lemanstherogue

I'm the result of an ageless redemption
a body with a heartless convention
a face with a smile that's been shut down for years
facing the facts of my generation...

Cause I'm a sinner, a winner,
my blood is getting thinner
I might as well get another life cause I've been there
I know what's been said and I know what's been done
don't you...
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We were one in words
You finished my sentence
I could never attract tomorrow
It pushes me aside

I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating far from depths where secrets lie
Maybe in another life time I can be the first you meet

I once read a poem
Held my breath but that moments gone
First time I felt life somewhat hurt...
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Have we lost the spark or a guide? What's the latest on the screen? Can't be too late to turn around. I need all the help from you. I need to find something to blame for a long lost time.. I am running from something that I don't know. I am searching for something, which way to go? I am trying to separate what's real,...
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I'm facing a trauma, it's crawling inside
Don't walk that line, don't take that ride
Conclusions will show me the sweetest pain
Don't walk that line, don't take that ride..

Feel how the journey's just begun
Heading for disaster
Formed through the night and it's all mine..

What I can see now, I don't want anyone else to see
It doesn't matter somehow, what it...
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I run this world alone
A song stuck in my mind
Are you feeling alright?
Don't mind if you ask me once

Discover me like emptiness
A defense for a broken heart
Still offers a smile to the world betrayed...

Always close to the drop
Disappear with yesterday
Cure this dream that makes me fall

Blame me...
Escape me...
Well it's you who walked away...
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i dream of a better tomorrow, where chickens can cross roads & not have their motives questioned =)



***Update***
Operation Oriental Porkchop Express has begun !!

Alas, soccer season is over after todays 3-0 win ....
Top 5
Rank Name...........GP ...PTS...W....T....L....GF....GA
1. Thunder............ 28 .....71.....22 ..5 ...1 ...59 ....14
2. VSC.................... 28 .....57.....16 ..9 ...3 ...48 ....14
3. Astrostars ........ 28 .....46 .....13 ..7...8 ...49 ....33
4. Hearts .............. 28 .....43 .....11 .10 ..7 ...44....35
5. Vaughn ............ 28 .....40 .....11 ..7 ..10...40....36

woot! only one loss thru out the...
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Todays game against VSC will pretty much be the deciding factor in the season
Stakes are high, and we're motivated enough to take it all ...

Team ---------- W--------L--------T-----Pts--------Played
Thunder-------18------- 1--------4------58-----------23
VSC ------------13------- 2--------8------47-----------23

soooo, we're almost done ... 5 games left, FINALLY! lol... its just been a rough season, thats all. Plagued by injury, bad calls, and plain stupidity.... we're one fucked team

wow... what a weekend.....

I finally came back....

Everyone was happy to see me play again. We won 3-1 today it was fucking great!! I scored a goal, feinted the goalie... it was sweet I tried it a second time, but the other way... lol.. he learnt his lesson and saved it .. lol Small celebration after, but no worries.. seasons almost over and we pretty much have a...
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sooo....

I did shit all for most of today... I played a game with my team, we won 2-0. I scored off a corner, twas nice .. flew right in !! that was at the 48' minute, but shortly after (56') I was kicked out for a yellow and a previous yellow in the other game. I miss the next game too, but its okay.......
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So on Sunday, I get an email from my coach. From past experiences, whenever I got an email from her, it was either really bad news or she gots news that we didn't get penalized for the stupid shit we do on and off the field. Of course with the current situation at hand, it was bad news. In short, I won't be able to...
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