Monday Jun 01, 2009

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- I hate my internet + how slow it is. It makes me want to stab my eyes out. Literally.
- I hate having to pay parking tickets. Especially through my slow internet
- I hate feeling second best, + as though I am missing or lacking something. I hate feeling as though I am missing out as well.
- I hate that my card was declined for payment for things...
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Thursday May 22, 2008

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+ I'm screaming at the walls but they care not, I'm shouting your name in the dark, but you're as deaf as I am blind. The monsoon's taken over the noise in my head, the hurricane's in my lungs, the tidal wave is in my stomach, the lightning is in my heart. + none of it makes me feel good. The tide...
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polemic:

I like that piece too. An exercise in dichotomy. Like most people.

xoxox

disco:

I miss you. We need a date. Yeah? I promise to put out x

Tuesday May 20, 2008

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My moon, like the temples above, you are stellar. One word + my heart explodes on the inside. One touch + my stomach melts on the inside. One whisper + my skin shivers like a river. The mountains raise + raise + raise, then crash back down. The ripples of my ribs are smooth beneath your hand. Speak slow, I am dumb around you, mesmerised by what's on the...
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Sunday May 11, 2008

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With your hand on the plain of my body, you spoke of your past, + I imagined fast forward to our future. You said how much we had in common, + I thought if only you knew, if only I opened up, blossoming like prairie flowers of honesty. A sea of calm flowed inside me as you kissed the mountain ranges of my hips. I'd marched...
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aniel:

just had to say something, that was so nice, to read even smell, aw 'the mountain ranges of your hips'
I'm angling all at odds, you are not alone? I am listening..
X

autumnfade:

beautiful clean and crisp
like fresh snow -without footprints
-I love it so
robot love robot

Sunday May 04, 2008

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This sickness called hope is too much to bear, the load is weightless yet overbearing, I'm crumbling like old forgotten buildings, crashing down on the inside. A hollow shell, a cracked facade of a once magnificent home. Age is taking its toll, hairline fractures are appearing + destroying the surface. This sickness called hope is too much to bear, the buildings crumblings with the barest...
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autumnfade:

I love the words- I do
why dont you post in the poetry group dear?
check it out-its hip,
trust me
miao!! smile miao!!

autumnfade:

your words have a nice flow,
I've put 1 or 2 in that group when the mood was calling
-look it over one night, the groups can be fun I joined a few


biggrin smile biggrin

Thursday May 01, 2008

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+ so, I once again find myself, late at night, refreshing. Refreshing. Refreshing. Staring at a blank page, with a blank stare + a blank heart. Refresh. Refresh. Refresh. Yet nothing has changed + I feel far from refreshed. The night air is dank, stark, stilted, drowning. I feel as deflated as an airless balloon, just as grounded + flat. The moments after are given over to submerging in...
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autumnfade:

Love comes and love goes
- when it ends it tears you apart
but sometimes you find it anew, in strange places
smile robot smile

Saturday Apr 19, 2008

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The walls expand + constrict, expand + constrict. The blood splatters the ribs, the lungs, everything inside. The cold is replaced with warm sticky red, + the pulse that beat before is oozing down on the inside. You make my heart explode, in the best possible ways.

My body clicks, + I've come to the conclusion that that's the reason I like handclaps in songs; the clicking...
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autumnfade:

you have such a way with words Liziefer
kiss smile kiss

aniel:

my mind ticks to that rythm too smile

Thursday Mar 06, 2008

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Oh darling, the sounds are deafening, can't you hear them too? I'm screaming at the phone + you can't hear, your deaf + I'm lost. The dark is too dark, I've lost my torch + I no longer care for your words. The hole's getting bigger each time, my methods don't get me out as quick, my pick axe is blunt...
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polemic:

When the lights go dark, we'll take hands in hand and guide ourselves by touch. I'll give you my strength and we'll push our way through and we'll find a way out and we'll make our way home. Take light into dark places.

I'm thinking of you, hun. This may be days old, but I hope you're ok.

oren:

I totally agree, migraine medication prescribed for me had little effect in the long run... one did start working for me, but I put on so much weight!

I take Nurofen Migraine (ibuprofen lysine). It works better than anything else for me, as aspirin makes me sick and paracetamol doesn't touch them at all!

Monday Mar 03, 2008

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Recently, my moods are up + down faster + more times than a prostitute's knickers.
In the meantime though, I'm getting a little obsessed with Lego. Yeah, those building blocks + the people with little yellow heads. That Flickr is a bad place, I tell you. I'm officially obsessed. I really want to go to LegoLand sometime, but I think people might think it's...
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polemic:

Sounds like you need a hero...

someone who knows the darkness...

someone who can save you in the night.

You need...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)



The Goddamn Batman.



Enjoy your near-spelunking!

xoxox

autumnfade:

its so amazing what people can do with them





couldn't find a broken heart, but hope you have a great day miao!!

Wednesday Jan 02, 2008

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I'm at the top of the world, with lungs exploding from lack of oxygen. I'm gaining altitude, getting colder, freezing as the seconds go by.

I totally ballsed things up with Boy A. The one I saw lots, + really liked. Because I pulled Boy C [Boy B isn't important anymore], + then messed my own head up, or something. Now, I'm stuck...
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autumnfade:

Still love your words and style smile

autumnfade:

whats going on? you still here
you know we miss you- wink

Tuesday Dec 18, 2007

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autumnfade:

I know what your saying, what people may think of you.
-Vanna White is this so called perfect woman(at one time) she dresses nice and will
say a few words at the end of this U.S. tv game show but what is her secret?
easy she stands for nothing- every one relates to her 'cause she is so neutral.
The more people get to know you the more they will find things to hate or like about you
but if you become a 'mystery' person then they are fixed onto you like V. W.
it takes practice but it can be fun, walk into a pub or cafe that you never been to and
be the 'newbe' answer all questions with questions -smile, flirt, act and see what happens?
I love walking into a new place solo just to see people's reactions, Clint Eastwood style

yeah the words are mine, it happens now and then this crazy flow.
wish it would happen more often but for now its just on peaks or valleys of current moods,
wish I could write more like you- miao!!

polemic:

Man, you are cool. You strike me now as more sure of yourself, for sure. Happier in your personality, which people can pick up on (even if only subconsciously). It's a positive thing.

The key thing is to be natural, because that's crucial over time. Of course, sometimes it might be a little overwhelming to hit someone with everything all at once tongue

I understand the urge, I get it too. It's natural, to want to come off at our best and be seen as unconcerned, unaffected.

But then, you've seen how cool I am, all of the time, so I don't even need to try, eh? EL SUICIDO LOCO

Sunday Dec 16, 2007

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Hee, I kissed a super cute boy on Friday. It put a smiles on my fase. Heeee, cute boys.

Anyways, I can't currently be bothered to put these on MySpace at the moment, so I'll put them here:

Oh darling, your light's dimming, and you're doing your best to brighten it up. You swing in all the right places, you know...
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autumnfade:

my dear
you are so amazing,
when are you going to join the 'poetry cafe' group?
you will always be the bright star in a dark night
with words heavy to the heart,
stay bright , flicker, dont go out- miao!!
peace