i've come to realise that i update out of habit.
the things i say here i've most likely said to the people who know me in real life already and are probably of no interest to anyone who doesn't...
..i don't know what the point of this is...
see? habit.
i feel grey...
i feel like i let people know too much about me...
i...
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the things i say here i've most likely said to the people who know me in real life already and are probably of no interest to anyone who doesn't...
..i don't know what the point of this is...
see? habit.
i feel grey...
i feel like i let people know too much about me...
i...
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jaqueline_:
we so have to rock out like mofo's next week. love you baby cakes xxx
poppystrike:
You are a girly boy. A hairy one. But a girly boy. And you shall not be forgotten. Lots of love, the crazy smiling cowgirl goon xXx
i was being paranoid
i need to learn to stop those tendencies.
xxx
i need to learn to stop those tendencies.
xxx
rainbowgrrl:
I booked them as soon as it was announced. Im missing out on the bands that are playing. My friends are going to see isis in bristol.
kickinglovers:
i'm gonna find out later if my friend got us tickets.. if she didn't i can't go but in theory i will be there.. yus. we can hang. who are u going with?
hey hey hey.
in case you've been wondering where i am (i know you haven't) i've been in brum with the ever splendid ms.blue.
had a marvelous time full of moooovies, shopping, pizza and uncontrollable laughter. (on her part & sadly due to the wit of mr. bill murray, not my own)
i went to pizza express for the first time ever (yes, i know...)...
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in case you've been wondering where i am (i know you haven't) i've been in brum with the ever splendid ms.blue.
had a marvelous time full of moooovies, shopping, pizza and uncontrollable laughter. (on her part & sadly due to the wit of mr. bill murray, not my own)
i went to pizza express for the first time ever (yes, i know...)...
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poppystrike:
I want to come out with you guys now! Ah mr Chris I know you had fun. I kicked your ass at BOTH decks of trumps. I am the Queen. you must bow down and worship me. Mwah ha ha ha 
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distorture:
that film rocks....dont you think?
i think i think about sex too much.
i also think i get turned on far too easily. probably the reason i use this here site more for the journal and the community and the friends than for looking at the sets....(although kate's "hungover" set was too good to resist a look at today. hehe)
i've made it my mission for tomorrow to find...
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i also think i get turned on far too easily. probably the reason i use this here site more for the journal and the community and the friends than for looking at the sets....(although kate's "hungover" set was too good to resist a look at today. hehe)
i've made it my mission for tomorrow to find...
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poppystrike:
Haha. I'm so gonna get you one of those cock ring vibrator things that you control by remote and when you're eating Sunday dinner with my family i'll set it off. I can just imagine. Peas EVERYWHERE! Hahahaha. Oh and I thought Alex wouldn't be HxC enough x
devoured_by_envy:
come back saturday and you can hang out with me in the hatchet with the BME people.
i was arsey today with someone who never deserves it.
i hate my moods at the moment.
i hope she knows i didn't mean it.
i also saw the least hot stripper ever inserting a red vibrator into herself at my firend's 21st! was quite a night.
i want to leave this city.
i want to go to canada.
i'm so sick of these faces...
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i hate my moods at the moment.
i hope she knows i didn't mean it.
i also saw the least hot stripper ever inserting a red vibrator into herself at my firend's 21st! was quite a night.
i want to leave this city.
i want to go to canada.
i'm so sick of these faces...
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worldofviolets:
haha i kind of wish i went now. oh wait, no i dont 
yeah i got that feeling today, i didn't want to wake up, and 1st i got woken up because i had to call an evil place i didn't want to call coz it reminded me of something horrible, then i had a load of bad dreams, then i got woken up by the fire alarm an hour before my alarm. so i just said fuck it and got up.
xxx
yeah i got that feeling today, i didn't want to wake up, and 1st i got woken up because i had to call an evil place i didn't want to call coz it reminded me of something horrible, then i had a load of bad dreams, then i got woken up by the fire alarm an hour before my alarm. so i just said fuck it and got up.
xxx
poppystrike:
Don't worry - it wasn't arsey. I'm sorry you can't stay longer, but my Mom was like 'you have to stop travelling around seeing people and spending money you don't have'. And she also knows that Henry said I can have more shifts if I want. I was watching Bad Education around 1:30am. It's so good. Perving at Gael. Oh and I used the rabbit! OH. MY. GOODNESS! It literally took three minutes. And it was amazing! So I used it when I woke up this morning too 
. Hehe - nymph! Please do bring up the demo xc recording. I'm excited! Hehe. Sorry your stripper was a minger xXx
. Hehe - nymph! Please do bring up the demo xc recording. I'm excited! Hehe. Sorry your stripper was a minger xXx
kristoph:
my artistic endevours
i see a darkness
well you're my friend
(it's what you told me)
and can you see
(what's inside of me?)
many times
we've been out drinking
and many times
we've shared our thoughts
but did you ever, ever notice
the kind of thoughts i got?
well you know i have a love
a love for everyone i know
and you know i have a...
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well you're my friend
(it's what you told me)
and can you see
(what's inside of me?)
many times
we've been out drinking
and many times
we've shared our thoughts
but did you ever, ever notice
the kind of thoughts i got?
well you know i have a love
a love for everyone i know
and you know i have a...
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poppystrike:
I'm so embrassesed by my dirty laugh! Hehe. Looking forward to Sunday babe. Glad the appt guy wasn't an asshole. Love you xXx
poppystrike:
And all the Momma's just luuurve the Becstar. Hehe. Maybe she wants to join my lesbian fan club - ! Haha - that is just wrong. I take it back I take it back!
My appt is booked. 30th March fo schizzle. I am SO happy babe. Oh and I could only find two good batteries for the Rabbit last night. Gah! xXx
! Haha - that is just wrong. I take it back I take it back!
My appt is booked. 30th March fo schizzle. I am SO happy babe. Oh and I could only find two good batteries for the Rabbit last night. Gah! xXx
so tonight's gig should be pretty ace.
all the faces will be there it seems. not the faces of course. i believe they stopped recording and performing together a long time ago.
no. i mean the scene faces of course. the all important scene. we're playing with some quite well known bristol bands, in a gig put on by a member of a well known...
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all the faces will be there it seems. not the faces of course. i believe they stopped recording and performing together a long time ago.
no. i mean the scene faces of course. the all important scene. we're playing with some quite well known bristol bands, in a gig put on by a member of a well known...
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"Good evening Bristol! We are Lead Balloon!"
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worldofviolets:
haha shit gig then?
xxx
xxx
disco:
I MISS YOU
I'm gonna keep saying it til I get to see you again
xxxx
I'm gonna keep saying it til I get to see you again
xxxx
it gets harder and harder to say what i want to say on here.
because i'm scared i'll upset or scare someone.
i've given up on many an online journal because of it.
i've been so angry recently
the slightest thing sets me off
i have an appointment i'm not looking forward to on tuesday.
i have no one to hold my hand.
maybe i...
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because i'm scared i'll upset or scare someone.
i've given up on many an online journal because of it.
i've been so angry recently
the slightest thing sets me off
i have an appointment i'm not looking forward to on tuesday.
i have no one to hold my hand.
maybe i...
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poppystrike:
Just say what you want and fuck everyone else. Seriously. When it's eating you up screw everyone else. I don't want a hand to hold anymore, because eventually the always let go. The always let go xXx
poppystrike:
The doc referred me this morning! You know what for 
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xyesterday i spent all day in front of this here grey box, updating new spangly new ipod and hanging with AlwaysBeingBlue (virtually of course. the girl is still far away.) and it was actually grand. despite the numb ass it gave me. i enjoyed just chilling, talking and doing much of nothing for a change. then in the evening (early morning) it was a long...
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the_red_c:
not a drop of alcohol? X X X hardcore.
(glassjaw, weezer, why?, sage francis, used, nirvana, poison the well, bright eyes, azure ray, every time i die, distillers, explosions in the sky, dashboard confessional, rival schools, onelinedrawing, far, helmet, blatz, jairus, sonic youth, the faint,)
(glassjaw, weezer, why?, sage francis, used, nirvana, poison the well, bright eyes, azure ray, every time i die, distillers, explosions in the sky, dashboard confessional, rival schools, onelinedrawing, far, helmet, blatz, jairus, sonic youth, the faint,)
poppystrike:
I did fall asleep 
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xemo post #125465.6
i wish i could be tangled in someones every thought, act, breath, dream. is it too much to ask to inspire art in another? to make words of such longing? i want the warmth and silence of tangled limb sleep. the peaceful rest that comes just from having someone next to you. the safety of closeness. the soft breath on my neck....
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i wish i could be tangled in someones every thought, act, breath, dream. is it too much to ask to inspire art in another? to make words of such longing? i want the warmth and silence of tangled limb sleep. the peaceful rest that comes just from having someone next to you. the safety of closeness. the soft breath on my neck....
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worldofviolets:
hey dude at least some strange man didn't smash your window and get into your house today while you were at home on your own.
xxx
xxx
poppystrike:
Grow a beard grow a beard grow a beard! xXx