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Monday Jul 26, 2004

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Hmmm.... what do you do when things are generally good BUT there is one minor detail that is aggravating the fuck out of you? Honest to god things are going really well right now- everything - even things with Tim. But today I told him that I loved him. He seemed really happy- I think- but he certainly did not say it back. So.... I...
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faerie:
it's completely natural to be disappointed. i know i would be. if it really bothers you (and trust me.. i know that would be on my mind 24/7 if it happened) then i would just talk to him about it and tell him how you feel. you never know.. he may have a good reason for not saying it.

good luck! smile
keturah:
wanting his to say it back is normal. its not about romance, its more about that feeling that youve thrown yourself out there and wondering if maybe somone forgot to put out the safety net. but you have to ask yourself, would you rather he had just said it out of obligation to be polite since you had or do you appreciate the fact that he has the sense to think it over and give an honest response?? If he didnt seem bothered by the fact that you said it (in my experience things like the phone suddenly going click or bulging eyes and stuttering) then chance are he wants to be sure he really means it before he says it and it will happen in its own good time. If hes not actually running away from you i wouldnt worry bout it wink

Monday Jul 05, 2004

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I had today off from work!! Yay! That is the benefit of being a city employee for the time being. Today has been a good day of relaxation and productivity. Lovely. The only thing that would have made today a lot better is if I had gotten laid. That has become difficult because I am living at home for the month of July and sleeping...
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dr_zoidberg:
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anaphalaxis:
You want what! Oh my!!! love

Sunday Jun 13, 2004

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I am amazingly tired at the moment and am seriously considering a nap right about now... I have lost my focus again. I seem to lose it pretty easily- which is something I need to get back and work on holding onto for longer.
I got a goofy sun burn yesterday mad
It hurts. I was at Worlds of Fun all day with my ex for...
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dr_zoidberg:
I ahven't been to Worlds of Fun since 8th grade, on a band trip. Is it cool? it sucked when I went.

I hear you about sun burns. I have yet to even out my farmers tan from mowing all summer. oh well. its not like you have to look good for anyone UNDER your clothes does it?

Get some sleep! Are you an insomniac or something?

Sunday May 30, 2004

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Last night was my last day working at the grocery store!! YAY! It is going to be all agriculture all the time now. It isn't typically the kind of work that I would see myself doing- but it has been good for me so far. I am doing manual labor- so I have to keep moving- and I like being busy. Also, I am essentially...
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lleu:
Well Niav- you can have my job because I quit today smile Just contact Crystal Miles with Lawrence Parks and Forestry...

I am just applying at random places right now. My main priority is just to find a place that I can honestly tolerate- people AND job task... money isn't that important to me. As long as my rent is paid- I am happy as a clam.
lleu:
nuthou5e- Yeah I was at the show. I am afraid I probably stuck out like a sore thumb (as in NOT very strange looking)as well... so I am surprised you didn't pick me out of the crowd. My hair is red/orange so that would look a little different but other than that I pretty much looked the same as my photo smile

It is always funny for me at things like that because I don't look like any particular catagory of person. I don't look goth or punk but I don't look particularly opposite of that either... I just am. I am Sam. What can I say?

I had a good time. I was up in the far right corner by the stage. Needless to say... I got a lot of chocolate thrown on me. Luckily it did come out of my shirt, though there is still some on the seat fo my car. Oh well, it was all in good fun smile

I think I am now a Nixon fan love