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more snow. and I wore flip flops to work this morning. this is ridiculous.

If I do nothing else today, I will make a snowman. wearing sensible footwear.

6 more days til Vancouver.. I'm going to chain myself to a bridge somewhere so they can't make me leave. I need the ocean so badly right now.. oh hey, anyone got reccomendations for good sailing trip...
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zenfish:
Flip Flops IN THIS WEATHER? are you nuts?!

Vancouver... I'm jealous... I'd love to hit that city for a while.
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guillaume:
awwww! hey! draw something for me again! i love it.
shitricky:
.hey hey hey...guess who fixed their shit up!!!...I am so smart..SMRT...

.now it's on...gnar-core. wink
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hmm, so I'm still attempting to drown my sorrows minus the drowning part.. managing to stay away from knives and excessive booze. rigid application in the school area though.. I paid way too much for those fucking courses to let my school work go to hell. still walking around the city late at night.. writing crap and listening to sappy music.. yep, that's about it..
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zenfish:
frown sent a small email.
shitricky:
.oh...mos def gnarly. wink
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I've discovered an intense love for long walks. especially at dusk, in a park by my house that I've come to refer to as 'my park'. noone knows about it, well, except people that have dogs, but I let them use it.. ; ) it's huge and plain.. big sloping hills, great vantage point.. nothing but tall grass and a few shrubs.

I find a...
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foolycooly:
Sounds good to me. I used to take walks and naps on the golf course at night for similar reasons
guillaume:
well, its the fact of beeing in a tent that makes it exciting.
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my spider ate 4 crickets. biggrin
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foolycooly:
Wow, I'll swap you my unsuitable for australia's warm climate hat, for your spider. I need it, a cricket jumped on my girlfriend today, and she did a little freak out, til i threw it out the car.
guillaume:
the floor? why not the couch?
how 'bout camping in my backyark. i did that last summer. i put my tent in my backyark and i get really drunk in it and watch tv.
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sorry for the lack of updates.... wait. why the fuck am I sorry?? (because we're conditioned to be sorry for everything.)

my best friend got back from six months in Thailand last night.. good to see her, but outwardly, I couldn't show any elation at all.

I miss my little white pills.. they helped me not feel like this. oh well.. hopefully it won't last...
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stuff sucks. haven't been this low in a while..

playing faaaaaar too much online crib.
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shitricky:
.switch to poker than...make some $$$$ wink

.I'll play you some crib tho...where do you play?
shitricky:
.k...lets roll... wink
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one of my favorite poems, by Amy Lowell:

The Taxi

When I go away from you
The world beats dead
Like a slackened drum.
I call out for you against the jutted stars
And shout into the ridges of the wind.
Streets coming fast,
One after the other,
Wedge you away from me,
And the lamps of the city prick my eyes
So that I...
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xsor1ax:
Aww thank you..But I am the lucky one...and thats all i can say... skull
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ahhh, reading week. the week of the year where the most students commit suicide.. not sure who decided that a week off school was the solution, but who am I to dispute these things.. and so, with midterms out of the way.. I will spend my week participating in as much drunken debauchery as possible.. biggrin
psychotic:
already... mine begins on the 29th.
have a nice "rollingbackhomecauseimtoofuckedup" week!
psychosis
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fuck do I hate stuff right now.. I'm sick of school, my job is bullshit. I only have one shift this week. honestly, at this rate, I can't even afford to live at home. how pathetic is that?!

the weather is blah, seasonal depression threatens to smother me.. I'm lacking so much motivation these days.. cupcakes don't even make me happy anymore.. all I want...
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swindy:
aww. I hope it gets better for you soon. frown
foolycooly:
Gotta hate casual work, like work doesnt suck enough they have to go and make it hard for you by not giving you enough.

Damn lack of cupcake joy, did you consider the lazy man's cooking, which is basically what i thought cooking was at age 4. you buy some plain biscuits, whatever the american equivalent of milk arrowroot biscuits are, and you smear colourful icing on them, and then stick candy like m&m's etc on the to make them look like faces. If that doesnt cheer you up. god only knows, what if I tell you australians, dont call cotton candy, cotton candy, but we call it fairy floss.
cheer up
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ahhh, sweet Valentine's day. not about wine, roses and romance at all... I read a refreshing exploration of the wretched Hallmark holiday...

to the greeks, a celebration of fertility - you're encouraged to fuck all night, 'to ward off the winter chill', sometimes with many partners. It's a fucking festival, of sorts. Only under the guise of cherubs and love could this be deemed acceptable.....
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swindy:
how ironic surreal
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so after several suicide attempts in the last few months, I finally had to check my car into rehab. what she had been trying to tell me is that she didn't like the unhealthy relationship she had with her rad. He smokes too much, and drinks waaaaaay too much.. likes the green stuff and doesn't appreciate water.. we're gonna work something out, so she doesn't...
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swindy:
My baby doesnt like her rad either damn thing keeps stinking up the cabin, hmmm might be a leak in the heater core oh well damn why did I write thit, oh yeah, Dont get rid of her she loves you. frown
psychotic:
actually, I trained one to do so. He eats my hand, chews it up and spits it back out... IN ONE PIECE!
absolutely magic!
Psychosis