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Hello SG land, I haven't updated this in quite some time, sorry. I think I may have found a car, but now the problem is getting a loan. Banks suck ass.

I am so broke right now. Grr, I got paid 540 dollars today, but all I have is 30 bucks b/c that's how much I had in overdraft fees. Honestly, I can afford a...
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pulloffmywings:
helllooooooooo smile I'm at the library right now. maybe you'll let me use your computer tommorrow.then i can put up new pictures and be happy smile
blueleopard:
I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone. I too have BPD & depression, with the added joy of taking an antipsychotic.

I would recommend a bood called "Feeling Good The New Mood Therapy" by David Burns. It's about $8 in paperback. There are techniques for coping, but I found just reading it and seeing how I was not crazy very comforting. It is a book I'll reread in the future when I get anxiety attacks and rage.

The best thing to do is add a new friend. smile
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Do you ever sit there and think things, and know that they are completely irrational, and you tell yourself, "this is irrational", but no matter what you do, they are still there?

I am sitting here, thinking "I am the biggest piece of shit to hit the earth," then I realize, Elisa, You are not on your depression meds, you have been super down lately,...
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monsvalentine:
cute.
zanafar:
How have you been doing? Havent heard from you in a bit frown
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Sooooo, how was everyone's Easter?

Mine was Ok. Didn't really do much. Went to stay in a hotel attached to a casino for a night. So I went gambling a little, I used the five free dollars I got for staying in the hotel... that was it hee hee...I'm poor smile

I thought I found the perfect car for me, but then I found out the...
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erich:
1) what are you afraid of? Being 31, living with a mom who's recovering drom heart surgery. Wait! You mean that's what's happening? Shit...
2) Name one goal you have in life. move out, and stay moved out, without having to worry about moving back in with various family because they need help. Again.
3) Fav. Passtime? Watching pro wrestling! (yeah, i know...)
4) what the hell do you read my silly journal for anyway?
Cuz yer purty, yer smart, and you have innerestin things ta say.
tadzi:
my advice would be to be yourself, but also realize that if you want to work in a lot of places you have to be willing to make certain sacrifices.

1) what are you afraid of?
drowning
2) Name one goal you have in life.
i want to see a solar eclipse before i die
3) Fav. Passtime?
sleeping
4) what the hell do you read my silly journal for anyway?
originally noticed you because you were cute. then i realized i liked reading your journal.
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Well, just about time for Easter. I don't really want to get together with my family. But perhaps I will drop by on Sat. I mean my normal family would be fine, but my extended family, aunts, uncles, etc. they all hate me, they just pretend to like me, so I really dont want to go.

I honestly need to go back on some fucking...
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g_whiz:
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erich:
You know, I've just gotta ask - How is it possible that you're not an official SG yet? I just don't get it. You're sexy as hell, look great naked, and you've got a great mind. You're damn near perfect!

As for your post today, trust me, there's only so much you can do as an offspring. If you keep sacrificing, you'll end up with your parents a little better off, and you'll end up feeling trappend and resentful of them. Do what you can, let them know you're there for them, but don't sacrifice your personal life just for them. And yes, this is from personal experience.
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FUCK! Why me??? So last night someone BROKE INTO JASON'S CAR and stole all of our cd's and stereo equipment. Since my car was brought to the crusher we had transfered all of my stuff into his car. I had two subwoofers, a fucking nice amp, box, nice cd player, tons of cds. Jason had the same, except his cd player was nicer. WHAT THE...
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magendavid:
hugs and kisses from this end...hope things get better
pulloffmywings:
I liked it for the 5 days I was there visiting... is that enough like to make you move?!
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Well kids, happy Monday. I think I am coming down with something. I went to bed at 10 on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. I am so worn out, I really don't know why. I am supposed to be going to the fitness center everyday this week because I have a trial membership, but I don't know if I'll make it, I feel like ass. WTVR,...
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ben_in_sun:
Hope the illness passes soon. Before spring if not much, much sooner.
tadzi:
go with the good mileage...especially with the fucking gas prices these days mad
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Ok well today is the day I go to court for that psycho cunt that is suing me for her stupid ring that she supposedly damaged in the car accident. I am extremely scared. I have never been to court before. Even though this is just small claims court and no big deal. I'm still really really scared!

I know I shouldn't be, but that...
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pulloffmywings:
call me tommorrow night then! after 7 though. I'm going to take a 3 hour nap after work. cuz I haven't slept at all really. so yes. maybe you're friends will have another party and i can finish off the tequila rose! YAY!!
niragram:
1-I guess my hands
2- I do like the ladies.....
3- I love a well placed tatt on the tit.

Godamn old people can't drive!
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My tummy is hungry. It's goin "GROWL, GRRR, GROWL!" Hope the peeps around me can't hear it... blush

Jason and I have come to an OK place. We acknowledge that we still love each other dearly, but something isn't working. So we have resolved to stay roomies, and whatever happens, happens. Plus I get along with him better when he's my roomie/fuck bud...then I actually get...
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tadzi:
1)What little thing in life makes you extremely happy?
camping

2) What smells do you hate/love?
vanilla and mellon..i lurve them

3) If you could have sex with anyone, who would it be?
believe it or not, i dont really have an answer for this. im not really into anyone at the moment. and even though theres some famous girls i think are hot, i dont want to have sex with them..i mean i might, but not just because i think theyre hot. they might be total bitches.

4) What kind of underwear do you prefer?
on girls you mean? all about the thong. though no underwear is cool too (it works for me)

5) If you could be an animal, which one would you be?
elephant. thats my primary totem.

6) What weird fetishes/turnons do you have?
i have always had an odd fascination with clavicles and shoulders.

7) Favorite drink (alcoholic or not doesn't matter)?
coke

8) Favorite member/s?
everyone i post to

9) Best sexual experience?
i dunno....possibly...my one time with this girl kati....just because she surprised me. she was always so passive....in everything. even with all the foreplay leading up to it, she was pasive. then she says to me, "i want you." and i told her that i wanted her too. and i went to take her panties off (only thing she still had on) and as soon as they were off, she threw me on my back and took control. it was hot.
rodney21a:
I just have to say that yep you have a booty for DAYS. I agree Jenny in forest gump is a SKEEZ...in a bad way...
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My baby kitties are about ready to be given away. Anybody want one? I know I'm gonna bawl when I have to give them away.
My life is pretty boring, nothing exciting to say. Still with the boy, still feel fucked up in the head, still pissed off at life in general. Grr I need a nap, and a good cuddle session.

What is your...
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g_whiz:
Yeah, I'm allergic to the snow, and cold. And not living in a warm place.
zanafar:
Thank you blush

At this point Im really wishing you were single. Id love to cuddle up with you blush smile
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koga:
yay for new tattoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smile
majinbuu416:
I told u to call me to go to a pizza party, my treat for that south park. Anyways, aint u glad u werent eating during that episode?

Also, I want to party hard this next week, and i may try to plan something, but it all fails anyways. Im still gonna try anyways.
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sooooo. At work again..lalalala. I really don't have much to say. I love the pink in my hair but hate my hairstyle..grr I just want it to grow out. It's doughnut day today at work, yay free doughnuts....mine is a marble cake doughnut with chocolate on the top.

Did you happen to see PullOffMyWings' mohawk pics...holy hell...hotness with a hawk..I wish I were that brave...
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blodkin:
Hey there, long time no see...it looks like you've been going a little nuts with the camera there smile
I'm sure you've gotten this about a billion times already, but good lord, you've got a crazy-sexy ghetto ass.

Hope alls well


edited to include your glasses, which are also really cool

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irishmykl:
Hi there your hotness just stopping by to say Hello. Free Doughnuts RULE! Screw that guy if he cant just love you and be good to you. I know thats what i would do wink kiss Anyway hope all is well