I'm going nuts!!!!! All my stuff @ my apartment in Wa. got donated to the goodwill, cause my soon to be ex husbands bitch mother only moved out his stuff. I am heated! I told her to pack it all and C.O.D. it all to me and I'd pay for it. FUCK!!!! Sometimes the only way to get things done right is to do it...
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Absinthe... Going to get it on my birthday... Yippie!!!!
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yuriel:
enjoy 
beaar:
YAY FOR YOU!!!!! you need to try habu saki. my newest favorite alcohol. but i think it is only sold in Japan and some neighbor countries.
Sooo... I love to start my journals like that cause I really do start alot of my conversations like that. I'm not snorting coke I'm just really into life right now, And that doesn't mean I'm happy I'm just interested. I got this feeling before and I almost died a week later so I should be careful. I better go get my tattoo soon. Well,...
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beaar:
good luck on the staying alive thing. and LOVE mushrooms to 
thearcanecircle:
you better stay alive or i might have to kill you.
So... I had so much to write the other day. But, someone took the computer mouse. I have no idea why. Now I can't remember what I wanted to say. Damn.
anaphalaxis:
Hey you! It's been a while. I hope you're doing well.
beaar:
i had a lot to write once, but then i got lazy and forgot it to make my life easier
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blck_flwrsplease:
I like it 
thearcanecircle:
that is a bird that grows on you more and more eveytime you look at it. where did it come from?
Come waste your millions here
Secretly she sneers
Another corporate show
Guilty conscience grows
I'll feel guilty conscience grow
She burns like the sun
I can't look away
She'll burn our horizons make no mistake
Come let the truth be shared
No one ever dared
To break these endless nights
Secretly she cries
And I'll hide from the world
Behind a broken frame
And I'll...
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Secretly she sneers
Another corporate show
Guilty conscience grows
I'll feel guilty conscience grow
She burns like the sun
I can't look away
She'll burn our horizons make no mistake
Come let the truth be shared
No one ever dared
To break these endless nights
Secretly she cries
And I'll hide from the world
Behind a broken frame
And I'll...
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yuriel:
<3
Nice
Nice
thearcanecircle:
CALLIOPE
Muse of Eloquence and heroic Poetry. Her name
means fine voice and she is depicted with
stylus and tablets. She was the chief of the
muses. In various accounts she is the mother of
Orpheus, or of Hymen and Ialemus, or of Rhesus,
or of Linus. And those four groups were sired
by four different men, one of whom was the god Apollo.
Muse of Eloquence and heroic Poetry. Her name
means fine voice and she is depicted with
stylus and tablets. She was the chief of the
muses. In various accounts she is the mother of
Orpheus, or of Hymen and Ialemus, or of Rhesus,
or of Linus. And those four groups were sired
by four different men, one of whom was the god Apollo.
Welcome to thunderdome, Bitch...
Just had nothing better to say.
Just had nothing better to say.
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reverendbenzo:
I kicked Master/Blaster's ass.
beaar:
2 men enter 1 man leave! 2 men enter 1 man leaves! 2 men enter 1 man leaves!
So valentines day was a bust. A not so good friend of mine O.D.ed and calls me to come bust him out of detox. I left him there, he needs it. Then I go and get drunk, I was so nauseous I didn't even enjoy drinking. Blah... blah.. blah. I'm going to take acid this weekend, that should break the cycle of my boring exsistance....
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yuriel:
awh hon im sorry 
yeah they do
i wish you would be easier on your body
and like... try to salvage it all in the relationship.
money isnt all that -shrug-
heh i really like..... its a chore for me too dear and like.....
i sigh constantly often i have to force myself or dont even feel like it and sit staring detatched until i just close it all out haha
yeah that would rather suck but fear not
theres always sugarfree
or other treat variants <3
yeah they do
i wish you would be easier on your body
and like... try to salvage it all in the relationship.
money isnt all that -shrug-
heh i really like..... its a chore for me too dear and like.....
i sigh constantly often i have to force myself or dont even feel like it and sit staring detatched until i just close it all out haha
yeah that would rather suck but fear not
theres always sugarfree
or other treat variants
<3
painted_lady:
Awe man...that sounds rough. Valentines day is lame any way so no worries!
So... I don't know. I am re-naming saturday "hangover day"
I'm getting a haircut next week, very short. I need a physical change to deal w/ the changes in my life. I'm also designing my next tattoo, which I hope to have on my person before to long. I'm also buying bigger gauges 5/8+. The past few days have been
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Some new poetry or...
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I'm getting a haircut next week, very short. I need a physical change to deal w/ the changes in my life. I'm also designing my next tattoo, which I hope to have on my person before to long. I'm also buying bigger gauges 5/8+. The past few days have been
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Some new poetry or...
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beaar:
I thought everday was hangover day? hmm maybe that just applies to me
thearcanecircle:
Happy v-day. Or at least content v-day. Or maybe even happy v-day that feels like any other day.
She wants revenge... yes she does...
beaar:
It is an interesting name for a band. But I like their music.
yuriel:
like that band do we?
its a cool name
i coudlnt give the music a listen until like yesterday and ive yet to have the chance
i will soon though
its a cool name
i coudlnt give the music a listen until like yesterday and ive yet to have the chance
i will soon though
I am literally vomiting. Frank is in jail and I just found out he was fucking a 15 year old. I want to die. I thought I could get over this but it hurts so bad. My chest feels like someoone is sitting on it. I'm too sad to cry. I knew this would all come crashing down on me.
captblacktoe:
hey there if you want drop me a line. i understand the bullshit
Soooo... whats up? I'm hungover. I bought a gallon of cheap vodka last night. "dubra" 
I don't remember driving home. I swear that was the first time I ever drove drunk. Not that it makes it better but I was only 2 blocks from my house. Now that I think of it I should have walked home. Well, It was a wild night. No nekkidness...
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I don't remember driving home. I swear that was the first time I ever drove drunk. Not that it makes it better but I was only 2 blocks from my house. Now that I think of it I should have walked home. Well, It was a wild night. No nekkidness... Read More
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thearcanecircle:
i'l be sad if you crash driving home like that. if you have to call me and i'll call someone for you lol. you should try cheap whiskey. its much better then cheap vodka.
beaar:
Unfortunately my friend refer to me as a professional drunk driver. the other day when i had 2 buckets of rum and a mai tai i had to drive back and the one sober girl (she is afraid of driving a car due to a bad accident) complimented me on my driving after drinking so much.
that woman is whack i hope she gets a fucking boot to the head or something
-hugs-
<3