if i dont go crazy ill lose my mind.
I havent been able to sleep in for almost 2 months now, there was the one time in motel 6 where i slept till 10 but that was after going to sleep at 6am . anyway, its a big night tonight cuz i goto sleep knowing i can do so for a full 12 hours if I so desire. and i probably will, im very...
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starbaby:
Hey Lelio - we used to go to Fridays for the show on Friday or Saturday nights late...like an hour before they closed.
During the week it's hit and miss but it's always like after 10.
Report back!
Great meeting and talking to you. Look forward to doing it again!
During the week it's hit and miss but it's always like after 10.
Report back!
Great meeting and talking to you. Look forward to doing it again!
koleeta:
HAHAHA! I didn't even notice that....yes contragulation is a very excrutiating (we never had excrutiating and contragulate as spelling words in middle school)...and I spelled it the same way twice! that's the best part.
something else
trilobyte:
realizations.. not necessarily gossip.
trilo
trilo im standing in the middle of woodman right now, yelling at cars as they drive past.
i doubt any of them can hear me, but they all see me.
"do you know where your going?!"
A lot of times a car will honk, what is it trying to tell me?
"your pistons are phallic!"
ive started walking a couple times, to change the scenery, my...
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i doubt any of them can hear me, but they all see me.
"do you know where your going?!"
A lot of times a car will honk, what is it trying to tell me?
"your pistons are phallic!"
ive started walking a couple times, to change the scenery, my...
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janet:
So when is your collection of essays and short stories coming out? Or is there a full length novel in the works? Either option works for me.
lelio:
im standing in the middle of a woman right now, yelling at sperm as they squigle past.
I donmt think they can hear or see me, they just squigle past.
"do you know where your going?!"
I donmt think they can hear or see me, they just squigle past.
"do you know where your going?!"
I week went by since my last journal, ive been sick, i still put in about 70 hours though, i saw the white stripes, they kicked ass, although i used to like betty boop cartoons, and now i have this tramatic memory of them being played at extremely hgh pitch high volume. repeatedly. other than that ive just been sleeping.
wickedpixi finally made a journal...
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trilobyte:
OMG that is a fucking rad profile pic dude!
Wednesday... dunno if your schedule permits, but I figured I'd toss it out there...
trilo
Wednesday... dunno if your schedule permits, but I figured I'd toss it out there...
trilo
trilobyte:
Cool, glad to hear it..
Yeah, I loved that book... just about to finish a collection of short stories, then reading Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep (the story Bladerunner is based upon). From there I'm getting into another of the books that inspired The Matrix trilogy.
trilo
Yeah, I loved that book... just about to finish a collection of short stories, then reading Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep (the story Bladerunner is based upon). From there I'm getting into another of the books that inspired The Matrix trilogy.
trilo I have raised time's value by creating a shortage.
thus forcing new, more potent ways of generating satisfaction.
every free moment is spent gulping and sucking at the teet of life. Burning much hotter than usual. Even if im only blackening the edges and leaving the inside uncooked. Ill eat the inside raw and digest it later.
I wiish for more time, but if made...
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thus forcing new, more potent ways of generating satisfaction.
every free moment is spent gulping and sucking at the teet of life. Burning much hotter than usual. Even if im only blackening the edges and leaving the inside uncooked. Ill eat the inside raw and digest it later.
I wiish for more time, but if made...
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janet:
Look at you! Always gotta be starting something. The truth is, my contact and imac would whoop your dayquil & pc!
Are you coming to my little birthday get together at the Burgundy next Wednesday?
Are you coming to my little birthday get together at the Burgundy next Wednesday?
janet:
Ah, important shit. I just finished watching this pbs documentary on modern day slavery. Think about the cruel, corrupt, exploitative system you are supporting next time you buy a tomato or patronize a tokyo brothel.
Burgandy room birthday is predictable and weak, but I'm leaving for London that Friday and I work on Thursday so I wanted to keep it simple and laid back. I hope I don't get too intoxicated
Burgandy room birthday is predictable and weak, but I'm leaving for London that Friday and I work on Thursday so I wanted to keep it simple and laid back. I hope I don't get too intoxicated
latenight postshower naked airdrying, with pop tarts and suicidegirls.
non bottled water in a waterbottle.
free time a free ryhme and soon ill be busy again.
work-pleasure-pleasure-work-work-free time?
I wanna be a builder.
i wanna build robots.
with programming that involves lots of random variables. but i want them to have goals. and remember the random things they did and rate them in hierarchy of...
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non bottled water in a waterbottle.
free time a free ryhme and soon ill be busy again.
work-pleasure-pleasure-work-work-free time?
I wanna be a builder.
i wanna build robots.
with programming that involves lots of random variables. but i want them to have goals. and remember the random things they did and rate them in hierarchy of...
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lelio:
for those of you who werent at burgandy room wedensday night, i got really drunk and somehow figured out how to run cars off cold fusion, and the only biproduct is a pleasant smelling gel that cures cancer.
bean:
carry on, number...uh...damn, what the hell number were you?
I was 7, Shalome was 8, Trilo was 1...bah.
I was 7, Shalome was 8, Trilo was 1...bah.
hmm... I worked 82 hours this week. blah.... I have money now.
i did manage to get out twice though, i had bought tickets a month ago to see saul williams at the troubador on sept 11, so i had that night off and went, It was worth it, he was a cool, intelligent, well spoken guy, he read poems, half by him and half...
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i did manage to get out twice though, i had bought tickets a month ago to see saul williams at the troubador on sept 11, so i had that night off and went, It was worth it, he was a cool, intelligent, well spoken guy, he read poems, half by him and half...
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koleeta:
so did you go to burgundy last night?
dude...tomorrow is friday and the day after that is the concert...sorry I'm to excited for my own good.
Yeah you know what usually helps me get to sleep? is doing math...if I have math homework I'll sit there and I'll get really sleepy because it's so brain numbingly boring...math is my nyquill.
dude...tomorrow is friday and the day after that is the concert...sorry I'm to excited for my own good.
Yeah you know what usually helps me get to sleep? is doing math...if I have math homework I'll sit there and I'll get really sleepy because it's so brain numbingly boring...math is my nyquill.
janet:
missed but not forgotten! apparently you are god. hmmmm...
anger. frustration. lonliness. futility.
\I dont need those for sleeping so i thought id drop them off here.
\I dont need those for sleeping so i thought id drop them off here.
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derby138:
YOU"RE ALIVE!!!!!! YAY! Now come hang out with us at ferns
DO IT!
DO IT!
koleeta:
oh wow! SAME HERE!
so, 11:15 PDT last night im sitting there thinking i need to do something different. 45 MIN later im 110 MPH on 405 HWY. 105 MIN later im in imperial beach, waiting....
for the banks to open.....
I ate at denny's.
I had an omelette.
with greasy hashbrowns.
11 HRS later im a mexican with 43,560 USD, perhaps, the FBI is after me. A grin,...
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for the banks to open.....
I ate at denny's.
I had an omelette.
with greasy hashbrowns.
11 HRS later im a mexican with 43,560 USD, perhaps, the FBI is after me. A grin,...
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spacepod:
you have been busy indeed.
janet:
"Wrenching...lucid...it is impossible to read this journal entry unmoved."
-The New York Times
-The New York Times
same old changes....
I dreamt that i woke up around 9am and it was raining, I was slightly hangover but i didnt seem to mind at all,
i could feel the chillness of the room all around but me and the blanket were nice and warm. I was just lying there for awhile enjoying one of the best moments fo my life,
Eventually i woke...
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I dreamt that i woke up around 9am and it was raining, I was slightly hangover but i didnt seem to mind at all,
i could feel the chillness of the room all around but me and the blanket were nice and warm. I was just lying there for awhile enjoying one of the best moments fo my life,
Eventually i woke...
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derby138:
Dude, I haven't seen you in awhile. You need to come to ferns on wednesday and hang out with us. DO IT!
fraggle:
that's a cool dream...
that's a cool dream...When i was a kid i thought everything was being taken care of,
Neglect is probably the most common thing in the world.
the state paves the roads right? maybe not the freeways, but the roads, and it maintains the beaches and the parks, it pays for chp and lapd, (i think sherriff's are federal) it provides schools, the fire department. Every tangible government benefit...
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Neglect is probably the most common thing in the world.
the state paves the roads right? maybe not the freeways, but the roads, and it maintains the beaches and the parks, it pays for chp and lapd, (i think sherriff's are federal) it provides schools, the fire department. Every tangible government benefit...
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lelio:
yeah, so why is it that we send our money all the way to dc so it can be doled back out to our own state? it seems like it would be more efficient for the state to manage its own budget. before the civil war there was no such thing as federal taxes. of course before the civil war there was no such thing as cars, and cars'r kinda cool.
imagine if the UN suddenly started charging income tax, wouldnt that be ridiculous?
now imagine if the countries were powerless to stop them, as the states are powerless against the federal government.
right now the country is like a big mainframe system, it would be cooler if i t was a parrellel processing network, preffereably using redhat for an OS. Then it would be like one big LAN party! i wonder if we can get generals to run on linux?
okay wait, im totally lost, what was i talking about?
oh yeah generals, im gonna be GLA!
imagine if the UN suddenly started charging income tax, wouldnt that be ridiculous?
now imagine if the countries were powerless to stop them, as the states are powerless against the federal government.
right now the country is like a big mainframe system, it would be cooler if i t was a parrellel processing network, preffereably using redhat for an OS. Then it would be like one big LAN party! i wonder if we can get generals to run on linux?
okay wait, im totally lost, what was i talking about?
oh yeah generals, im gonna be GLA!
spacepod:
the pizza was decent, how funny that i would run into you.
we pay more for federal so that they can buy expensive office supplies, of course. the world is a scary place.
we pay more for federal so that they can buy expensive office supplies, of course. the world is a scary place.
The portfolio is to get into the bercompetetive BFA Graphic Design program at my school, which is really, really small, but really, really good. I've been working on my portfolio for years, and I've still got a ton of work left, and it's due on the 20th. Bah.
Go crazy. It's fun every now and then.
trilo