littlepinkstar

So I told this guy that I don't feel a connection with him. I told him that I like him, but I'm a commitment phobic and he scares me because he's trying to be too serious.
I've always told him that I can't date him. I think he took it ok...
He is one of those guys that gets angry and offensive, I hope he...
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buried my piggy today. it was sad. My date last night went good. I wanted him to come inside but then i was like, im gonna molest him. so i didnt invite him inside. My gramps took me shopping today and seriously dropped like, 250 bucks on me and my daughter. it was sooo nice. Free haircuts for grampa for the rest of his life....
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I want my fucking peircing. But I have no money. I'm sad.
good news, I have a date on friday night with the dreamy man I met the other day...
Hopefully he wont think I'm too much of a child.
We'll see what happens.

Yeah I steal his poems and yeah I still think about him and yes his AIM is on my buddy list. But how long can one hold onto the past before they let go and move on? My heart is lonely and begging for me to fill the empty space.

i met the most beautiful man yesterday. 30 years old with big blue eyes, tattoo sleeves, a mohawk... He's got kids which is sweet but and exwife who isnt so sweet.

Buy Drop Dead, Gorgeous CD today!! And support a sweet band. It's called In Vogue and its harcore. I'm obssessed. Aaron sent me a copy in the mail and I can't get enough!!

some day I'll move far away...
Where no one from my past can find me.
(except my friend amanda, she's allowed cuz shes just as sad and lonely as I am)
Where no one knows who I am or what I've done and haven't done.
Where I can be with someone I love and it just won't matter.
Because I'll be happy...
And naked on...
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i didnt get my piercing today. the person who was supposed to come with me chickened out and i hate going alone. maybe someday ill get it... it jsut wasnt meant to be today.

i wonder if he reads my journal entries like i read his. Well if he does I want him to know that I do miss him and forgive him but theres nothing really I can do about the rest of the situation...
On a brighter note, Nicole is done with my set and now all I have to do is send it in. Which I...
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im bored. i want a new piercing. a monroe maybe. or a septum... I'm probably going on saturday. the thing is since my lip is pierced idk if i should get a monroe on the same side or the opposite side?? Any feedback would be appreciated...
oh, and i wanna take some marilyn manson style pictures... and idea on what i should wear?
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To everyone who asked- you should be able to buy Drop Dead, Gorgeous' Cd "In Vouge" at best buys nationwide. May 2nd baby. Check them out on myspace www.myspace.com/dropdeadgorgeous.

I'm going to open canvas night tonight at a bar. I hope it's fun. I'm looking to wash my sorrows away in a nice and big Vodka-Pineapple or two.