Thursday Dec 30, 2004

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Over the last two days Ive lost 7 pounds. I have zero energy. Every muscle in my body feels like its been drained of strength.

I cant stand being stuck in my apartment all the time.

This infection is whipping my ass.
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ophelia:
Yeep! that's no fun frown
I've been sick for the past week with something that makes me nauseous every time I eat or drink anything besides water.
Somehow I've managed to GAIN 5lbs. I don't get it.
lastbadger:
Let us know when you're well enouh to come out and play!

Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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Its amazing how raising the temperature of the human body a few degrees can really fuck with you. Last night you could have boiled peanuts on my skull.

Im sick.

I cant have solid food for two days. Stomach infection.puke

Two days off work.

I dont feel good.

I was sick last New Years Eve. This maybe a pattern.

I hate being sick. Now that...
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syh:
Eesh. shocked

That's one hell of a bug.
pebbles:
Yikes hun....take care of yourself or give me a call smile

Feel better! kiss

Tuesday Dec 28, 2004

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Im having kind of a tough night. Im struggling with my same demons, depression and isolation.

Its the end of the year blues. Ive been thinking about how this year has gone. Even though I have a lot of things to be grateful for, right now my mind is filled with the things that could have been.

Happiness seems like an illusion.

I hate these...
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pebbles:
I agree with Sorcha but I understand. I have been fighting a bit of the same thing on this side of the screen.

I will get better kiss
emtdan:
drinking wont help, its a depresseant, so that kills most ppls idea of what to do. If nothing else, look at whaty ou have accomplished, and look to the new year ahead as a fresh start, a new year in which to improve upon the old, and break new ground in becoming the person that you want to be!

Monday Dec 27, 2004

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So many things on my mind and so little time.

No time to say hello goodbye, I'm late I'm late I'm late.
unique3:
hope you had a good christmas!
osoesoteric:
Happy Holidays to you too... hope you had a good one biggrin

Friday Dec 24, 2004

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I had to run out and get batteries for my nieces present. My shopping is done. Now all I have to do is wrap everything.

Tomorrow I will spend the morning with one of my sister and her two little girls. Then on Sunday do the whole family Christmas thing. This year we will be having dinner at a Chinese restaurant; its all very A...
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ragefilledmuffin:
Happy holidays to you as well. I guess I'm a little late for the merry christmas, but oh well.
stacie:
Thanks for the holiday wishes! Have a safe and happy new year!

Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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I just spent 25 minutes waiting in line at a store. The guy working the register had a 1000-yard stair and a forehead that could crack coconuts.

I miss the things I never knew I had.

Just thought Id share.
shewulf:
Happy Holidays sweetie. kiss I hope you have a great christmas.
gigi:

Monday Dec 20, 2004

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Girls only want boyfriends who have great skills. You know, like nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills, computer hacking skills...
Napoleon Dynamite

Suddenly its all so clear why I dont have a girlfriend. I need to go work on my nunchuck skills.
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osoesoteric:
things are going pretty good... yep... he calls pretty often... he's doing good... smile
willdabeast:
nunchuk skills! i remember i made a pair when i was in high school. didn't get me any women though.... shocked

Sunday Dec 19, 2004

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Nothing much to say.

I still feel ill, but I'm not as sick as I was.

That is all.

osoesoteric:
glad your feeling a little better smile
pebbles:
sorry your still feeling rotten but happy you are feeling a bit better....i think you gave it to me! i don't feel good at all, but that could be because of the sick kids i took care of LOL

Friday Dec 17, 2004

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I am dead, Horatio. Wretched queen, adieu!
You that look pale, and tremble at this chance,
That are but mutes or audience to this act,
Had I but time--as this fell sergeant, Death,
Is strict in his arrest--O, I could tell you--
But let it be. Horatio, I am dead,
Thou livest. Report me and my cause aright
To the unsatisfied.
Hamlet

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unique3:
eww that sucks. when I was a cashier there was always this one family that was heavy and smelled SOOO bad.. and the other cashiers would laugh at them and spray stuff in the air while they were still standing there. it was mean but boy did they smell. I think it was a combo of ear wax, bo and ass. if you can imagine.

OMG. I LOOOOOOVE my chiropractor. who do you go to? mine I just picked out of my insurance book but he's amazing. nice. and yes. it's amazing how much better you feel when your back isnt fucked up.

have a good weekend!

Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

This song has been stuck in my head all day.

I feel really really crappy tonight. puke

Really crappy puke puke

I'm going to go die.

Avenge my death
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unique3:
what song is that?? confused
mistressmissy:
its the beatles duh!
i get to hear them all the time at work
i LOVE to sing along

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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Anyway, so the police came and looked in her freezer and found baggies filled with the doormans genitals.

I use baggies

Me too

Everyone uses baggies, thats why we can all relate to this crime.

From the movie Happiness
surreal
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pebbles:
smile
So I heard that the weather down your way is pretty bad! What have you been up to? kiss
shewulf:
Thank you for the happy birthday sweetie. I love the jumping monkey. Hes cute.

kiss

Sunday Dec 12, 2004

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Finally got the router problem fixed, so I can get online now whenever I want.

I took my 2 and 4 year-old nieces to a breakfast with Santa on Saturday. It was fun. They were both a bit unsure of Santa but really like Mrs. Claus and the elf helpers. The 4 year old drew Santa a picture and gave it to him at the...
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bathorysmom:
awww taking little ones to see santa is great...i remember when mine were little and we would take them...kind of makes me sad to think they are to big to take now frown oh well at least now i can take them gambling smile
shewulf:
I love seeing the snow, but I hate the cold temp. I new it was going to snow. It almost always snows on my birthday or around my birthday. I saw santa at bronners yesterday. There were tons of kids waiting in line. I dont think I could do that job. that and the suit i'm sure is hot as hell.
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