If youre reading please know that I dont mean or want to hurt you, I just have to stand by my belief that this was not the best choice given the situation, and I will always stand by that
some people are supersticious, I am one of them, well at times
this weekend did(may still) have potential to be great:
-I am seeing 2 of...
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some people are supersticious, I am one of them, well at times
this weekend did(may still) have potential to be great:
-I am seeing 2 of...
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so its been over a week now, well technically a week give or take certain events, and yeah it stil hurts like hell
people have been trying to get me to go out, but really it hasnt helped at all, most of the time I have to hide my phone from them so they dont use it to get her number so they can send...
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people have been trying to get me to go out, but really it hasnt helped at all, most of the time I have to hide my phone from them so they dont use it to get her number so they can send...
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Im just tired
so very tired
so very tired
jena:
I love the smell of commerce in the morning.
jena:
Oh did you love Little Miss Sunshine? You just reminded me: "God, I'm tired. I'm so tired. You know how tired? If a woman BEGGED me to fuck her, I couldn't."
I know most of you are probably tired of this, but still, I just feel fucking horrible
I had off work tonight, a friday night(something Id been trying so bad to get for months, my job is just hard to get off during), and here I lay flipping channels for hours, and just hoping Ill get some sleep tonight(instead of being up til 4 or...
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I had off work tonight, a friday night(something Id been trying so bad to get for months, my job is just hard to get off during), and here I lay flipping channels for hours, and just hoping Ill get some sleep tonight(instead of being up til 4 or...
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yeah Im still incredibly depressed and bitter(never slept last night, that was pretty much spent crying and deleting old phone messages I saved)
and then today I saw something that just filled me with complete rage, and pretty much since then its been a fucked up emotional roller coaster, every little thing reminds me of every minute spent, my stomach is turning and I can...
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and then today I saw something that just filled me with complete rage, and pretty much since then its been a fucked up emotional roller coaster, every little thing reminds me of every minute spent, my stomach is turning and I can...
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ambizzle26:
not for me!
what your feeling right now is like the worst pain ever but it will make you a much stronger person.
what your feeling right now is like the worst pain ever but it will make you a much stronger person.
jena:
I looked at your profile and it was the first thing to spring to mind. 
Heartbroken, Bitter, Depressed, Resentful
yeah lets just put a check mark by all of those
yeah lets just put a check mark by all of those
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jena:
Ahh! Ha. Well I hope you will be able to recover in a reasonable time. 
soooo HOLY SHIT about the Eagles, blew my fucking mind, and mall security interfered with me celebrating with ms_tee 
the year is almost over, Ive been hitting the gym and getting ready to crank some work out(met some new artists and some folks connected to artists, so best to take advantage of that)
also t-minus 19 days until Metallica and Machine Head(that is just amazing)...
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the year is almost over, Ive been hitting the gym and getting ready to crank some work out(met some new artists and some folks connected to artists, so best to take advantage of that)
also t-minus 19 days until Metallica and Machine Head(that is just amazing)...
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aaamy:
Umm, I'm not in 8th grade anymore 
ms_tee:
I think Mr. Rent-a-cop just wanted a show, we should've given him one 
ahhhhhhhhhh so its like this
-saw Avenged Sevenfold with Shadows Fall and Burn Halo(ex-18 Visions), good show, crowd was kinda lame, but met Burn Halo and Shads(for the millionth time) and got hooked up with some guitar picks
-working ALOT, seriously Im fucking exhausted
-football season has been a heartbreaker, seriously what the hell
-I havent seen ms_tee in over a week and its bumming...
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-saw Avenged Sevenfold with Shadows Fall and Burn Halo(ex-18 Visions), good show, crowd was kinda lame, but met Burn Halo and Shads(for the millionth time) and got hooked up with some guitar picks
-working ALOT, seriously Im fucking exhausted
-football season has been a heartbreaker, seriously what the hell
-I havent seen ms_tee in over a week and its bumming...
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ms_tee:
2009 will be a great year
2009 will be a great year
so a few things, well not that many
still working alot
Eagles are doing better, and hopefully run the table
Ive decided a hilarious name for a porn would be "get a towel"
and yeah, I have an awesome girlfriend, who because of my job I see like once a week(LAME)
but it is what it is
still working alot
Eagles are doing better, and hopefully run the table
Ive decided a hilarious name for a porn would be "get a towel"
and yeah, I have an awesome girlfriend, who because of my job I see like once a week(LAME)
but it is what it is
ms_tee:
it is what it is
it is what it is so my Birthday wasnt terribly eventful(but thank you lovely ladies for the B-day wishes )
went to AC/DC on Monday, pretty rock, here's the setlist:
Rock n Roll Train
Hell Ain't a Bad Place To be
Back In Black
Big Jack
Dirty deeds done dirt cheap
Thunderstruck
Black Ice
The Jack
Hells Bells
Shoot to thrill
War Machine
Anything Goes
You Shook Me all night...
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went to AC/DC on Monday, pretty rock, here's the setlist:
Rock n Roll Train
Hell Ain't a Bad Place To be
Back In Black
Big Jack
Dirty deeds done dirt cheap
Thunderstruck
Black Ice
The Jack
Hells Bells
Shoot to thrill
War Machine
Anything Goes
You Shook Me all night...
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ambizzle26:
thanks 
ms_tee:
Thanks sweetums 
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jena:
I just noticed Billy Corgan in a sock monkey hat...so rad
jena:
It's sad when people can't make the rent anymore. I used to work on the next block up.
Oh wow. I have so much sock monkey stuff...I'd totally wear that hat! Malloreigh's set just featured that...
Oh wow. I have so much sock monkey stuff...I'd totally wear that hat!
Malloreigh's set just featured that...So yeah HOLY SHIT the Phillies are in the World Series against Tampa!
This means for the first time in my almost 24 years of living I may(MAY, but hopefully) see a championship in this city, and most likely the sheer lunacy that would ensue.
also last week I met Frank Caliendo, funny and very nice guy
I will officially be in Atlantic City from...
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This means for the first time in my almost 24 years of living I may(MAY, but hopefully) see a championship in this city, and most likely the sheer lunacy that would ensue.
also last week I met Frank Caliendo, funny and very nice guy
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ms_tee:
Gotcha, I have a general idea where you are. I'm kinda near Pennsbury High School.
When you meet the Smashing Pumpkins can you do me a favor? Tell them there is a girl in Levittown who just adores them and wishes she were there shaking their hands! Ha ha.
So anyway, aside from going to a plethora of sweet concerts, what else do you like to do in your free time?
When you meet the Smashing Pumpkins can you do me a favor?
Tell them there is a girl in Levittown who just adores them and wishes she were there shaking their hands! Ha ha.
So anyway, aside from going to a plethora of sweet concerts, what else do you like to do in your free time?
anny:
Damn you are lucky! I will be at the Smashing Pumpkins show too, but I won't be meeting them. GO PHILS!!!!!!
Posting incesently about the fact that your friends now badmouth me is immature because you're obviously using it as a tactic to try to upset me. What upsets me is the fact that you're being like this and dragging it out instead of letting yourself be happy, even a little bit. Also, the search for pity is obviously another ploy for my attention. I told you that you were, and are, important to me. Therefor, this can end one of two ways: either knock this off and let yourself feel sunny again, or continue making yourself miserable and lose the chance of me ever trying to keep in contact with you again.
Sorry to do it this way, I just don't know how else to get you to listen to me.
i find that a lot of guys bad mouth ex's & most of the time its not true just tell them to stfu
& you will feel happy when u are ready because im sure you want to but its just not happening its not something to can just turn on & off maybe some one should just let you be & know that you are trying to heal & im sure when you are good & ready maybe friendship can be had but until then they should back off i know for me it just never helps. especially since you struggle with depression... say no to the hooch! enjoy the music... but sadly im a giants fan so i hope the eagles lose hahahaha