First of all happy new year everyone!

Wow, haven't been on this website for almost 6 years! How's everyone doing if anyone still fallows me?!

I remember being so lost and whiny in my past blog posts. Have to go read and find the cringeworthy juicy stuff :D And maybe die a little of embarrassment.

ran9er904:
Hope that you are back to stay, looking forward to updates.
dearambellina:
Oh my, I remember you! Hope you are well! Not much going on around here, the community is pretty much dead as far as I'm concerned and I only peek in on occasion.
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Hello all! How have you been!

Soooooo many things happened since my last blog... Don't know where to start! Well to break the ice, I could tell you about this really hot bar manager (or something) at school tongue Nothing to say really except he's hot! And I want the dude biggrin

II haven't written anything on here for so long, I don't...
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grayness:
We will read!

Happy hunting! biggrin
tunes99:
Yeah....you are right....we would probably not read it. Wait!!...we are reading it!! We already finished it!! Now it can't be taken back!! So I guess you might as well tell us about chasing this 'hot dude' of yours smile.

Glad to hear that all is well!!
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I was always told growing up meant finally being able to shape you life like you want it to be. I never thought it would be so... I want to say hard, but it just sounds whinny and not really what I'm looking for. It's complicated.

Growing up you're told to do what you want. Not to care about what others thinks...
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jennrose:
either she needs to get over it or you need to wear some awesome dresses that make her boil over with jealousy. i vote the latter, if we get to see the dresses. wink
grayness:
Happy New Year- and I'm with JennRose on the dresses. biggrin
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I finally put my finger on it. And it's the stupidest thing.

I've dated a guy for a month or two. And it didn't work out. So we took a couple of weeks apart to cool things down and now we're giving a shot at being friends. Last week he kissed me and it woke up all sorts of things and...
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brightredscream:
I've been there, and when you want an actual relationship..a fuck buddy is so damaging and hard to deal with....
Take care of you, and I wish you lots of luck in walking away.
jstduckie:
you....thats what matters.....look out for you
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The past two weeks have been amazing... but for a really obscure reason today started good and slowly went very bad... I feel sad and can't quite put my finger on why.

It started with a conversation. I apologized to a friend for something that happed last night. Nothing big. But its final answer was stop apologizing you know I like you better when...
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jstduckie:
smile.... wink biggrin
tunes99:
the truth is....you are vulnerable and weak for caring. People that care about others feel hurt and pain so much deeper than those who don't give a shit. He probably just wanted you to stop worrying...that it wasn't such a big deal. But as far as caring for people.....Don't stop smile smile
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This has been such a great week. I really needed this job. Not so much for the money but because I was beginning to have way to much free time. And what do we, women, do when we have free time... we think... way too much tongue

So yeah a great week, filled with friends, drinks, BBQs, family, etc.

One bad thing tough... I shouldn't...
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xbob13x:
you have no idea how much I am bumming, it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have the drive of a 18 year old boy. Me and the wife decided to cut out all fast food its going to suck. I love me some McD's fries. This in a effort to get more healthy. Too bad I don't like anything healthy to eat.
squrl4:
Thanks for the sweet comment!! the shows still up for the rest of the week, so if you're in the area check it out!!
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So I got the job smile And I'm starting like now frown I'll be working every weekend this summer frown frown Hopefully I'll be able to work out something for the SG Gala if I ever get to the guest list.

I'm a bit nervous, I haven't had a summer job in over 4 years... I got use to desk job and programming all...
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tunes99:
No worries....they can't fire you with a weekend job! One the first day you could totally mess up. On the second day you avoid all the important people who wanna kick your ass out! THEN you have 5 days for them to forget what you did so you can start it all over again. Its the PERFECT JOB!!!! smilesmile
xbob13x:
Congrats on the job. Thanks for wishing me well earlier. Things went well.
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Got a job interview tomorrow after noon.. wich me luck biggrin
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naruka:
OUhhhhh good luck then. Whats the job ? I need one too hahahaha
naruka:
Hahaha hyour hot WOOOH GO LUNNE hahaha. SO what are you gonna do as a job from now on tongue. I went for jobs too today, but I wasnt as lucky
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My ex is getting married next month...

Sur has hell doesn't makes me sad since we were horrible togetter... but still... I want to find mine too already frown tongue
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tunes99:
Well...at least you can be glad that your ex is not STILL with you and making you miserable.....or was it horrible? smile. All the 'loves' until the final 'love' are like 'practice loves'. You kinda play around at for awhile until you go, "holy crap...I don't love this person at ALL!!!"

Hold out for that real love....here is there....just gotta trip over him smile
mydogfarted:
I wish my ex would get married. It would save me $750 a month in alimony! tongue
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Nothing really new... I just feel much more positive and felt like not having the old shitty blog anymore... I will find someone one day, I hope, Until then I'm gonna have so much fun smile

I'm really sad about the Gala tough.. I really hope I'll get a spot on the guest list smile

So what's up with everyone else?

Lunne ♥
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mydogfarted:
I so hope you can make it to gala. smile
jstduckie:
not much.....hope you are well.... biggrin
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An other break up...

Well not a real one since we never got to be an official couple. But it still hurt almost has much...

Have you ever got to the point where it's not about the fear of never finding someone... But more about realizing for the first time that it's a real possibility. Maybe he's not out there. And the...
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aandp:
i'm always afraid i'm not going to find anyone.
it sucks. frown

ohh - OT.
patrice is on the gala guestlist.
she has a plus 1.
but hasn't gotten back to me who she is bringing yet.
maybe if you harass her enough, she'll bring you and you'll get off the waiting list.
it would be so awesome to hang with you guys again!
aandp:
nah, it's all good. i understand.

damn me and my crafty thoughts. well, i'm sure something will work out soon enough. i think some more spots will be opening up soon enough. smile