lastserenade

uuugggghhhh, so to update
-vacation was fun, can't believe it was already a month ago
-classes didnt go aswell as I hoped, one was fine, the other wasnt exactly(fortunately my GPA is still up)
-work has been a pain(per usual), another management change
-set up a new workout plan, and got some motivation from some cool folks
-the dating thing is still bad, like it...
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Last couple weeks have pretty much been like all of 2011, very trying and testing(but I guess that what makes you stronger I suppose)...

so here's the latest news:
-school is going well, but very busy and alot of 2d and 3d animation work
-vacation 2 weeks from now, can't wait for Rock On The Range
-changing my diet(alot of oatmeal, fruit, yogurt, nuts)
-started...
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finally hit part 2 of the mouth surgery, they lasered me up yesterday(still sore, mostly from the 12 needles of anesthetic)

also total side note but fucked, the dance studio my sister and a few friends went to when younger just went under because the girl whose been running it the last couple years was stealing money for coke, shit people

so talking with the insurance folk to work things out, hopefully that goes well



on the bright side Soundgarden has announced their first tourdates of the year, and they're hitting Philly

the piece of shit that caused the car accident I was in is now suing me for money


all the papers have lies printed on them, he didn't even correctly describe the damage or point where the cars hit


he's a fucking lowlife who cut me off to make an illegal u-turn, then tried telling me the 30 miles I was going was 100 as...
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new Foo Fighters came out today, it's amazing


so then I started listening to their back catalog, it's better than I remember

then I came to another realization, most of the local bands around here are awful, especially the metal ones, just so completely void of originality



then I realized the only way to fix this is make music that isn't just boring and stale,...
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-so right now some changes at work mean Im basically working or in school 6 nights a week, not a fan
-heard from an old ex, then heard about her bf, yeah that's still not setting well
-school is going ok, pretty much usual business
-sick as hell lately, sinus and throat are jacked


yeah honestly last month or so has been a whole bummer...
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sooo some new updates:
-been doing Quizzo and clawing my way up to higher positions
-saw Volbeat, amazing show and Jon gave me his drumstick
-started new classes, I have 10 As and one B+ so far
-my ex has taken the "maturity" route and deleted me off FB, after insisting a week earlier we needed to go out and talk
-getting more shifts at...
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awesome



anyway, things seem to be on the up, so yeah press on


also yes it's St Pattys day, and Im consuming oatmeal and Sobe life water, yeah that exciting

just some updates:
-work has been slow, but Ill have a solid 4 day week when it gets nicer out
-including transfer credits Ive completed 15 classes for my current degree
-started doing smoothies alot more and have lost around 7 pounds
-my ex has already got back with her ex(who for 5 years cheated on her and used her for money, all while treating...
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why do I attract people that:
-end our relationships
-then feel compelled to constantly remind me they did/defend their decision
-then get pissed off when they don't get the answers they want, or I'm simply not ready to talk about it






seriously, that's my cycle, somewhere in between is usually 2 or 3 years of being single and unintenal celibacy



yeah, that's the fucking wonder...
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on Dec 20th I went on a date

this developed into a relationship





until March 6th




damn