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i need to stop stop stop going online when drunk.
and cease telling friend of girl that "i reeeeeally liked her you know?!"

BUT i got told i'm looking more and more like a ginger Elvis last night. so it's not so bad.

Sam fell asleep in a doorway in stokes croft during the gig. any bristol dwellers will know how not good an idea...
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7 words to turn me
to fuel this addiction.
it seeps through so slowly
and i'm questioning logic
and tripping on kindness

and yes,
stop wondering
cause i've done it

but it's all you get

x
worldofviolets:
ominous surreal
poppystrike:
Oh shut your whining! I have to be there at 8 and leave at five. I'm doing a forty-five hour week you part-timer! kiss xXx
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i got a new job.
it's rubbish.
the pay is bad.
but i'm gonna buy a bmx and ride to work everyday.
and use my afternoons for writing and music!
yus...

yeah, we all know i'm actually gonna use em for sleep.

x

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poppystrike:
Go team new job! Is it the WHS in Keynesham ? x
devoured_by_envy:
Your gonna ride on a bmx from your house???
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i'm tired.
so tired.
so tired of haaaaaving....

nah. it's a lie.

i am tired though.
and i have an interview tomorrow. i want to look like tyler durden in fight club when he goes to sell the soap made of lyposuction fat to the department store...but alas, tyler durden i am not.
but i am gonna wear slacks and a shirt. and a tie....
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worldofviolets:
oooh that's me. eeek
i took you to uni.
nowhere to hide i tell thee!!
xxx
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i just had a pretty rad night with an old friend i don't get to see that much.
i'm still kind of confused about the events of the last few days and how someone's mind can change so damn quickly...
i think i understand people quite well and yet i'll never understand why they need to do what they do.

i have an interview on...
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rainbowgrrl:
Ooooo i say yes to huge beards...beards are good.
poppystrike:
Well you seem chirpy like a little chirpy chick in a little nest made of twigs and old woolley hats. Ze jawb was suprisingly alright. Co&Ca, were good, but I felt they really didn't want to be there. I dunno, just wasn't as good as i'd hoped. Still worth the trip though x
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how much do i not like waking up in the morning to the "i hope we can still be friends" text?
not much.

x
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frankie:
i would love to do that kinda tattoo on you, i enjoyed doing cinderella's. hope you manage to have a good weekend despite what happened. wink
devoured_by_envy:
i'm used too it frown
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ok. i give up. for real this time.
fuck it all.
yup.
people are shit. fucking liars.
so i guess i'm not allowed happiness!
i wish i even had the courage to do something about it. to hate the people that've put me here. but i've just forgiven another.
please...walk all over me! i fucking beg you!! yeah..this is all pathetic, whiney emo bullshit...but you...
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disco:
CHEER UP GOTH you get to see me soon. I fucking miss you you cunt frown

We need to leak on Jenna again

x
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hey. i've just put two tickets to electrelane in london on the 10th for sale on ebay.
so if anyone's interested go bid innit!
breaks my heart to have to seel em but funds must be found to send me and Blue to a show...

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=6530383791&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMESE%3AIT&rd=1

check it.
x
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poppystrike:
Still on sixteen but a whole day to go... wink x
poppystrike:
Well at least its a job dude. I hope you get it. When's the interview? x
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ok, so panic over for now.
things are settled. well, as settled as they can be.

sometimes my life is like being in a plane crash and just looking serenely out of the window as you're going down, when in fact you know you're a qualified pilot and you could quite easily grab the controls..

how's that for a laboured metaphor?!

x
poppystrike:
It's all drama drama drama with you isn't it. And me. What a dramatic pair we are. Glad things are sorted biggrin xXx
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ah.....




























...fuck it.
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worldofviolets:
i wish i could come up with some witty, comforting remark, but unfortunately i'm tarded. however you can have one of these: kiss and one of these: *HUG* and i will see you soon.
xxx
devoured_by_envy:
exactly what I keep thinking...
Want my hot girl too want me. Just hold it out, sure it'll work out, see look at me being all posi for you kiss
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this weekend was da bomb.
fo reals yo.
but why does everything always have to be so bastard complicated?!
the univerese is always like "yeah, ok, i guess you can be happy for a bit. BUT......"

we shall see.

i saw hitchhikers guide today and it was pretty damn cool. sam rockwell is awesome in it.

yes. so. everything's not so bad.
oh my god....
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worldofviolets:
you fookin knows it puke
xxx
devoured_by_envy:
i should of come too...
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so things are looking promising. but i don't want to jinx anything.

play it cool boy. play it cool.

lots of my closest friends are unhappy and it makes me really sad that i can't do anything for them. but they know i'm here to help i hope.
love you all innit

xx
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poppystrike:
Innit. I'll be alright xXx
poppystrike:
Ok don't be mad... I can't come to Electrelane. I most likely have a job starting on Wednesday doing office work, and I have to take time off on Weds and Thurs for appts, so I can't really ask for anymore. I wouldn't be able to get there in time if I left straight after work, and besides which, I really can't afford the train fare. So i'm telling you hopefully in enough time for you to get someone else to go with you. I'm sorry frown xXx