lilamysunshine

Oh my fucking god. I had so much fun last night. AK and Dara ROCKED THE HOUSE. Plus, Carly was a complete rock star with the dancing and the boys. Jason came for awhile and I always like it when he's in my vicinity. (Just for the record Jason, it was not dreads, just REALLY curly.) Plus, my friend Jargo was there and he's always...
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I learned something terribly interesting at meditation class Tuesday. Apparently, a person can want something, but there "havingness" of that thing can actually be impared by someone's else's energy. For instance, my teacher really likes asparagus. But her mom grew up during the depression when people just didn't pay $5 for a meal's worth of vegetables. So whenever she's at the store and sees asparagus,...
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You know, I have to say that it's a fabulous way to start the day when I make myself a nice, yummy breakfast. It almost leads me to believe that I should get up earlier every day just for this purpose. Or perhaps I should start making appointments only at 11:00 or later . . .

Carly, Keith, if either of ya'll are going to...
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Favorite lyrics of the day:

Let's go home and get stoned
We could end up making love instead of misery.
Go home and get stoned
because the sex is so much better when you're mad at me.
And you wear me out.
But it's all right.

Trivia was fun! And I stopped at Vinyl on my way home. I needed to dance out some kinks....
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You may or may not be interested to know that the laundry is done. I only had to wash one load twice due to letting it sit in the washing machine for an unreasonable amount of time. I even washed my coats which were starting to smell like smoke thanks to hanging out with you fuckers in Denver so much more.

And I did the...
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Do you ever have those days where you struggle to care. About anything. At all.

I have them more and more lately. If this keeps up, my laundry and dirty dishes are going to gang up on me in the night. I'm not sure what that will lead to, but I'm sure it won't be pretty.

Oi. I had a massage last night before the show. And it was one of those massages where their theory is, "If we can get that worked out, let's just go ahead and do it." At one point, I actually writhed on the table and squealed. Now, in my mind, that is both an excellent massage, and a horrible experience. I'm quite ambivalent on that....
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I think I may have new neighbors who have a dog that cannot quite seem to resist the temptation to bark incessantly. I've never noticed this before today. So either it's new, or I really need to spend more time at home!!

So, I got that whole MySpace thing going, kind of. Brandy, let me know about the groups.

I'm not entirely sure how I feel about the fact that the only person out of the entire planet of people that has sent me a friends request on MySpace other than that Tom guy from tech support and Ramby is . . . .

my ex-husband.

I...
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I did the coolest thing tonight. I went to a Sufi dance circle thing. The coolest part about it was the eye contact. We all danced in a big circle, but sometimes we had partners. And when we had partners, the eye contact was amazing. It's hard to find people who will just *LOOK* at you. And you don't have to smile. And you don't...
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Ah, I had a fantastic weekend for the most part. I got really irritated with myself at one point, but I was able to let that go. I got to hang out with tons of really cool people; I played some board games; I did some cooking; I listened to some good music; I slept well; and I took a seaweed tubby. That I wouldn't...
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Ever have one of those days where you have to consciously fight down the urge to panic and you have no idea why panic seems like a reasonable option to begin with?

This might be a side effect of being a non-drinker.