I feel like such a failure...
I haven't had these deep depressing suicidal thoughts in more than year a now, and now they are back ...
I feel very very bad, I feel like I failed my parents and myself...I shouldn't have come to Edinburgh, I made my parents pay so much and I failed at the end, and I worked the best I could,...
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I haven't had these deep depressing suicidal thoughts in more than year a now, and now they are back ...
I feel very very bad, I feel like I failed my parents and myself...I shouldn't have come to Edinburgh, I made my parents pay so much and I failed at the end, and I worked the best I could,...
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I am moving out of university accomodation, I will be in a flat on my own for the first time in my life, I am moving at the end of next week.
hehe too bad its a little flat, I would have made a nice party, oh well I can still accomodate like 5 or 6 people for a nice little drink at least
(I...
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hehe too bad its a little flat, I would have made a nice party, oh well I can still accomodate like 5 or 6 people for a nice little drink at least
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I am doing an appeal, seems there is a fair chance.
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melony:
Thanks you! Have youever been to 3 tuns? I gues that is where we are playing.
snakegirl:
msn is a good thing...
I failed my Masters
gujsel:
why you failed my friend? 
so....
on the 19th at 7:10 pm my plane landed in Lebanon for what is supposed to be a nice 2 weeks vacation full of alcohol and beaches...
yeah right... 8 hours later, hell broke loose...
The Lebanese Army against a Terrorist Sunni Army with the same ideology as AlQaeda.
Mortars,Tanks, Canons,Machine guns, Troops, Car Bombs, Riots, Political craziness all in 3 days...
hourray for...
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on the 19th at 7:10 pm my plane landed in Lebanon for what is supposed to be a nice 2 weeks vacation full of alcohol and beaches...
yeah right... 8 hours later, hell broke loose...
The Lebanese Army against a Terrorist Sunni Army with the same ideology as AlQaeda.
Mortars,Tanks, Canons,Machine guns, Troops, Car Bombs, Riots, Political craziness all in 3 days...
hourray for...
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sandman3030:
Dude that suck. Sorry to hear that.
I am a fucking idiot....
damn, cultural differences and reactions vary fully from country to country.
Today, I almost had a fight with my flatmate.(by fight means physical, lebanese way)
and I am the main idiot...
I went into the kitchen, and I saw two of my flatmates looking at a magazine, I looked at it its men's health this month.
They usually don't buy...
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damn, cultural differences and reactions vary fully from country to country.
Today, I almost had a fight with my flatmate.(by fight means physical, lebanese way)
and I am the main idiot...
I went into the kitchen, and I saw two of my flatmates looking at a magazine, I looked at it its men's health this month.
They usually don't buy...
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sandman3030:
Not enough sleep will mess with you. It is good that everything worked out.
I feel there is something missing in my life...
I don't feel complete.
I don't feel complete.
gujsel:
hi my friend our life is not never complete we must always try something ......i think if it were complete it would not have sense ....a big hug for you 
have agreat weekend!
have agreat weekend!
poopy:
ohh why??
My hiking trip.... My Blog
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kaffeine:
Dude, if those breasts could be deployed in any manner, I'd have to guess it would be as self-inflating rafts for water-crash-landings. 
missparx:
ok you expect me to have to click another time to see your blog?
come onnnn i'm a lazy ass
come onnnn i'm a lazy ass
its weird... no body noticed that it was the first of april when I made the previous statement...
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snakegirl:
LOL, I didn't even think of that.... I was really wondering what happened with you. Glad you're not leaving.
Sorry I didn't respond to that blog, seems that I'm really lazy on comments these days....
Sorry I didn't respond to that blog, seems that I'm really lazy on comments these days....
onie:
yay.. another mac user.. horray!
I am a bit depressed, I am considering leaving SG and every online community I belong to.
I will get back to you in a week or so for my final decision.
I will get back to you in a week or so for my final decision.
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gomez:
i wish i had the will power to do that. i think i'd get sooo much more done with all the internet stuff i do
gujsel:
why my dear friend ? sg is a good comuniti ..you have many friends ....many true good friends i think ....i adore sg ..and sg people ...they have helped me in one my black moment at the beginnig of the year when when i had the incident to the back and i had lost the my best friend ......have confidence the life is fantastic ...and the sad moment help to aprezzare those glads .....a big hug
you know something... I discovered that I am too honest.
too honest to the point that I reveal weaknesses or bad things about me too directly, and that seems to be a turn off.
so no more honest guy.
too honest to the point that I reveal weaknesses or bad things about me too directly, and that seems to be a turn off.
so no more honest guy.
.
they talked
things are improving...
finally
poopy:
thank you.. 
metatag:
When I was young and the family lived together, the Arabic speaking members of my family used to have what sounded like really long arguments, but my mother convinced me that "we are not arguing, that's just the way that Arabic sounds".
I guess they can't pull that trick with you.
I guess they can't pull that trick with you.