Sunday Dec 15, 2002

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how do i cease this slow sinking feeling that i sense in my heart? im so emotionally exhausted. so confused. i put up a brave front, but deep within i am withering away. spiralling in to a deep dark hole. all i want to do is see the light at the end of the tunnel.
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freyja__:
maybe it's the brave front that is bringing you down?
all that energy into being something you're not can be hard to keep up with.

i agree with butterfly.. definitely take time for yourself and do the things that make you feel good. live life for you.. don't be afraid to show the "less acceptable" emotions.. or whatever you want to call them. if you're blue.. be blue.. tell someone.. share it with them.. and then you've already lessened it. definitely communicate the good as well as the bad.

the way to be truly happy is to live life truthfully.

kisses and hugs to you.
trixie:
i'll give you big hugs at the SG party if you'll let me. smile

Saturday Dec 14, 2002

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im sad tonight. my girl's going thru some family stuff right now and all i wanna do is be there for her, but she just seems to be shutting me out. i havent heard from her and im worried. i want to give her space but i want her to know that im here. raar! what i really want is to hold her and fall...
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zenigeva:
i know how u feel ...hope this message finds u better smile

Thursday Dec 12, 2002

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i just got the soundtrack from "crybaby" woohoo!! i love it. smile smile kiss smile smile
blayne:
that movie kicks some major... I LOVE IT...

WHOO YAY!

~B

Wednesday Dec 11, 2002

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i went shopping in the haight today and bought all kinds of goodies. im tired now, but maybe that is the beer? i dunno. my feet are cold. blah. blackeyed

Monday Dec 09, 2002

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its raining. poopy! and its cold as fuck in my apt. it would be nice to have some flippin heat in this mofo. (the steam heat is controlled by the building, so i cant just turn on the warmth when i wanna.) sucky.

lola:
Nope, I don't go to SF State...but then again, I wouldn't really tell people what school I *do* go to (to prevent stalkers, you know!)

So maybe I do go to State.....

Sunday Dec 08, 2002

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im so damn tired these days. tired of everything. ive got a lot of anger inside and need to find more constructive ways to deal with it. its eating away at me. i need to find someone to motivate me, not abuse me like most seem to do. i hate the holidays. bah humbug. yeah. jeezus im a whiny little bitch today. i need to...
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learoy:
smoke some chronic then you'l be chillin yo.
nothin a good skate can't cure

Friday Dec 06, 2002

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i want to go to the sfsg prom. god, what i wouldnt give to have a suicide girl as my date for it. man o man. what is a little angry asian girl to do?
thirtyseven:
a little angry asian girl is to GO GO GO to the prom. make it happen.
letigre:
i wanna wear a tux and have a sg in something slinky and sexy. yeah, thats right.

Sunday Oct 13, 2002

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god dammit i love this site. its addictive.
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london:
Is there a 12step program? I might need to join too.
trixie:
you like the movie 'all over me'? you are my hero.