contrary to dec 4 , i am now at a very peaceful state in my life.
thats all i care to write right now.
thats all i care to write right now.
I feel pretty miserable. Surgery hurt. Being sick with the flu on top of it sucks.. ooo.. I had a mental breakdown this morning. T'was refreshing.
I know running away from problems doesn't solve them.. but it does get you away from them for a little while.
I know running away from problems doesn't solve them.. but it does get you away from them for a little while.
I wish I had something to believe in...
I'm watching my dad slowly kill himself.. and I feel like there's nothing I can do to stop him..
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leviolindingres:
thanks for your insight 
i hope i can find a way to change his mind...
i hope i can find a way to change his mind...
yusuf:
It's difficult to watch, isn't it?
I know it's not all about YOU, but perhaps the "do it for me"
approach will work. Because you have to suffer watching
him get sick and you are powerless to do anything about it.
How cruel of him to do that to you, torturing you like that. Maybe
that kind of talk will sink in? Good luck...
I know it's not all about YOU, but perhaps the "do it for me"
approach will work. Because you have to suffer watching
him get sick and you are powerless to do anything about it.
How cruel of him to do that to you, torturing you like that. Maybe
that kind of talk will sink in? Good luck...
THAI FOOD!
I loves the curry.
I loves the curry.
I wish I had a bumper sticker that said..."I'd rather be skydiving." or eating glass or whatever.
some people are so fucking lame.
kmatt:
might i add a little correction to that statement by changing some to most.
i said something that turned into a fight and funny thing is it had nothing to do with us or our relationship. i dont stay because i dont want to fight and i dont leave because i love you. which i guess works out because i woke up and you were holding me. sometimes i get scared that i'm too fucked up and its going...
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i went to inzero's halloween thing tonight downtown. got some good use out of my costume. kissed me a pretty lady and talked to some neat people. oh, and i'm glad i went alone. there's a lot of freedom in that. i didn't have to deal with people.. i just left when i wanted to.
i want to go to more halloween parties... seeing as...
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agentofoblivion:
Come hang out with us at Necto, we will all be in costume and having a blast.
nalar:
My friend Evildeadbob does some work on the InZer0 stuff and he invited us down, but we couldn't make it. I'll have to find out how everything went. Hrrmmmm.
so i overhear this customer today... "you know redford really is like the slums, its turning into detroit. i'm moving to west bloomfield.. blah blah $200,000 house.. and the neighborhood .. its so nice" ...he meant its so white... i like where i live.. .but then again.. i dont hate black people.
whats it called? the great white flight? fuck those people.
whats it called? the great white flight? fuck those people.
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misterdoom:
Um. yeah.
Welcome to SG Detroit.
Welcome to SG Detroit.
kmatt:
What do you mean you buy stones?
No matter how many years pass, no matter what people say or feel, there's always going to be segregation. It's sad, but what can you do? The offense is on both sides of the fence.
No matter how many years pass, no matter what people say or feel, there's always going to be segregation. It's sad, but what can you do? The offense is on both sides of the fence.
i buy stones to make myself feel better. i'm lame.