if this world is wearing thin
and you're thinking of escape
i'll go anywhere with you
just wrap me up in chains
but if you try to go out alone
don't think i'll understand
stay with me
stay with me
in the silence of your room
in the darkness of your dreams
you must only think of me
there can be no in-betweens
when your...
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and you're thinking of escape
i'll go anywhere with you
just wrap me up in chains
but if you try to go out alone
don't think i'll understand
stay with me
stay with me
in the silence of your room
in the darkness of your dreams
you must only think of me
there can be no in-betweens
when your...
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boo hoo. 
:menstruation: tired 
faint :menstruation: tired faint.. and so on and so on.
korento is not very functional today.
:menstruation: tired faint :menstruation: tired faint.. and so on and so on.
korento is not very functional today.
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pihka:
It may be. I think I felt a little bit like this when I started with them last year, then it went by in a few months time, but as with this recent little accident...it may be, really. Well then, nothing to do but cope with it, I guess. Ill make myself an orange tofu milk shake, Pirkka now has orange tofu ice cream! Wheee. It certainly wasnt this easy to be a vegan the first time I tried. 
ronja:
send you very many warm hugs. It will be better. I'm sure. what about haviong a nice bath and just curl in your bed and do something comforting? maybe? ((hugs)) 
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pihka:
Ha ha. I havent got the house and my job is about as well paid and secure as yours. And Im allergic to the kittykats. Still, Id marry you.
prs2000:
oooh i love your back tattoo! it's beautiful! can't wait to see more pics...
PMS.
the bad kind, when i'm too:
-old
-fat
-sad
-ugly
-lazy
-angry
-stupid
-poor
-busy
-lonely
-weird
-nervous
-uncreative
-just name it, all at the same time.
causes a lot of sighs and some crying and wallowing in self-pity.
it'll be over tomorrow or at least in some days, but knowing that doesn't help this moment.
in order to cheer myself up, i went...
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the bad kind, when i'm too:
-old
-fat
-sad
-ugly
-lazy
-angry
-stupid
-poor
-busy
-lonely
-weird
-nervous
-uncreative
-just name it, all at the same time.
causes a lot of sighs and some crying and wallowing in self-pity.
it'll be over tomorrow or at least in some days, but knowing that doesn't help this moment.
in order to cheer myself up, i went...
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pihka:
It went okay, I suppose- I didnt really read much but the questions were very diffuse as well, "explain cubism" and the likes, so I just wrote whatever I could think about and maybe Ill pass and maybe I wont but I cant do a thing to it before September anyway so Im doing a good job erasing it all from my mind as for now. 
...that was a very long sentence indeed.
Well meet tomorrow! Ill bring you a pile of books and the capoeira cd, if I manage to copy it tonight.
...that was a very long sentence indeed.
Well meet tomorrow! Ill bring you a pile of books and the capoeira cd, if I manage to copy it tonight.
jennifer:
you are pretty even when are have pms so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!
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caz:
even where tired you look loevely tho *drroool* damn i want to see you outta limbo!
i can finally update, my keyboard is working again. i spilled hot chocolate on it and you can imagine the rest.
this week has been too active for me, been sewing these horrible neo-colored robes for a theater play, they give me headache for a) being so bright and b) the fact that they have to be ready a lot sooner than i thought.
today...
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this week has been too active for me, been sewing these horrible neo-colored robes for a theater play, they give me headache for a) being so bright and b) the fact that they have to be ready a lot sooner than i thought.
today...
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lydia:
Haha.
Thats funny.
Thats funny.
tadzi:
you shoulda drop-kicked the little shit.
things to do today:
-clean up my place
-do push-ups
-stretch
-sew
-make lunch for Pihka
-have lunch with Pihka
-sew more
-maybe watch Moulin Rouge
i wish my set was up already.
edit:
i really, really managed to do this all!
i cried a bit because i can't stop adoring nicole kidman's skin.
and i drank coffee liquer with milk and ice. yummy.
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-clean up my place
-do push-ups
-stretch
-sew
-make lunch for Pihka
-have lunch with Pihka
-sew more
-maybe watch Moulin Rouge
i wish my set was up already.
edit:
i really, really managed to do this all!
i cried a bit because i can't stop adoring nicole kidman's skin.
and i drank coffee liquer with milk and ice. yummy.
_and_...
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pihka:
oli jo liian myh lhte kun tajusi, ett olisi voinut lhte.
vihollista.
ja sinua ikv ja nyt en sinuakaan ehtinyt nhd.
tyhmpivtyhmpivtyhmpiv.
oli jo liian myh lhte kun tajusi, ett olisi voinut lhte.
vihollista.
ja sinua ikv ja nyt en sinuakaan ehtinyt nhd.
tyhmpivtyhmpivtyhmpiv.
pihka:
No, dear, YOU are.
I ventured to the forest to get away from the blues goblins- worked pretty well too, and I got some herbs and plants harvested as well. Medicine for the winter. I swear in the name of herbs really because the beast I was talking about is nearly gone and thats just because I happened to have the right stuff in the herb cupboard...praise, praise.
I ventured to the forest to get away from the blues goblins- worked pretty well too, and I got some herbs and plants harvested as well. Medicine for the winter. I swear in the name of herbs really because the beast I was talking about is nearly gone and thats just because I happened to have the right stuff in the herb cupboard...praise, praise.
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nadine:
soooo very cute!! and you have wicked taste in music too!
and you have wicked taste in music too! 
boogieone:
I think you're not wrong expectin' nothin from that movie!! 
...but...maybe your little brother!!!
I've found your pics very beautiful, you look great!
I'm from Italy, join me to your list if you like, thx!
...but...maybe your little brother!!!
I've found your pics very beautiful, you look great!
I'm from Italy, join me to your list if you like, thx!
So, Amsterdam awaits me in the beginning of July. Only for three nights, but still, a HOLIDAY. Three great bands, travelling thre mainly for them. And for the sake of quality time. Relaxing. Ho-li-day. Oh great mother do I need a holiday.
I hope it'll be warm enough so I'll get to wear my new pretty dress that I bought from Estonia.
I'm in the...
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I hope it'll be warm enough so I'll get to wear my new pretty dress that I bought from Estonia.
I'm in the...
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jennifer:
I will make you potato salad for you any day sweets!
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pihka:
Cutest ever.
I miss you. Why arent you here with us? I dont dare to go to the capoeira without you.
I miss you. Why arent you here with us? I dont dare to go to the capoeira without you.
pihka:
I had a huge knot of fear in my belly before Tuesdays capoeira plus it was so hard, and all too quick for lil me whod only done angola before...so I really dont know whether I want to go today because Im afraid of the roda. Stupid, I know. Maybe Ill go for a walk in the park instead and climb a tree for comfort.
I wrote you a letter because of the lack of SMSing and will mail it today, hope it gets to you before I do.
I wrote you a letter because of the lack of SMSing and will mail it today, hope it gets to you before I do.
i got my care pack on friday
-unfortunately the underpants (the boy-cut) were too tight for my behind. (i've heard that it has happened to other people too, please tell me i'm not the only one!!) well, my adjustable mannequine wears the panties on her head (neck to be more precise, as it's a torso).. i hope my set would go up soon. i wonder...
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-unfortunately the underpants (the boy-cut) were too tight for my behind. (i've heard that it has happened to other people too, please tell me i'm not the only one!!) well, my adjustable mannequine wears the panties on her head (neck to be more precise, as it's a torso).. i hope my set would go up soon. i wonder...
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pihka:
I love the set too- and Im waiting for it to go up as eagerly as I await mine.
I need to love my behind more too. Heres for bottom-loving!
I need to love my behind more too. Heres for bottom-loving!
ronja:
I'm sure your set will be great!
red wine makes me happy, too
red wine makes me happy, too
i wish i was more musical.
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sappho:
Don't we all... Even being able to play the triangle would be nice. 
roberelzombi:
Knowing how to play Ukko Nooa is enough for me. I should start a death band.
where it is now i couldnt be sure
tons of hugs, too.