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somebody please:

get me outta here.
my world is crashing down all around me.

i need like, help. and possibly some medication so i can get some sleep around here.
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last nights events:

cracked some skulls with olivia jean. Got coffee at the fuel cafe. Got lost in wauwatosa trying to get her home. it was raining so hard i couldnt see NOTHIN

Went to Club Rain with Sara Rae about midnight. drank 2 shots hypnotiq, 1 shot jaeger, and 3 vodka/lemonades within the time span of 1 hour 40 minutes. all the while dancing...
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ok
so this bitch has been fucking with my friend olivia jean
so now we're gonna go crack some skulls.

dont mess with my friends
youre about to get punked.

and then im going drinking, dancing, and (hopefully) fucking

I'll let you know how it goes <3
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so i got a new cell phone. its sweet.
David and Pauline (my girl crush haha) kicked some dudes ass and got his cell phone back.

AAAND
my roomate took my baby camping until fuckin THURSDAY so i am feeling the need to go out BIG TIME
FREEEEEDOM smells so sweet

Party at my place. haha
seriously. i need attention and alcohol. anyone down?

and...
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karissa:
oh i love rocky.. and the spank line ha
i go almost every month, so yeah it probably is me
and thank you darlin'
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hahahha
i was so drunk last night.
it was 80's night at the mad planet, but first, drinks at the lesbian bar the NUT HUT.
We were nice and stoned.
and drunk.
buuuuuut. David got his phone stolen.
And I broke mine when i spilled a drink on it.
so now we are both phone-less.
but last night was hot. I feel like doing it...
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mariecr:
U rocks!



Marie!
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im so bored with my life.
i feel so unsatisfied.

I want my relationship with david to move up to the next leve; (ie: living together) and I DON'T feel like waiting patiently for that day to come. I feel like, why wait when we're gonna be together forever??

I hate my job. I hate working in general. I just wanna stay home, have babies,...
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nikonphoto80:
I've been board with my life for a long time now.

I just want a girl to like me, it has been so long since I have had a girl like me.

I hate my job to, I don't hate all jobs, I would love to do something in the arts.

You will get out some day, don't lose hope. I don't know if I want to move out of KY or not, I probable should some day.

I always do everything alone, when I go out I go out alone, when I eat I eat alone and that is the way it has almost always been, people don't like me.

When I'm at work I feel the most alone.

That isn't to much to ask.

I wouldn't dump all of this on him at one time, you need to slowly talk about it, you don't want to overwhelm him.

nikonphoto80:
But I'm older then you so shouldn't I have found some one by now, it is killing me, I think I'm going to die alone.

I'm not confusing, if I found a great girl I wouldn't mind living with her, but when your not one of the cool kids, and people don't like you it makes you want to find some one and keep them because your afraid you will never find some one to like you again.

I'm sure he will come around some day and want to get married.
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So my man's in a gang... That explains everything. And I think it's fucking hot, my little gangsta. As long as he doesnt bring that shit in our house.

After a long night at pridefest (aka GAY fest) including illegal vodka/lemonade consumption, beer at a Gay bar called the Nut Hut (why do all gay men like boobs?), Party at aunt Mary's til the sun...
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nikonphoto80:
Damn that is crazy. I hope he doesn't get himself hurt.

I like boobs but I'm not gay, I'm not sure why they like boobs.

Hahahahaha so you had a girl crush did you.
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so i get this phone call at 1:30 am. Its David

"Amanda, I wanted you to know that I love you. But I gotta take care of some shit and I might not see you for awhile. I'll call you tomorrow if I'm not in jail."

I tried to get him to tell me whats going on, and just forget things, and come to my...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm glad he told you he loved you, it's about damn time, I hope that made you feel great.

I hope he didn't get into to much trouble.

I think your right, ether he is turning his phone on and off or he is going somewhere that has no service.
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i need drugs. maybe theyll stop my headache/heartache.

Anyone wanna watch my kid for a week so i can go to AZ?
I need a little cactus and faded_sktr in my life
nikonphoto80:
i hope you find some one to watch your kid for you, i want to see you have a good time.
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i've loved him since our first five minutes together. and he doesnt seem to give a shit. but i suppose i should be used to that by now. i dont know if i will ever be happy. Ever since high school I dreamed of a crazy Vegas wedding, amazing honeymoon sex, a house, a dog, babies... Me and my friend John Muther were gonna do...
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kmatt:
Umm no, never give up on that dream, and dump the guy, you're being used and manipulated. It really is better to be alone than to be with someone and miserable in my opinion.

On a funnier note, it's funny to hear your dream. A good funny though because my favorite pickup line is "Lets go to Vegas, get married by Elvis, and have our honeymoon in a motel with a heart shaped spa" smile
nikonphoto80:
do not give up, never give up, our dreams are all we have, it will happen for you, I know it will, you are to nice, to kind, to beautiful and to cool to not have your dreams come true, please do not give up.
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boys
are so tricky
i dont know if i'll ever understand them
or find one that cares about me as much as i do them...

heres the story of the week:
I got a babysitter so me and david could hang out tonight.
he seems all excited about it, and tells me to call him at 8pm.
i call, no answer.
i continue to call...
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jncorrupt:
No guy who does that is worth a shit.
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as of lately, he's been a muse. planting ideas that i could pen to paper and describe him... Unfortunately, I only speak one language (a bit too much if you ask around) with only one word for perfection.

tell me angel where it is you hid your halo
inquiring minds want to know
did you leave it in heaven and will they let you back...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm so happy that he is treating you great now, you deserve it.

Is that a song? did you write it?