another one dies today...... you are never prepared..... you work so hard..... you think you have it all figured out..... and someone decides differently..... it never gets easier..... especially when you feel you are so close to saving a soul..... it has happened before and it will happen again..... it is a process that cannot be stopped..... interrupted, but never negated..... you could say i...
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the sound of a voice
has become too loud
touch of a hand makes you cringe
the breath on your skin
hit you again
lick of the tongue
pulls you in
-jarboe-
has become too loud
touch of a hand makes you cringe
the breath on your skin
hit you again
lick of the tongue
pulls you in
-jarboe-
coldenginelogix:
....and you tell me my journal is a vauge web of dense void......Glad your spirits are up man....enjoy the good times....had to love that hit by Mr. Assist on Jeremy today....oh, and that hat trick from Joe...
cheech:
I pay some tribute to you, sir, en Journale pour moi. I was gonna write a 250-700 word Journal about why Can't Stop the Music is a vitally important film a couple days ago, but then figured-- I've only seen some of it, a couple times on TV.... perhaps i should actually watch it before I heap it with fanfare.
I never heard the Zeni Geva.
I never heard the Zeni Geva.
doctashock:
what about me?
ALWAYS
the important
thing
is
the obvious
thing
that
nobody
is
saying.
-Bukowski
the important
thing
is
the obvious
thing
that
nobody
is
saying.
-Bukowski
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cheech:
actual graffiti seen at college, library stairwell, @1992:
"Bukowski threw up here"
"atta boy, Bukowski!"
"misogynist"
"Bukowski threw up here"
"atta boy, Bukowski!"
"misogynist"
whiskeyfightpit:
So Kurtz and I split a chunk of Peyote
threw up on Miss America
Hassled some Malaysian tourists
bought some hot dogs
and put some chicken fried steak on 'em
Put some early Melvins on the ghetto blaster
cursed out some boogie board ridin' fucks
changed the Melvins and put on some Ornette Coleman & PRIMETIME
Drank some Amstel Lights
Ate more of the peyote
Convinced some honeymooning couple to give us cabfare that we used for Goldschlager
Fought some American Eagle models
Took their trophy dates
Made 'em listen to some Tony Conrad & Faust
They dug it and made with the action
They stole the Goldschlager
We stole a bottle of Grey Goose from the eccentric queens down the hall
They Live w/ Roddy Piper appeared on FLIX
Kurtz found some opium behind a stack of Guns & Ammo mags.
God appeared and said "Keep Up The Good Work"
threw up on Miss America
Hassled some Malaysian tourists
bought some hot dogs
and put some chicken fried steak on 'em
Put some early Melvins on the ghetto blaster
cursed out some boogie board ridin' fucks
changed the Melvins and put on some Ornette Coleman & PRIMETIME
Drank some Amstel Lights
Ate more of the peyote
Convinced some honeymooning couple to give us cabfare that we used for Goldschlager
Fought some American Eagle models
Took their trophy dates
Made 'em listen to some Tony Conrad & Faust
They dug it and made with the action
They stole the Goldschlager
We stole a bottle of Grey Goose from the eccentric queens down the hall
They Live w/ Roddy Piper appeared on FLIX
Kurtz found some opium behind a stack of Guns & Ammo mags.
God appeared and said "Keep Up The Good Work"
today was the best i have felt in years...... fucking-A serious.....
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severus:
That's the way it is Mr. I really wanna see Brazil but it's not in the rentstore EVER and is really expensive to buy, but maybe I will do it anyway? What do you think is so good with it?
i believe my mantra is zozobra...... an epic wound in an epic..... and old man gloom pulls it off to the best of my interests...... i am sold on something.... wait a sec..... i'm not buying anything.... it's a gift..... cryptic you say? words are meant to be aligned with the respectful reader..... open book..... said many times..... this is not fiction..... time is fleeting.........
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doctashock:
You know, it's nice to know that I'm truly missed... lol
CPU should be back up by this weekend at the latest.
CPU should be back up by this weekend at the latest.
one paxil down the pipe...... better living through chemistry? i'm not that naive...... dusting off the tomes and watching the scroll burn..... another chance at a life once thought lost..... i feel the blood rushing..... i hear the storm coming..... i watch the door opening..... i will step through.....
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coldenginelogix:
That storm was just me throwing curry and a paper at your little girly ass.....
a moment in time..... how can these types of moments be ignored? and why was this moment given to me? shhh.... no more questions..... answers will come in time..... another moment in time..... i must have made some pretty damn good new years resolutions..... spinning and whirling like a dervish..... i will..... i will.....
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xiolablue:
the answers always come in time...sometimes (actually, usually) after we would have liked, but nevertheless, they come... 
coldenginelogix:
The value of many men and books rests solely on their faculty for compelling all to speak out the most hidden and intimate things. ~Nietzsche
Freddy sure knew his shit...some days are just meant to be spoken in subtle references...
Freddy sure knew his shit...some days are just meant to be spoken in subtle references...
what the hell is making that infernal racket in my brain?!?!? oh yeah..... self-medication with wine and beer..... ouch.... it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood..... i might go play outside..... come on down for a pick-up game of stickball in the vacant lot next to my house.... in other news, i found out that i will be fully vested in my retirement fund this...
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blasfemme:
still reveling in last nite's conversation...i've had almost no sleep but yet i feel awake and alive...hmmm....
thanks again sweets
thanks again sweets
i am funk-free..... at least for the time being..... i am the rollercoaster..... no one rides for free..... i salute the end of the week and the end of an era..... 'tis good we breathe and move..... the earth is not a cold dead place..... the earth is not a cold dead place..... fuck-ups are made, not born..... choose your weapons carefully..... boat-drinks, my friends........
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blasfemme:
ack, i'm guilty...i fell asleep sitting up in my chair.
damn. i am sorry. wine gets me every time. ok, so the vicoden helped.
i had the most wonderful time mr. kurtz
. somewhere in iowa it is. details to be worked out, massages to be exchanged.
btw, nice new pic
me likes!!!
damn. i am sorry. wine gets me every time. ok, so the vicoden helped.
i had the most wonderful time mr. kurtz
. somewhere in iowa it is. details to be worked out, massages to be exchanged.
btw, nice new pic
me likes!!!
coldenginelogix:
Thanks for the congrats....man am I hungover today.....good to be funk free--I can relate to that my amigo....good to know some cash is in sight...and we may have just landed a new place to live hoo-ray! I got to here this fightpits band....everyone else is getting these offers for some free music....so you need to burn me a copy. Not much to say today......waiting for the pizza shop to open......hehe.....chat later my pedigree chum......today its all about laying in bed and watching some movies.....
fug.... i am the catalyst for spoil..... and that terrifies me beyond belief..... this must end now.....
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syd67:
yeah, I've seen SY on every tour since, and including, Washing Machine. I was all over Confusion last night.
coldenginelogix:
The end.......end of what?--life is what some would call--Invisible cities.....cities that never end....where no matter what you might think......."must" end--you are reminded that the "what" in "you" means nothing to the "the" in them......cramps t-shirt, new job--working for Mcgraw-Hill publishing----now how about you tell me what I can do make you get out of this mundane banal attitude----it makes you look like sting....cheers fawker
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[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 3:19PM]
holy shit...... i just bought the newest the end album (within dividia)!!! goddamn this fucker chewed off my face..... check 'em out if you like your shit scary and twisted.... it finally snowed here last night.... i've been waiting all winter..... i was super-excited about the fluffy white until i had to scrape my windshield this morning..... it seems that we had a bit of...
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fu:
The last few days or week I've been picking apart the Revolting Cocks songs - "In the Neck" and "No Devotion". I want to re-make No Devotion ... it's a kick ass song but I don't like the synth sound/feel of it, and the funk bass line has got to go - blues scale, baby! I'm gonna go buy a soldering gun when I have a day off so I can fix my bass. It's tuned way to low with fat strings to hear w/out the practice amp.
fu:
Oh shit! I just saw on Xiola's journal that you're going to see Mastadon. Are they playing with Clutch and Nebula? 'm pissed cuz that's like a dream show for me and as far as I've heard it an east coast only tour.Tell me what you know! NOW! 
everything is OK thanks for asking!
And you? How are you?
Don't we all have shitty days at work!!!