]. it's from nine to two, and it's only SIX bucks to get in. purgatory type dress code. 18+ check it out.
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booth83:
The only way I will ever dance again is if it's very slow and dark. I dont dance.
evilminion:
Hey, I just wanted to say thanx for becoming my friend. Its nice to have someone soo beautiful that lives close So how has life been treating you?? Hope to hear from you soon. ~Stay evil~
So how has life been treating you?? Hope to hear from you soon. ~Stay evil~
booth83:
You look HOT You look great as a redhead.
Colorado and California. Why do they have to move so far away.
You look great as a redhead.
Colorado and California. Why do they have to move so far away.
i don't know if i'm jealous because a teeny part of me still wants him or because he suddenly has what i want. i know i shouldn't want him anymore, i've aptly nicknamed him Trouble. and i'm not kidding, he SUDDENLY has what i want. right before the new year, i was tangling up his sheets, okay his roommate's too but that's not what this...
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penn519:
Judging by the pink pumps pics you posted, I'd say you're ready to submit a set.
zombie_nirbhao:
that cake was actually a baskin robins purchase. oreo cookies and cream.
unfortunately, I do not possess such bakery prowess.
I'll join you on the because thing.
unfortunately, I do not possess such bakery prowess.
I'll join you on the because thing.
i watched Enchanted and loved it. like really really liked it.
i cried at a wedding on saturday. i hardly know the bride/groom/anyone involved.
i bought a pink bathing suit.
i'm starting a new diet/workout/tanning regime.
i don't just throw on make up before i go out, i DO my make up or i don't go out.
i'm turning more and more into a girl...
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i cried at a wedding on saturday. i hardly know the bride/groom/anyone involved.
i bought a pink bathing suit.
i'm starting a new diet/workout/tanning regime.
i don't just throw on make up before i go out, i DO my make up or i don't go out.
i'm turning more and more into a girl...
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gigondas:
Girl or woman?
Right, well, I just have to say that one of the things that I've learned is that you just can't stop. This is not a rehearsal. Keep moving. Right?
Thanks for the compliment.
Right, well, I just have to say that one of the things that I've learned is that you just can't stop. This is not a rehearsal. Keep moving. Right?
Thanks for the compliment.
gigondas:
Shirley Mclaine is one of the stars of one of my favorite movies, Being There. It has one of the most beautiful endings of any movie ever and it is a man walking on water and someone eulogizing a rich man by saying," Life is what you make it."
That feels about right.
That feels about right.
watching people get eaten by zombies is exactly what i need to make my life look a little less terrible.
romero to the rescue.
so, zombies and cherry ice cream and i'll nurse my wounds in time. after the movie, i'll most likely take a trip down Memory Lane which will lead to Brutal Nostalgia Highway and hate my life compared to what is was...
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romero to the rescue.
so, zombies and cherry ice cream and i'll nurse my wounds in time. after the movie, i'll most likely take a trip down Memory Lane which will lead to Brutal Nostalgia Highway and hate my life compared to what is was...
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gigondas:
Could have been? Darlin', you're nineteen.
And Radiohead! In Charlotte!
And Radiohead! In Charlotte!
zombie_nirbhao:
RADIOHEAD?! I am jealous. take me with you.
it's okay to be sad, but it's not fun to stay there too long.
FINALLY I don't even think people should tell children, "because." childhood is the most curious time of life, and also the time when an individual is developing logic skills. if a person tells a child that "because" is enough, the child will believe that to be an effective argument in future interactions.
it's okay to be sad, but it's not fun to stay there too long.
FINALLY I don't even think people should tell children, "because." childhood is the most curious time of life, and also the time when an individual is developing logic skills. if a person tells a child that "because" is enough, the child will believe that to be an effective argument in future interactions.
thrice and circa survive were amazing last night.
they rocked my fucking face off.
it was a good night.
they rocked my fucking face off.
it was a good night.
booth83:
Thrice is pretty good. I'v been listening to Paramore for the past few weeks but im more into metal
Lamb of God, Strapping Young Lad, Pantera.....
Lamb of God, Strapping Young Lad, Pantera.....
i don't even know what i want and what's just a daydream anymore. what's realistic and what's just happy bullshit thoughts to keep me from opening my veins on saturday nights.
i don't remember what i'm actually capable of anymore.
i don't remember what i'm actually capable of anymore.
booth83:
Are you on meds?
penn519:
I know exactly what you mean...I've been that way for a few weeks now. There's been so much change and so much shit going on that I don't even know where to begin. Hope you have a good week.