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Here I sit drooling over the Southern Seasons catalog, and finding myself teary! My grandmother used to buy those butter cookie collection tins at Christmas. So, when one catches my eye in the catalog, memories of her come flooding back.
Good memories of Christmas at her house playing all day with our new toys. Hanging... Read More
I the dark of the sun, will you save me a place? Give me hope, give me comfort, get me to a better place. Saw you sail across a river underneath Orions sword.
In your eyes there was a freedom I had never known before. In the dark of the sun, we will stand together; yeah we will stand as one.
Past my days with... Read More
Aw, I miss you guys too. I wish I wasn't spread too thin lately for a road trip. Things are going well, school is very challenging, but I'm really enjoying being challenged
The Flesh Failures
(We starve look at one another. Short of breath, walking proudly in our winter coats. Wearing smells from laboratories, facing a DYING NATION)
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Reading pavlovsdog 's journal I was reminded how POWERFUL the Musical HAIR is to me. When I was growing up, and DUH my parents were HIPPIES, we listened to HAIR all the time. The MaMa's and the PaPa's,... Read More
I heard that the guy whos in charge of emergencies for the US got fired because he claimed they didn't know people were starving before like, last friday or some stupid shit. Isn't that unbelievable? I wish I had a link, but I can't remember much in the way of specifics.
Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It... Read More
I think I am coming back to life again. Tonight, I made a friend. I woke up, the night mare ended, I found. I left a garden of pain behind. Today I changed and find tulips bleed, but in my mind no sound.
Tulips bleeding, fragile, fragile feeling, and reeling Im finally leaving. I know I gave the warm sunshine, cool water, gave it time.... Read More
People had been working for so many years to make the world a safe, organized place. Nobody realized how boring it would become. With the whole world property- lined and speed-limited and zoned and taxed and regulated, with everyone tested and registered and addressed and recorded. Nobody had left much room for adventure, except maybe the kind you can buy. On a roller coaster. At... Read More
Making love surely resembles having an epileptic fit at least as much as, if not more than, it does eating a meal or conversing with someone. Susan Sontag
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We watched the END of SIX FEET UNDER last night. I never knew I could cry SO MUCH!
OH MY GOD I LOVE THAT SHOW
Well tomorrow is a new year for me at work!
New... Read More
Yeah Idjiit and I say YAY to Sunday. Vuokko and I chatted about possibilities. Why don't we email each other times and places. 7pm is good for us. I'll email you what Vuokko and I came up with.
I've had story ideas floating around in my head all day. To bad I was at work. I could just see writing notes in my journal or something and having a sister come up to me and ask what I was writing down. Oops, it's about plants ,sister... Stuff I wanted to remember getting for the grounds this fall. I'd probably get struck by lightning.
I knew you were hella cool before i met you, but now i know just how great you are. I had the best time with you this weekend and look forward to more shit talking and ass smacking fun.
So I think maybe i missed some early am drama. do tell...........