Ugh. I couldn't sleep last night for the life of me. Finally fell asleep at 5:00, woke up to the phone at 8:00, and had to get up for work by 9:00. I missed my bus, the weather is typical Western Canadian February crap, and I have to stay awake for another 5 hours.
Then I have to waitress at the bar tonight.
But, the...
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"Met a girl, fell in love, glad as I can be
Met a girl, fell in love, glad as I can be
But I think all the time, is she true to me?
cause theres nothing in this world to stop me worryin bout that girl
I found out I was wrong, she was just two timing
I found out I was wrong, she just...
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Met a girl, fell in love, glad as I can be
But I think all the time, is she true to me?
cause theres nothing in this world to stop me worryin bout that girl
I found out I was wrong, she was just two timing
I found out I was wrong, she just...
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whiskeyfightpit:
"A Tree Grows In Brooklyn" is one of the few movies that gets me bawling every time. Hits too close to home not to. Much respect, you're the only other person to acknowledge it that I know of.
troglodyte:
Could you show me, dear,
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting?
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting?
"If you love someone, set them free. If they return to you, put several eight inch blades into their head. If they return again, then run.... just run."
-Lenore
-Lenore
user092840:
BEST.ADVICE.EVER
"As long as there's the two of us,
we've got the world and all its charms.
And when the world is through with us,
we've got each other's arms."
we've got the world and all its charms.
And when the world is through with us,
we've got each other's arms."
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lemonkid:
That's sweet.. hope you had a great Valentine's Day.
antirock:
adorable!
Warning: Upcoming "I'm so Goth that my Nails are as Black as my Heart" Rant...
(PS- I'm allowed to poke fun at goths. I kinda am one.)
Ooookay... Valentine's Day.
Now I hate to be predictable here, but I hate Valentine's Day, and I'm gonna keep hating it until someone gives me a really good reason to like it.
A year ago today my boyfriend...
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(PS- I'm allowed to poke fun at goths. I kinda am one.)
Ooookay... Valentine's Day.
Now I hate to be predictable here, but I hate Valentine's Day, and I'm gonna keep hating it until someone gives me a really good reason to like it.
A year ago today my boyfriend...
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veganjihad:
stay strong girl, the night before last, i found the mix CD my ex gave me for a Birthday.... i cried pretty hard.... two years ago, the two of us flew out to visit my family, and it was the WORST weekend ever... i buaght her a huge basket from veganstore.com and well, basicly the whole time she was pre-occupied with what her then Ex-boyfriend was doing.... guh, whats wrong with people.... feel better...
tadzi:
men suck. lets just leave it at that. youd be better off going gay.
I have never felt such an urge to run away from home like I do now. I've been tempted to stand on the highway with a "As Far From Here As I Can Get" sign in hand. I'm tired of being disappointed in mankind. I have a bad feeling that mankind is going to be wherever I go, though.
XOX-L
"it took you to make...
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XOX-L
"it took you to make...
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troglodyte:
happy v-day 
bettina:
Happy Valentine's Day, my lovely!
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
On my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
On my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
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stichomythia:
How did you know John Cusack was my idol? I don't even know where to begin with how much I love his work -- especially the 80s stuff.
By the way, while I do find the idea of a sharpened broomstick tantalizing (and strangely erotic), I generally think that boomsticks are a bad thing. Mainly because they go "BOOM!"
I do have a rather odd question to ask you, though. While we all know that it is considered rather rude to ask a lady about her weight, you make the somewhat interesting claim to be "light enough to be piggy-backed by a midget." Now, being a gentleman, I shall forgo any questions regarding the weight of the piggy-backee and instead inquire about the midget. Is this midget considered to be unusually large? Does he work out on a semi-regular basis? Or is he in fact a rather slight midget with slothful tendecies? You see, lately I have seemed to have developed a rather bizarre fascination with our little friends...
Ok, enough rambling. Look before you sit, laugh when you want to cry and think mostly happy thoughts.
By the way, while I do find the idea of a sharpened broomstick tantalizing (and strangely erotic), I generally think that boomsticks are a bad thing. Mainly because they go "BOOM!"
I do have a rather odd question to ask you, though. While we all know that it is considered rather rude to ask a lady about her weight, you make the somewhat interesting claim to be "light enough to be piggy-backed by a midget." Now, being a gentleman, I shall forgo any questions regarding the weight of the piggy-backee and instead inquire about the midget. Is this midget considered to be unusually large? Does he work out on a semi-regular basis? Or is he in fact a rather slight midget with slothful tendecies? You see, lately I have seemed to have developed a rather bizarre fascination with our little friends...
Ok, enough rambling. Look before you sit, laugh when you want to cry and think mostly happy thoughts.
cullen:
I.....I....umm...jeez....
Okay, I have a confession to make.
I, LuluMae, sometimes feel insecure.
That's it. See, I know I'm not supposed to admit that. It's not something I'm particularily proud of. I'm supposed to always be all "go team LuluMae! Woot!" Most of the time I am sure of myself, and I think that I'm a pretty cool person. But then some days (or in this...
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I, LuluMae, sometimes feel insecure.
That's it. See, I know I'm not supposed to admit that. It's not something I'm particularily proud of. I'm supposed to always be all "go team LuluMae! Woot!" Most of the time I am sure of myself, and I think that I'm a pretty cool person. But then some days (or in this...
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wadewalker:
I was at work. You know, making money to support Bettina's irrational hair-dying habit. 
ej:
thanks Lulumae,
you've echod my feelings. Lonelyness is something human, even when I was in a good relationship I felt alone, and insecure at times.
You can't let peoples attitudes that you have nocontrol over get yuo down. it's their prob, not yours.
you're not alone- my dog doesn't bother noticing me either.
you've echod my feelings. Lonelyness is something human, even when I was in a good relationship I felt alone, and insecure at times.
You can't let peoples attitudes that you have nocontrol over get yuo down. it's their prob, not yours.
you're not alone- my dog doesn't bother noticing me either.
Yay internet access!
Well, I got my at-home access hooked up, so I'm back in black. Woot.
Today has been one of those annoying "catch up on schoolwork" days, so I've just been laying around reading one of the most incredibly dull textbooks I have ever had to crack. And trust me- I'm an Econ major, so I've read alotta dull stuff in my time....
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Well, I got my at-home access hooked up, so I'm back in black. Woot.
Today has been one of those annoying "catch up on schoolwork" days, so I've just been laying around reading one of the most incredibly dull textbooks I have ever had to crack. And trust me- I'm an Econ major, so I've read alotta dull stuff in my time....
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pulloffmywings:
yeah, i've been reconsidering this "boys" thing for awhile... if only they weren't so god damned cute.
have fun tonite!
have fun tonite!
Okay, so I'm a bad bad girl who never updates her journal.
But I have an excuse- I'm too broke to get internet access at home right now, and I've been too lazy and craptacular to go up to school and use the computers. I hate school and will do all that I can to avoid that nasty cesspool of MEC trend.
So here I...
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But I have an excuse- I'm too broke to get internet access at home right now, and I've been too lazy and craptacular to go up to school and use the computers. I hate school and will do all that I can to avoid that nasty cesspool of MEC trend.
So here I...
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sequim:
WOW!!!!! Great photo sets very beautiful.
[Edited on Feb 06, 2004 10:35PM]
[Edited on Feb 06, 2004 10:35PM]
shitricky:
maybe you can fit me with my shield?
re. feb 7 journal entry.
re. feb 7 journal entry.
Hey there funseekers...
I'm in the school computer lab and trying to be all incognito about being on a semi-unsuitable website in a public lab. I am excercising my right as a fee-paying student!
So besides trying to kick the flu for over a week, not a whole lot is new. But here's some food for thought.
I've recently had several people tell me that...
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I'm in the school computer lab and trying to be all incognito about being on a semi-unsuitable website in a public lab. I am excercising my right as a fee-paying student!
So besides trying to kick the flu for over a week, not a whole lot is new. But here's some food for thought.
I've recently had several people tell me that...
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bettina:
Well, call me shallow, but I was attracted to you by your "intimidating" good looks. I thought that's my kind of gal.
On another note, I finally kicked the
! So I've been eating tons of ketchup chips and soy dream to celebrate, I'm sure my stomach just loooves that. I keep forgetting to ask you, do you think I should keep the corset? I need to take it back to Sideshow if it's not too late, but I can't decide.
On another note, I finally kicked the
! So I've been eating tons of ketchup chips and soy dream to celebrate, I'm sure my stomach just loooves that. I keep forgetting to ask you, do you think I should keep the corset? I need to take it back to Sideshow if it's not too late, but I can't decide.
faustroll:
There's something hard to define, a subtle quality that a good friend and I refer to as The Wavelength (as in we're both on the same one). It's the ability to communicate in a thoughtful, heartfelt manner with minimal effort. My wife and i have this as well (duh) so it;s not just friendship but an attraction, agenuine sense of communication. Sometimes it's just a look or a shrug, some subtle gesture.
Hey funseekers...
I apologize for my lengthy disappearance, but I was otherwise occupied over the holidays and now my internet connection isn't working. So here I am at work, on what appears to be the slowest computer in the history of mankind (besides my home computer, of course), filling you all in on the ever-so crucial happenings of my life.
My cat's breath smells like...
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I apologize for my lengthy disappearance, but I was otherwise occupied over the holidays and now my internet connection isn't working. So here I am at work, on what appears to be the slowest computer in the history of mankind (besides my home computer, of course), filling you all in on the ever-so crucial happenings of my life.
My cat's breath smells like...
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minimalism:
Bettina mentioned in the SG Burlesque group about a possible West Coast tour you two might do this summer. That's pretty cool, aside from that fact that I'm on the other side of the country. I dropped some links in her journal for good East Coast venues that you could check out. It would be great if you made it out this way. Hope the information helps some how.
Best wishes for continued success.
Best wishes for continued success.
wadewalker:
You guys were great tonight! I don't think I've ever seen so many nervous half-naked smokers in one tiny room like that before...
But you and Bettina made it all worthwhile!
But you and Bettina made it all worthwhile!
good piece of art anyway, especially the eyes...