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breep.

i'm going to the doctor.
the doctor.
the doctor.
i'm going to the doctor.
because i'm going to die.

or maybe that's a little dramatical.
biggrin

it's just a check-up.
but i still hate it.

i saw my old doctor at choices yesterday.
does that mean he lives in the area and i will see him again?
i hope not.

on the weekend i want...
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yesterday was pretty good.
went to granville island.
sat on some pretty patch of grass.
drank chai.

saw jessie.
bought some dinner.
went home with jessie.
there was lovely chats.
lovely blood.
lovely use of leather.
lovely booze.

i'm turning into a lush.
but it makes me feel nice.

today i'm sitting here.
listening to music.
in my own little world.
wondering what other people...
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pica_pica:
yay to all of that!

but me personally right now... yay to cleaning!

pica_pica:
I'm STILL doin a big ol' dance!

woot woot..

(and, boy do I ever look WHITE right now)
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last night was silly fun.
i got myself a little liquored up.
which was interesting.

interesting good, not bad.

hopefully everyone got home safe and sound.
and there wasn't too much puking.
and miss angelvanilla will be able to run away to victoria and get herself a mighty fine tattoo.

went off with the family this morning.
my grandparents are fucking cute.
my cousin is...
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angelvanilla:
Hey do you have msn?!
eddie:
Thanks!!
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i am but a sullen girl.
sullen girl.

i am also a hungry girl.
alas.
there is nothing i feel like eating.

that must be why i'm a sullen girl.

i want to get all gussied up and go somewhere.
i want conversations.
and stroking away fallen hair.

i think i need some books.
books suck my brain away.
sometimes they suck my pain away....
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s_eldorado:
Yes, it definitely helped. Also tried ColdFX and I think that helped too.

You're coming tonight right? Can't wait to see you!
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i sit here.
with a keyboard in my lap.

thinking.
wondering.
not being able to work has got me bored.
bored as hell.

it's no good to be bored.
because then, then i think too much.

over-analyze.
destroy.

thinking girls are dangerous girls.
haven't i learned that we're just supposed to be quiet?
seen not heard.

my nose is stuffy.

went downtown yesterday.
had hamburger...
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kumquat:
i love secret garden because it's absolutely silly.
most everyone i know would rather go anywhere but there.
that's why i like it so.

that would be fun my monkey man.
but how or where or when?
eep.

phone me mister.

i would enjoy the bdsm group but writing an email to get in...seems a bit...much.
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i'm supposed to be going to the bus stop.
it's pouring down with rain.
and i don't want to get dressed.

i had a lovely evening yesterday.
with a lovely boy.
it was nice.
i got to be a piggie.
and watch batman.

nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh.
and all of that ad nauseum.

but i do not like this sleeping in an apartment all by myself.
it makes...
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kumquat:
which picture?
m. alexandra with a gag?
it was temporary..since i forgot that my entries can be seen by all of the interweb.

i'm glad you got your monsters.
are you going to name them?
you need something to do if you're not fucking.
biggrin

and boo,
does that mean your not going to pimp me out to the woman who had them?
what am i going to do with my slutty new bra i bought just for that?
hmmmm?

asshole.
kiss
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hmmm.

i'm quite bored.
quite bored indeed.

i just finished dancing around to silly music taking pictures of myself.
so yay for new avatars.

-claps-

this is what happens when you leave a kumquat all alone with promises to come back on monday.

she puts tape x's on her tits and hops around with no shirt on.

-shakes head-

but what can you do?

i'm...
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kumquat:
i did "ye olde electical tape x's"
just for giggles.
no other reason.
they don't do anything for the boobage except make them sticky.

naked woman are more interesting naked because...they aren't.
really.
it's the same.
maybe it's the theatrics involved?
don't know.
naked men are wonderful.

drink the root beer if you want it.
just brush your teeth after.
especially if it's santa cruz root beer, that stuff makes my cunt drip.

phew. monkey.
i thought you meant no fucking forever.
that's scary.
icky and awful.
don't do that.

her lips are soft like ..lovely soft things.
and taste of whiskey.
s_eldorado:
As in Ministry Of?

Yes, of course. In fact it was a bit of a trick question really. That said, Keaton does do that whole surviving the falling wall of a barn thing by standing where the window is. That's definitely up there on the Bad-Ass-O-Meter.

Still, Cleese owns.

Nice new profile pic! Me likey the hair and the boobage...
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apparently boobs are a very interesting topic to those who read my journal.
tongue
should i be surprised being as this -is- SG?
*snort*
s'pose not.
well my boobs are doing well thankyouverymuch.
i had a nice day today.
i got out.
went downtown.
played with make up.
had a yummy[esque] lunch.
bought a cute headband.
i haven't had a headband since i was like six,...
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pough:
I'm strange when I play sports?

Hmm... head scritches. Almost time to go home to spend time with the little green bird.
s_eldorado:
How's my favourite Kumquat?
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i can't sleep.

at least i can eat.
and thinking isn't a problem.

or actually it is.
i can't stop thinking.

i'm doing what i hate most.
fretting.
fretting when i have absolutely no answers or ideas to help fix or alleviate the problem.

nice.

i'm having two bad weekends in a row.
then maybe things will look up.
hopefully.

hopefully by then i will...
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s_eldorado:
Hey lovely, hope things are looking up for you soon!

Anything we can do?



pough:
Boobs are indeed fun and squishy.

Here's some odd boob trivia: if you take apart one of those mini soccer balls, the inner "tube" part of it feels incredibly like a boob. So much so that if you hand one to a straight man, he'll have a hard time letting go of it. I know I didn't want to.
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for some reason.
my pictures don't show up very well.
i uploaded one pink picture to my folder.
i'll get around to doing more later.

i feel strange.
it could be that it is four fifty in the morning.
or it could be that antibiotics are evil.
completely bloody evil.

my pinkness is really improved how i'm feeling.
unluckily, i'm just getting over a bit...
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s_eldorado:
You coming to Jupiter tonight?

Would love to see you!
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i have pink hair.
this makes me insanely happy.

i feel like a superhero.
i feel like i can do anything,
fucking hell, i feel like me again.

it's grand.
i can't stop smiling.
i can't stop looking at it.

it's wonderful.

i feel great!
a little sniffy still...
but i think mr s. eldorado's magic tea worked well.

take me out and walk me...
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lordkalkin:
The pink definitely seems to suit you better than the brown. Three cheers for non-naturalistic hair colours!
s_eldorado:
When do we get to see? Pics aren't working...

When are we hanging out again?
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it's six oh four in the morning.
i've been up since four.
i woke up because i couldn't breathe and was having nightmares.

felt like a big baby.
so i cried a little.
and then took some cough syrup.
mmm. wildberry.
why do they have to make it taste so god damn gross?

i have to go to the doctor today.
very unimpressed.
i've been...
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s_eldorado:
Hey lovely, so glad you made it. I hope you feel better and I'm glad you liked the tea.

Friend request pending!
s_eldorado:
How are you feeling today?