What a difference an hour and a half of cleaning makes. I vacuumed the floor, put the vacuum away, then did my bathroom. When I got that done, I went to get something under the cupboard under my kitchen sink, when *plop*, some powder dishwasher detergent fell on this little rug I got for the floor. Ok, no biggie, so I grabbed the vacuum, and...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
hope not, but I think System has been doing a decent job of trying to stay out of the limelight and not get caught up with the college campus Zapatista bullshit. Everyone knows that rebellion lasts as long as people are shocked or follow the cause. If it's a cause the whole doesn't agree with or is affected by, nobody cares (sad to say).
I am currently in a battle with myself to get up and go buy some books that some of you recommended and also try to find some cd's by enslaved and impaled. I keep telling myself to 'get up' 'get up' and yet I'm still lying on the floor reading book reviews. When all of a sudden this thought enters my mind as I"m watching...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
that's fucking nuts. I've never really thought about the concept of time before. I know all I've thought about time is just that I either don't have enough or too much of. You only have not enough time whenever you're enjoying something or you're under a deadline. You have too much time when you're finally caught up and you're wondering "what's next?". I'll have to meditate more on the concept of time now.
I went to bed around 11pm last night without having taken an evening nap, because I was so sick of going to sleep at 7pm and waking up at 11pm and then going back to sleep around 2 or 3am. So I finally fell asleep around 12am, and woke up around 6am, and heard birds chirping and my mood really picked up. Then as I...
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Today I was wondering that if I do end up on meds, do I have to tell work about it? and again, if I am on meds, am I going to have any episodes? I haven't flipped out on anyone, and I don't really ever want to. I'm thinking about bailing, but then I just think about my best friend who's on some meds and...
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My profile pic is what life is all about.
So I just became a member of the Depression Outlet and I just want to give everyone a hug. All of those people there are so beautiful. It was sorta weird actually because I'm listening to people going through what I'm going through. In this life, the only thing I've ever been to relate to very...
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So I just became a member of the Depression Outlet and I just want to give everyone a hug. All of those people there are so beautiful. It was sorta weird actually because I'm listening to people going through what I'm going through. In this life, the only thing I've ever been to relate to very...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
that's great to hear. Maybe this will be a new turning point for you in your life...
The paper is only supposed to be 1 1/2 pages long anyway, but the professor just wanted us to read over the next chapter and relate what 5 viewpoints would say about youthanasia. It's easy, but he was vague about what 5 viewpoints he wanted. Fucking crazy old man!
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 2:53PM]
The paper is only supposed to be 1 1/2 pages long anyway, but the professor just wanted us to read over the next chapter and relate what 5 viewpoints would say about youthanasia. It's easy, but he was vague about what 5 viewpoints he wanted. Fucking crazy old man!
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 2:53PM]
Thought what it would be like to be in someone else's shoes...and came to no conclusion. I always have these dreams where I'm either running away from somebody/something, or someone gets away from me in my dream and I spend the entire rest of the dream trying to find them. Is it really true that the actual dream lasts 10 seconds or something? How fucking...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
I come to the same conclusion most times myself. The main reason being is that I feel I don't know someone well enough to even fathom what it's like to be them. Other times, I'm just happy to be myself that I'm not worried about others.
From what I've read dreams actually last in real time. So something 5 minutes long actually dreams 5 minutes long. It's like watching a tv show and how switching cameras can cut time down. I think that you only dream in the beginning and end of REM sleep, but I'm not sure.
From what I've read dreams actually last in real time. So something 5 minutes long actually dreams 5 minutes long. It's like watching a tv show and how switching cameras can cut time down. I think that you only dream in the beginning and end of REM sleep, but I'm not sure.
It would be nice if my thoughts translated into the perfect words that everyone wanted to hear.
I think it would be fascinating if everyone lit a candle at the same time throughout the world. What do you think the image would look like?
I just lit a cigarette only to see that I had one already lit. What does this mean? I can't wait to go to the doc and see if he's got a good prescription for me. I don't think words will do it for me anymore. I know its all up to me, but me just doesn't want to listen, so I need some outside...
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If I ever have some extra cash, I would love to fly out to visit some of you. But who knows when that will happen. The only thing I ask of is that you have a place for me to crash, preferable a floor or a couch.
I'm thinking of something and its kinda wacky, but maybe it would work. I've already gotten one autographed...
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I'm thinking of something and its kinda wacky, but maybe it would work. I've already gotten one autographed...
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luckystar:
i would let you crash at my place anytime, if i wasnt still living with my parents 
but when i do move out...start saving money.
but when i do move out...start saving money.I get to wish everyone happy easter in about a month, even though its been a few years since I've actually taken part of any type of easter celebration. You know, this one month difference makes me think about all the different denominations of Christianity. How can everyone be right? Well, then I tell myself that its not so black and white. Actually its all...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
I think it's all gray until science proves otherwise. I was watching The History Channel today about Jesus and "Following The Footsteps of Jesus." I'm really interested in that biblical history stuff. If I had a goal in life that involved archeology, it would be to prove that Jesus was just a human being, nothing more, but a very wise and philosophical one. He'd just be Siddharta Guatama, but of Israel.
Lemme tell you a joke while I ponder when the last time my birthday was a memorable one:
This guy is out in his backyard doing some gardening work with his shovel, when the next door neighbor's kid approaches the fence and asks him "what are you doing?"
Man: I'm gardening with my shovel.
Kid: Oh, my dad has two of those.
Next day, the...
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This guy is out in his backyard doing some gardening work with his shovel, when the next door neighbor's kid approaches the fence and asks him "what are you doing?"
Man: I'm gardening with my shovel.
Kid: Oh, my dad has two of those.
Next day, the...
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