luxdivon

her diary: vol 1. issue 1: You want power, you want pull, pull me into the next room. He says, there you go honey, unbutton that top button, and let me see the way the light hits your collarbone, and move over your hair, because that spot right there on your neck, is where my mouth is going to be in a second. And the...
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honey, honey
how you feel
lover, lover
is this for real
baby, baby
you drive me crazy like that
suga, sugar,
i've got something sweet to taste. . .


to be continued. . .

i'm back from washington state. was a fun filled trip celebrating my birthday, seeing my family, and seeing my grandpa who i hadn't seen since 1990. i had no idea it had been that long, i would've gone to see him if i would have realized this. THANKS all so much for the birthday wishes. you're awesome. i got this cute new little denim skirt...
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oh yea, i guess its my birthday isn't it
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SAVE THE INTERNET
and you thought it could never happen

Major corporations are intending to take control of the internet as we speak so that there would no longer be network neutrality, as well as other campaigns to be charging for email. you thought it...
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i'm tired. but i dont want to sleep. i miss my camera. but i'm too fucking lazy to call the cops to get it back. i know what's important now, but all the lines are fuzzy about love and being true to myself and how sometimes that doesnt always mean i'm true to everyone around me. its more indifference than dishonesty. that and general survivability....
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if only as simple as redrawing lines we could make ourselves thinner, better curves, all fit into a size 2 and have porceline skin.
if only by thought could we remap our entire belief system of beauty and value, and self hatred, and obession
if only by word could we choose not to villify, or degrade, or dehumanize those around us, and those within us...
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you should go listen to my friend gary graves music. its excellent.

www.myspace.com/garygravesmusic

it wasn't too long was it? i'm happy its come so soon. some days i tell you, it felt like starvation. there are worse things than starving. but not many. i never realize that i write so much more proficiently when in front of a screen. in front of an audience. i am there and all the sudden the thoughts flow freely, as i return...
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the cops might have found my camera. but i have to call them and tell them what kind model it is, and what kind of pictures i had on the camera. i might just do it, just to make them blush.

do you ever have the days where you think. . .

this is going to be the best,

or the stupidiest thing i've ever done.

i was trying to think of somethin i could blog in such a short time of my internet fix. so here are the words to my newest song:
Gray Tuesday Night

She was like sex walking through a room
hearing vibrations of heartbeats in tune
in rhythm and steps and shoes on the creak, the crackle of
a hundred year old floors that echoed of...
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