Today is a day that will forever remain a part of my memory bank. For today I said good bye to an old friend who's been with me since age of 16. She sure was fun and oh the memories I have with her are some of my best. Like the first time i ever had sex was in her back seat. Today I said...
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exploded:
oh wow...today is an incredibly eventful day for you! congrats on the new car!!! at least you will be able to see your old friend, she may no longer be yours, but hopefully you and her can go for walks occaisionally.
Hi fives and 
all around I am happy happy HAPPY. In a sense my mom bitch slapped my dad and brother back into this world. GO MOM GO MOM 
Hey and spending the evening with megan helped a lot too
all around I am happy happy HAPPY. In a sense my mom bitch slapped my dad and brother back into this world. GO MOM GO MOM
Hey and spending the evening with megan helped a lot too
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edea:
you are so cute!!!!!
bridgetwnpeddler:
Nice to see your smiles filling the journal.. bravo for you.
No No No my people everything is great and wonderful in my dateing life,Megan is the greatest and we're great.
It's another part of my life that's makeing feel down in the dumps. It's my father and brother that's causeing me pain and suffering and makeing me hate myself and my life. It's a very long story but it involves some heated arguments and some...
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It's another part of my life that's makeing feel down in the dumps. It's my father and brother that's causeing me pain and suffering and makeing me hate myself and my life. It's a very long story but it involves some heated arguments and some...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
All this hating of yourself for family? Shit... I will give you family troubles! You still got the hottie... I gotta find one of those!
Don't worry, it will pass in time. Family is too big of a topic for journal/chat but it will pass..
You still got the hottie... I gotta find one of those!
Don't worry, it will pass in time. Family is too big of a topic for journal/chat but it will pass..
tat2fiend:
Well we have all been there to some degree or another. You should not take it out on yourself. You need to live your life for you not your family. If I had a dollar for everytime someone in my family looked down there nose at me because of the way I was dressed or the decisions I had made I would be a millionair. Do as you see fit to do and know that someday they will have to eat crow.
I hate myself and My life.
jp:
Damn, I hope it's not that bad. Gotta be somethin you can do or someone to go out with that can chear you up?? Maybe???
Hope thing turn up for ya.
"With time, all things shall pass"
Hope thing turn up for ya.
"With time, all things shall pass"
bridgetwnpeddler:
wait wait.. wait. What happened? just two days ago your journal was full of joy and excitement and anticipation over your date. And now you hate your life?
Did something change.
If one hottie thought you were cute enough to ask you out show you how well she kissed. So will others. Gauranteed.
Did something change.
If one hottie thought you were cute enough to ask you out show you how well she kissed. So will others. Gauranteed.
There's way to much wrong in this world. We have little girls haveing babies. Gangs killing for the stupidest reasons,violence fills every possiable media.murder,rape,prejudice,poverty,hunger and the list goes on and on. It's crazy and I don't know about anybody else but it sickens me. That we have sat by and let this grow and grow.Where is our careing ? Where is our compassion for humanity....
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The emptiness inside me can only be filled by that which I desire most and yet can not obtain.
Oh my I had such a great time tonight. Megan,that's the name of the girl I went on the date with tonight. She's hell of a lot more fun then I ever thought. We went to this little club place and we were just haveing a few drinks and she one body shots off me. it was hot. Then we came here and well just...
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Here I was bitching about my love life in my last journal and today I meet one of the prettiest most fun girls I have ever met.On top of it all she asked me out for drinks tomorrow night. I told i'd love to then she flashed me one of those coy, shy develish smiles. then she just looked me up and down and said...
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tanar:
have fun
tat2fiend:
Go girl go!!!
My love life sucks at the moment not that it's ever that great in the first place. I'm lonely and I need to be held damn it. I know I'll take applications. Sure just leave me some information about yourself in my oh so lovely,yet boreing journal and I'll get back to you. That has to work. Please ladies and men can all apply,but stalkers...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Well thank you. Suddenly the complete non existence of my own love life does not seem so bad! But seriously... started laughing out loud when I saw your idea for taking applications.
I miss Seattle. Oh well..
As the old cliche goes.. it is always darkest before the dawn. Unless of course you are a Vampire then dawn kinda sucks.
I miss Seattle. Oh well..
As the old cliche goes.. it is always darkest before the dawn. Unless of course you are a Vampire then dawn kinda sucks.
nightbeam:
I got in a tub a couple nights ago with a girl who said she had just tried to kill herself the night before. She showed me her wrists. It hurt to put them in the water. But she said, "it's alright, I don't feel that way today." It was amazing. She smoked and we drank beer and took a bath. She asked me to fuck the shit out of her later, and I did for a while, but we fell asleep. We'd had better sex previously.
Anyway, I am clean, nice. Collecting experiences right now . Have kind of become a man rather late, but am getting used to it, starting to enjoy it.
Anyway, I am clean, nice. Collecting experiences right now . Have kind of become a man rather late, but am getting used to it, starting to enjoy it.
wake me up when the movie is over.
P.S. Anyone want to go to sleep with me?
P.S. Anyone want to go to sleep with me?
tat2fiend:
I would love to!!! But your too damn far away. 
suoda:
do you want to tell me what the safe, cheap neighborhoods are in seattle? i am in NY looking to move there in several months...