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as i read through journals here i see a recurring theme. everyone seems to have some kind of money problems, but it also seems like everyone is going having a greta time. I'm sorry , i kind of envy you. I mean I have a stable job, that i make a decent living at which is great. if i want to keep that job, and...
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suzy_kabloozy:
Don't be jealous ... I have to be responsible to maintain my job, too. You can learn to go without sleep. I have. OK, OK, I know they are threatening to fire me, but that really has nothing to do with the fact that I have had *maybe* 4 hours of sleep in the last 72 hours. I'm not using drugs to do this. Seeing as you and I are the same age ... they say you need less sleep as you get older. I have my doubts, but I am acting as if.

Well, I'd come and kidnap you and HELP YOU have some fun ... but VA is a long, long way from Los Angeles.

Love to you,
Suzy kiss
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Last night was incredibly low key. I've stayed in alomst the entire week-end. I did have a great run yesterday though. almost 6 miles. I'm slowly getting back to where i need to be.

greek take out for dinner last night. it was good, but i just wasn't hungry after it got here. so , i'll have it for lunch today.

I had a juvinile...
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jill:
thanks so much
what u said meant a lot
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i went over to his house to break it off last night and...
well
read my journal and u will see
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I'm so fucking tired right now. My head hurts and i'm cranky. Either i'm PMSing or maybe I really am a drunk. 7 days sober...I'm so unhappy right now. I'm making those around me unhappy. It is sad to think that a drunk Jack is so much more interesting than a sober Jack. But this isn't about drinking or not drinknig, it is about not...
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lisdexicwriter:
Sounds to me like you are living the hell called dry, not sober. If you give up drink and don't replace it with something better it gets fucked real fast. For me that was were AA came in. I've been sober 14 years now and my life couldn't be any fuller or more fun, and best of all I remember every wild moment of it. The predictability of my last drinking days were in retrospect a fucking bore. Now i never know when I awake were my day may take me. I'm living this mystery called life.
Hope things get better for you. Hang in there, tomorrow is always a chance for a fresh start.
whitewidow:
I'm with you hun frown Life hurts right now!

Kisses kiss kiss
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HEY----

Insights into me---

---BY, Me

Things I bet you didn't know about the Navy, and things i've learned after 13 years.

Of all the branches of the military the navy is the least "gung-ho" about actually fighting wars. Most of us actually don't agree with the current "war" or administration. And we voted Democrat, or Other.

The alot of americans are ignorant, and have...
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1stxer:
I have been to a strip club twice ... and too I can prolly count on one hand the number of times I have looked at pics of nekkid girls on SG ... I just like making friends and I have made quite a few on line. My 19 year old son is a soldier and he is on vacation in Iraq .. some where near Fallujah and Ramadi.
jill:
i love having sg as a place for me to spill the real me
the me that is in my head that no one can see
....
i orignally wrote that in a comment on someone else's journal
then i read over what i wrote
and i really liked that
it came naturally... and flows so well


kiss
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hey...

yeah another update today, but i 've been thinking. hmmmmm

Oh yeah, I don't know if i REALLY do have want to have a resolution for the new year. i mean you guys are right. they are just meaningless promises that are easily broken.

What I REALLY have for the new year is a wish, a want , a desire.

I want to make...
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eden1:
wow...really! thats a lot to have for coincidence...

most people dont know much of what i am talking about when i talk about the cape...why are you in norfolk?
eden1:
dont assume you bore me...i lived on the cape for 20 years and although, like any place people grow up in for that much time, i am glad to be away...i do miss it. va beach is so much different in not too many ways...its weird. i love the family owned - mom n pop - shops and restaurants on the cape where as here its really very different. you cant find breakfast on a sunday morning anywhere but IHOP or dennys. i dont like the commercialism here but i guess i am used to what is not normal through the rest of the country. sorry...i rant! biggrin
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So...the year is new. a chance for new beginnings and all that. last year wasn't really all that bad. so if i can make 2005 just a little better it will be a great year.

for 2005 i resolve to respect myself a little better. I do still drink a little too much, i need to cut back a little. do i need to stop?...
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1stxer:
How old is Dan btw .... I have two sons too. 19 and 15 plus a 17 yr. daughter.
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HEY FOLK!!!!


hope everyone had a safe new year.

mine?= quiet, in doors, w/ family.

I promised myself that after spending the last three new years at home, next year i will go out. let's see if i keep that promise.

I have a lot of big decisions to make this new year, i hope i make the right ones.

Dan goes home on sunday....
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candy:
thanks for the nice comment you left on my set.. hope you had a good new year! kiss
elphie:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, happy New Year!
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I want to say something, but i don't know what.

So i'll let D.T. Suzuki say it for me;

~ The individual becomes perfect when he loves his individuality in the all to which he belongs.~

gotta go...i'll be back when i find my smile.


later...
suzy_kabloozy:
I'm your age ... do you think I'm boring?
whitewidow:
Awww thanks for the E card blush Things are getting better I think, but only time will truely tell I guesse. It is getting close to midnight here and I have nobody to ring the new year in with frown 2005 is off to a great start.
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Well---

It's over, is everybody happy tonight? I am ..sort of.

I'm a little lonely tonight. *SHRUGS* but hey no big whoop.

No plans for New years Eve....actually my parents will be in town, so..I'll stay in.

It's late, and asleep on my feet, i've been up since 5:30 A

So..everybody stay good and stay safe.

Love ya...



OUT!!!!!
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Hey---


Good Morning all. I know it's christmas, but to me everymorning is really cool.

I'm sorry that some of you are in bad places right. I mean this with all my being if i could fix the world I would.

Just yesterday ( for about the millionth time I think) that I can't save everyone (this is actually a paraphrase, she was referring to...
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unfound:
you are on fer that pint...

merry holidays
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OK!!!!!

now it's Christmas.

Watching the first South Park Christmas episode. Which was the first episode i ever saw oh so many years ago .

I opened my first gift today. Sponge Bob Slippers, Cool huh?

My friends tell me i'm the OLDEST spongebob fan in the world. you think?

How's everything else? Ok I guess. to be honest I'm a little disillusioned (sp) with...
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Warren Zevon tonight.......

Oh SOOOO appropriate.


i'm feeling odd, and I LOVE it.

Fuck you world..you can't come in tonight.......


blackeyed
elphie:
I have not seen 'Movin' Out' I really want to... I'm a huge theater buff, musicals being my forte of course. tongue

I saw my first seriouse stage production in the fourth grade.. all I wanted for my birthday and Christmas (My birthday is New Years so combined gifts happen all the time) was tickets to 'Les Misrebles' and thats what I got... the obsession since then has only grown.