lastserenade

dammit its hot, like in the 90's


Im sitting in my underwear eating a Jello pudding pop




that's right ladies, think about that image later tonight

interesting weekend


my friend Crystal got married, it was a beautiful ceremony(and we celebrated way into the early morning), apparently there is a plan to set me up with this girl(could be interesting, we'll see)

last night I went to the Lamb Of God show, I ended up hanging out in As I Lay Dying's dressing room(really cool experience, amazing guys), the show was pretty...
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sooooo tired, worked pretty much all day this week(well, still am and such)

buut my friend's wedding is Sat, and going to see Lamb Of God on Sun(so that should improve the craposity of this week)

I started getting my hair cut by a girl I went to HS with(shes 3 years older, and I used to have a wicked crush on her) and that's...
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uuuuggggghhhh, yeah my insides decided to sabotage me last night(that was an unpleasent run down)

aaaanyway I think Im going to have to start setting time asside to get inspired and create, Im opting to cut some things out and see where it takes me, really a big part is Im just tired of everyone else's bullshit, it's like High School never ends and the...
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WASHINGTON -- Longtime Philadelphia Phillies broadcaster Harry Kalas has died at the age of 73, team president David Montgomery said Monday.

Kalas, who had also filled a voiceover role for NFL Films since 1975, was taken to a hospital Monday after passing out in the broadcast booth before Monday's game against the Washington Nationals.

Montogomery's voice was cracking as he said "we have lost our...
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So I just had a strange scenario happen, a girl I had been very much into(but multiple times has turned me down in favor of some douchebag, and lately had been very shitty to me) posted some ordeal on myspace about he now ex and how awful shit was. The fact is I felt bad, and I fucking hate that. I want to be a...
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so I had a huge drawn out blog until internet explorer shit itself and deleted everything


so fuck it Im not typing it again, if you wanna chat message me and Ill give the details of what it wouldve said

amidst a long fucking week, which will probably be followed by a longer one, uuuuuuuuuuuugh


well in 18 days is my friends wedding, that should be fun(well hopefully at least, though theyre pretty much the only couple I approve of getting married, because they really have taken it seriously)



Ive been reading alot lately, just kinda happened as such


I think thats it, maybe more...
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1st off congrats Nova on getting to the Final 4, that game was a real nail biter




Im finding it ALOT easier not to drink now(likes it not even a challenge anymore, once in awhile Id like a beer or a cocktail, but Ive pretty much dimished the urge to be wasted)

went book shopping yesterday, along with some Watchmen paraphenailia(set of buttons and the...
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I think I really need to get out more often


but Ive seen some health and financial benefits from not drinking

its months away, but Im already planning for my 25th birthday(Metallica at Madison Square Garden, damn that's epic)

ehhhhh thats kind of it right now, hopefully go out and do something this weekend

I think Ive finally come to terms with the fact that Im screwed up

pretty much things can be fine and then randomly Ill get this rush of sickness over me regarding the past couple years and all that shit thats happened, this usually makes me angry and sometimes even dizzy and nauseas(yeah normal right?) so that's been pretty fucked up


Ive also pretty much...
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Saturday was a complete mindfuck, I ended up at a party where everyone there fell into one of these catagories:
1) I had never met them before
2) I hadnt seen them in literally 15 years




oddly enough it went pretty well, it was nice to reconnect with some people(and apparently meet new ones, mostly being female oddly enough)

yeah the fact that Ive ran...
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