Cease to Exist
I think that I would like to cease to exist. No die, don't get me wrong, we aren't talking about suicide or anything like that here. I just want to cease to exist, as if I were never here in the first place. I don't really think it would change anyone's life for the worse if I'd never existed, probably some for...
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I think that I would like to cease to exist. No die, don't get me wrong, we aren't talking about suicide or anything like that here. I just want to cease to exist, as if I were never here in the first place. I don't really think it would change anyone's life for the worse if I'd never existed, probably some for...
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Fuck this fucking machine and this fucking page, and the hour it takes to fucking load it, and the crap I have to sit through just to update my fucking log.
Fuck it all.
I just wrote a nice long blog that disappeared.
So, FUCK IT!
Fuck it all.
I just wrote a nice long blog that disappeared.
So, FUCK IT!
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paulnikon:
Bummer.
tos:
This has happened to me in the past, so for months now I would write up my blog on something Word or Notepad. When I was done, I would copy/paste it in the space provided for a new blog. That way you know you'll never loose your hard-worked thoughts again. Believe me: You'll never loose a blog again...
I just LOVE it when I go to work and I sit around for four hours before anyone even shows up. What fun that is. Then, I get to put up with the new "hoes" that the manager hired, who completely fucked me out of money. Then, there is that thing called honesty that I have, so when I found a girls wad of money...
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jennrose:
i'm still working on the fact that you've been in fetish videos and i never knew!
stripping in florida sounds like such a nightmare from all the horror stories you've told. is it really that bad out there or just certain areas?
stripping in florida sounds like such a nightmare from all the horror stories you've told. is it really that bad out there or just certain areas?
kokei:
the wiper motor may need a new fuse but if its only one side it could be the gears ont he mototr or one of the rods has come looose or borken, i wish you lived closerto me sweety. i hate not being there to keep an eye out for ya...
<3
Remy
<3
Remy
It seems....
It seems like I have been writing in my journal here a lot more than I used to. It's because I have a lot more to say. Ok, well not really, but I have a lot more time to say the things that I didn't say before.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Whoopie! Generally, I go to my parents and they have a huge dinner...
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It seems like I have been writing in my journal here a lot more than I used to. It's because I have a lot more to say. Ok, well not really, but I have a lot more time to say the things that I didn't say before.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Whoopie! Generally, I go to my parents and they have a huge dinner...
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crazyben:
Well I hope your Thanksgiving turned out well anyhow. I went the whole 14 blocks home myself. It was weird because my mom tried to make clean my old room up. Wasn't so successful on that end but it was nice to take a day off from reading and writing.
Have a great weekend!
Read JM Coetzee novels!
Peace,
Ben
Have a great weekend!
Read JM Coetzee novels!
Peace,
Ben
crazyben:
Yes, good writers don't care whom they offend, but don't try too hard to offend, just let the chips fall where they may...
Aaah, so single ar ye? How nice, I too am sooo single, of course, I prefer to spend my time reading and writing, which is the life of a grad. student anyhow. But seriously, I read 4 JM Coetzee novel's this week and they were all awesome! I'm also reading a book by Jose Saramago right now that is great called "Blindness" so if you want a rec. for reading on a Saturday night, try one of those two. I don't know yet why "normal" people like to hang out in dingy bars on a Friday or Saturday night but certainly I have yet to see any dingy bars that include women of your beauty or intelligence, hence, I tend to stay away from bars.
Anyhow, this commentary is based on reading multiple blogs of yours...
Aaah, so single ar ye? How nice, I too am sooo single, of course, I prefer to spend my time reading and writing, which is the life of a grad. student anyhow. But seriously, I read 4 JM Coetzee novel's this week and they were all awesome! I'm also reading a book by Jose Saramago right now that is great called "Blindness" so if you want a rec. for reading on a Saturday night, try one of those two. I don't know yet why "normal" people like to hang out in dingy bars on a Friday or Saturday night but certainly I have yet to see any dingy bars that include women of your beauty or intelligence, hence, I tend to stay away from bars.
Anyhow, this commentary is based on reading multiple blogs of yours...
Guten Abend.
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nox:
Hola
fabulousfeeairo:
Buenos nachos!
say whatever I want
So, here is the deal. I just write whatever is on my mind, and I don't care if offends anyone or hurts anyones feelings. I suppose I'm just a cunt like that. Seriously though, what the hell does anyone care what is in my head? It's not like I'm have the cure for cancer tucked away in there somewhere. I surprised...
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So, here is the deal. I just write whatever is on my mind, and I don't care if offends anyone or hurts anyones feelings. I suppose I'm just a cunt like that. Seriously though, what the hell does anyone care what is in my head? It's not like I'm have the cure for cancer tucked away in there somewhere. I surprised...
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jokster1979:
Kool spillage of open-ended thought !!
I agree w/ most of all you wrote !!
Keep Rockin' it out Girl !!!
- Richard
Kool spillage of open-ended thought !!
I agree w/ most of all you wrote !!
Keep Rockin' it out Girl !!!
- Richard
badluckbrent:
Yes I hate people. I hate to be around dudes when they get drunk and try to mack on women. I just get really uncomfortable. I was at starbucks one time having coffee when this dude was bragging about getting laid everything with a skirt was getting talked to in a lounge lizzard way. It made me sick. I just shook my head and laughed and walked off. God what a piece of shit he was.
Someday I'm going to be entertaining. Unfortunately for you this is not my day ;P
I had dinner with my mum for our birthday. Then I went home and I slept until the next day. Yeah, I'm a riot of fun like that.
Seriously though,
THANKS FOR THE BOOKS *you know who you are*
I'll be reading them like a freaking crack addict for a...
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I had dinner with my mum for our birthday. Then I went home and I slept until the next day. Yeah, I'm a riot of fun like that.
Seriously though,
THANKS FOR THE BOOKS *you know who you are*
I'll be reading them like a freaking crack addict for a...
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harshrocker:
I'm checking email and thengetting out of here. College is on break as of this second for me and don't have to teach the kids art again until November 26th. And I am slipping as much weird stuff into the class as I can.
punknitemike:
nothing wrong with low key birthdays, sometimes i wish i would have more of those cause i always end up sick! but i guess you only live once, right?
and i like the idea of coco and a gory movie!!!
and i like the idea of coco and a gory movie!!!
Happy Fucking Birthday to me.
Yeah, great another year older. whoo freaking hooo.
No, I'm not having a party or doing anything cool.
I'm working. Then sleeping. That is all.
Yeah, great another year older. whoo freaking hooo.
No, I'm not having a party or doing anything cool.
I'm working. Then sleeping. That is all.
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corsair:
Happy Birthday Sweetie!
plathkisses:
You will always be younger than me. Hugs & Kisses, Matthew
I just got back from new orleans the trip kind of sucked. My car window got broken and I worked the whole time I was there. I got food poison and spent 9 hours in the car driving feeling like I was about to die.
I can't find anyone to shoot sets for me. I may just give up.
I can't find anyone to shoot sets for me. I may just give up.
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brawler:
Two things dear...
I am trying to put together a group to come and see you on 11/16 next friday at secrets..is that cool?
Also, I am looking for someone to take some pics on my bike for a website..if you want, my buddy can take the pics, and you can have them and use them as a set..
you have my number dear..call me up!
I am trying to put together a group to come and see you on 11/16 next friday at secrets..is that cool?
Also, I am looking for someone to take some pics on my bike for a website..if you want, my buddy can take the pics, and you can have them and use them as a set..
you have my number dear..call me up!
squee_:
I hope you don't give up. I love your sets.
Sorry to hear your trip sucked.
Sorry to hear your trip sucked.
To thrill you all:
I spent most of the night with a mouth full of cock, which I like to do on occasion.....
And decisively came to the conclusion that I'm a cocksucker...
And I like it.
I wasn't having a bad day at all you guys
Yum.
I spent most of the night with a mouth full of cock, which I like to do on occasion.....
And decisively came to the conclusion that I'm a cocksucker...
And I like it.
I wasn't having a bad day at all you guys
Yum.
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crazyben:
A reallly funny book to read is called "God is Dead." It's one of the best Postmodern novels I've read in years. Definitely recommend it.
Hope you're having a rad weekend
Hope you're having a rad weekend
kokei:
HMMMM
not sure what to say on that .....
cause i remember that discussion along time ago...
not sure what to say on that .....
cause i remember that discussion along time ago...
I'm a cocksucker.
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kokei:
whats wrong? call me
littlejohn22:
Love this post
I'm performing with the Genitorturers
FRIDAY October26 in Jacksonville FL for Helloween
and
SATURDAY at Guavaween
Catch me at the afterparty at club TZAR after the show as well.
Interested in coming?
FRIDAY October26 in Jacksonville FL for Helloween
and
SATURDAY at Guavaween
Catch me at the afterparty at club TZAR after the show as well.
Interested in coming?
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corsair:
Glad to see you're out and about doing the things you love!
Have fun on Halloween!
Have fun on Halloween!
l7rules:
I want to really badly!!! please tour with them when they come to chicago.
I want to really badly!!! please tour with them when they come to chicago.
you have a gift and give freely
you probably attract ingrates and dullards, as you may want to ave needy people around you.
Im not sure bit what ever you do
Cheer yourself up with a look at my compatriots " the flight of the concords" and consider disbelief or skeptism as the new religon
Oh and listen to the music of "Don McGlasan"
love you always for your ability to be more than normal.
Leo