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I've lost some weight and I'm feeling and looking better... but sometimes it's just not good enough.

Edit: I know, I know. I'm whining. It's not really the way I look that sucks. It's the way I feel. Bad brain bad bad bad.
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stella_marie:
coming from the queen of whine, you arent whining. im just reminding you how beutiful you are cause it sounds like youve forgotten. sorry about the brain. i would trade, but its hardly an upgrade. wink
sixbysix:
Pretty pretty you smile
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sixbysix:
No, i've been a bit of an arse in the forums and i've been called on it. Thing is, someone i'd like to have made friends with has fallen out with me over it.

I don't have too much of a problem with not being liked, so much as I have a problem with being hated. I have been trying not to look like a lonely internet weirdo, but it appears that instead that i've given the impression that i'm aloof.

Thanks for the vote of confidence, anyway. Yes it's a long way, but if I ever travel to NY i'll be sure to make contact.

Oh, and nice shoes.... you know the rest, i'm sure wink

[Edited on Apr 25, 2006 6:57PM]
eyeswideshut:
Hi, just browsed by.

Got to say, love your photographs, specially the ones with your boobies, very sexy love

I also like your taste in TV shows. One of the great, recent disasters was the early cancellation of Angel, it should have had two more seasons.
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I need to schedule writing time, if not every day, at least a few days a week. I don't write enough. I'm in a frickin' writing class and I still don't write enough. I feel lazy and frustrated.

It's funny: people think I'm so disciplined with my work. I have been in the past, but I really don't feel like I am now.
tadzi:
hey there, babe wink
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I'm actually going to church today. Not mass, but to a Protestant service Josh sometimes goes to. I'm going to sing my little heart out and hopefully feel reoriented in the world. Sometimes I forget I'm a part of it.
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illstabyou:
Slick new picture. smile
stella_marie:
wink right back atcha girl

hope your soul was saved
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I went to my first academic conference yesterday, and it went really well! Not only was my work well-received, but I got some helpful comments from some good scholars and I met some really cool people. The after-conference fun, of course, included much drinking of alcohol. Academics are a drunken bunch.
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sixbysix:
Really? I felt like a proper twat when I realised i'd posted it.

I was drunk, BTW. And yes I know I said i'd stop.
ines:
awww, new profile picture love
As always not any romance going on sadly...
Hope it's gonna be better with the boy ^^
kiss
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Vagina art. Check it out.
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thelibra:
TheTallOne is a big fan of mine, too. He says that when I'm around it's always melon season.

Such a romantic tongue
ines:
I can't watch it frown
So what's up sweetie? It's been some times smile What about your girl? Are you still together?
kiss
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You know, most women wear the wrong size bra. I think I have finally discovered and come to terms with my actual bra size. When I think of this size in the abstract, my mind conjures up an image of grotesquely large dugs. Or of surgically enhanced breasts that are disproportionate to the body they're attached to. But my boobs are kind of normal.
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halfjack:
coming to terms with big breastesses is the hardest part of learning to live with them. just stand naked in front of the mirror, and lift one up. hold it. pet it. say "i am a big boob." prefferably in a high pitched voice. next repeat with the second breast. only add "also." next hold them both and say "we are big boobies. and we're ok with that." if you can make it sound like two people are saying that, even better.
thelibra:
I've had to come to terms with my melons recently, too.

Love the melons. Worship them. wink

[and yours are most definitely NOT enhanced! Neither are mine. Yay for natural big jugs.]
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Another hospital adventure. My ankle might be broken.

On the "up" side, I made a friend named Charlie. He was a little boy who didn't seem to care how bad my Spanish was.
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stella_marie:
geez. im gonna have to tape pillows around you so you can walk around safely!!
circleofchains:
Ouch. I hope everything is alright. For whatever reason Charlie was in the hospital, I'm sure it helped talking to a gorgeous woman like yourself. Even if he didn't understand you. smile
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I spent the last few days feeling incredibly insecure and stressed out. It was a nonsensical minor tempest. I'm glad Josh weathered it with me.
thelibra:
I've been feeling pretty similar, too! A series of 'ugly days' if you will.

I blame Mercury being in retrograde.
tadzi:
havent talked to you in a while, we should fix this.
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You know what's a good way to fuck up your daughter? While she's growing up and living at home, make sure to criticize her weight constantly. Then, when she's all grown up and moved out, reinforce her self-loathing by continuing to criticize her weight each time you see her.
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drtchock:
Thanks for the advice! I'll make sure to try that if I ever have a daughter. tongue

Blahhhhhhh...parents and their bullshit.
leola:
Parents always fuck their kids up - it's the way of the world.
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I'm going to be a real intellectual! I was accepted to present a paper on Piers Plowman at a conference. It's going to be fun.
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alleywaycat:
Thanks a lot! kiss

Seems like you're doing fine recently, judging by your journal entries, no more drama?
sixbysix:
Yeah, i'm currently working on my spit collection. That makes it... ah, three donors so far.

Hell, at least they were all women...
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I have been having some seriously good sex for the past few days.
sixbysix:
Rushing around for me too, I used to look up every night as a kid. I only recognised Orion and the Dog star, but still.
krrn:
me too!!! *HIGH 5*