kurtz

goddamn!!! i have worked 18 hours of OT in 2 days..... probably more tomorrow..... oh well, at least i might have some extra cash to buy friends and family niceties...... can't wait 'til monday..... i don't think i have ever uttered that in my entire life...... jobhunting=goodforme..... need to make some cash so i can figure out what i wanna be when i grow up........
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please, everyone give the biblical shoutouts to drpetervenkman and coldenginelogic1 they have not been so active lately, and need a refresher course...... and besides, i'm either moving to philly to start a political party with sam or moving to nashville to fish with the good doctor...... yep i'm drunk......

some people can give it........ but they just can't take it....... i lack respect for them...... meaning, i might lack respect for myself......

beer and hockey....... what an evening...... now it's off to rain and sleep...... it can't get much better...... well it could, but...........

had a breakdown tonight...... it was good for me...... i feel refreshed and a bit closer to myself........ i do have to say i have a couple of the best friends in the world who understand me even when i don't...... they won't read this, but thanks eric and kyla...... i needed that...... time for a long slumber...... waking in the morning might be better...
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i'm going to eat spaghetti and see a play...... fucking saturdays......

i won a 15 $ gift certificate in a raffle at work today...... it was for a local CONVENIENCE STORE/GAS STATION!!!...... on one hand, i needed gas for my vehicle...... the other, i needed booze for the weekend....... thanks, job...... i am all fueled with alcohol...... maybe i should rethink that quit-job-thing if they are going to supply me with adult beverages...... i believe i'm...
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i believe i'll quit my job, now....... it is the cause of so much unhappiness in my life....... the hours, the stress, and the pennies they pay me add up to migraines, far too much drinking, and untimely outburts of rage followed by extended lengths of depression...... i don't think anyone can empathize with me....... can you?!?!?





i knew you could.......

kurtz wants another vacation..... watched that celebrity poker thingie on bravo and it pretty much solidified my feeling that ben affleck is the king of dumbasses...... had a nice lebanese meal tonight that was crowned by baklawa and arabic coffee..... i have a strange feeling that the next few days might be my most productive of the season..... but my feelings often betray me..... my...
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well i talked to the old SG alumni, chiquita, tonight. makes me glad she has that proper sized foot that fits snuggly in my bum........ i need an ass-kicking every now and then, and she is the one that does it with abandon and much love at the same time..... like the big sis' i never had..... but my little sis kicks my ass too,...
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best friend has left for hawaii..... was nicehanging out again..... like old times, but new...... i am really beginning to dread the holidays...... but am so damn excited for the new year...... 2004, the year i make contact...... with what, i don't know...... but it's gonna be big..... i'll fill you in when I MAKE IT HAPPEN...... gonna grab a beer, throw on some tunes,...
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my head throbs..... i think i'll go snooze for a bit longer...... last night hurt in an excellent way...... this morning doesn't.....