Hey Folks,
Been a while since my last update, the end of this week was pretty hectic. Helped the girlfriend move on Fri. actually it went better than expected, i was pretty bummed out about the move at first, but i've come to realize a little space is goooood....mmmmm space. She's still in the same city and although she's not in a perfect living situation...
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Been a while since my last update, the end of this week was pretty hectic. Helped the girlfriend move on Fri. actually it went better than expected, i was pretty bummed out about the move at first, but i've come to realize a little space is goooood....mmmmm space. She's still in the same city and although she's not in a perfect living situation...
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Hello There!
Been kind of a rough couple of days, but all in all i think i've handled the stress well.
When people you care about are treated(in my opinion) unfairly, it drives me fookin nuts.
But everything happens for a reason right?......right?....
oh well, i hope everyone's holidays are kickin arse, remember rusty nails in the fire place and homemade napalm on the roof,...
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Been kind of a rough couple of days, but all in all i think i've handled the stress well.
When people you care about are treated(in my opinion) unfairly, it drives me fookin nuts.
But everything happens for a reason right?......right?....
oh well, i hope everyone's holidays are kickin arse, remember rusty nails in the fire place and homemade napalm on the roof,...
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lil_billy_ben:
Dude, when I told Oz what Megan's been saying she fuckin' flew off the handle. She was pissed.
She says Bishop has been kicked out of CW and is moving to Pitsburg.
[Edited on Dec 18, 2003 8:52PM]
She says Bishop has been kicked out of CW and is moving to Pitsburg.
[Edited on Dec 18, 2003 8:52PM]
lil_billy_ben:
Dude, if you want you can invite your girlfriend to hang with us this weekend. We might have to take the bus home from the theater (the A factor) if you do but I don't mind. Oz is comming with us to the movies but Maxine's friend cant.
Hows the packin' going and all? Hang in there you two.
See ya' latter today.
P.S. Update you teabager
Making snakeskin underwere since 84'
Billy
Ben
[Edited on Dec 19, 2003 9:33AM]
Hows the packin' going and all? Hang in there you two.
See ya' latter today.
P.S. Update you teabager
Making snakeskin underwere since 84'
Billy
Ben[Edited on Dec 19, 2003 9:33AM]
my girlfriend is leaving= 
or 
?????she's moving away, and i don't quite know how i feel about it yet.
or ?????she's moving away, and i don't quite know how i feel about it yet.VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
webigailboop:
i'm sorry you're girlfriend is moving away. things will work out though. don't worry.
lil_billy_ben:
What up Special-K,
Dude that weird guy that runs around naked is moving out and I think it's a one beedroom, so call big bill kelly and get the 411.
I need credit to get the payment plan for the machine so I'm gonna have my mom buy it and I'll give her the money.
I saw 2 of the ol' skinhead fucks, Bambi (Mike Bamburger) and Chucky-Chuck. I hate running into people that remind me of my sameful past.
You never awnsered my questions.
Sucking toejam since 84'
BillyBen
[Edited on Dec 17, 2003 11:36AM]
Dude that weird guy that runs around naked is moving out and I think it's a one beedroom, so call big bill kelly and get the 411.
I need credit to get the payment plan for the machine so I'm gonna have my mom buy it and I'll give her the money.
I saw 2 of the ol' skinhead fucks, Bambi (Mike Bamburger) and Chucky-Chuck. I hate running into people that remind me of my sameful past.
You never awnsered my questions.
Sucking toejam since 84'
Billy
Ben[Edited on Dec 17, 2003 11:36AM]
"Yes it's true, this man has no dick." -Peter Vakman
Hello There!
Not much goin on today, the gf's drivin me nuts, but thats to be expected. Did some more christmas shopping, the clerk at sears was tellin me how he's about to go postal listening to perry como all day.
Dude, the mall totally drains my energy....zzzz.zzuh.....mmmmm....booobiieess....klonopin.....mmmmmzzzzzzzzzzzz......zzzzzz.....
Klonopin
Chugger treats & prevents diaper rash!
Hello There!
Not much goin on today, the gf's drivin me nuts, but thats to be expected. Did some more christmas shopping, the clerk at sears was tellin me how he's about to go postal listening to perry como all day.
Dude, the mall totally drains my energy....zzzz.zzuh.....mmmmm....booobiieess....klonopin.....mmmmmzzzzzzzzzzzz......zzzzzz.....
Klonopin
Chugger treats & prevents diaper rash!
lil_billy_ben:
I have the platnum deal, and I pay dearly. I pay like $80 a month. that includes the $20 internet conection.
Hello There!
Had a bizarre fun weekend, Billy Ben came over, watched movies, ate some kick arse kettle corn, a friend got hauled away by the police, had a conversation with my swamp thing roomate, a power outage, and verbal sparring with arabian gas station attendants. I was also challanged to a duel by a coked out plumber. yup, just another weekend in concord.
As...
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Had a bizarre fun weekend, Billy Ben came over, watched movies, ate some kick arse kettle corn, a friend got hauled away by the police, had a conversation with my swamp thing roomate, a power outage, and verbal sparring with arabian gas station attendants. I was also challanged to a duel by a coked out plumber. yup, just another weekend in concord.
As...
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lil_billy_ben:
Tell that fuckin' rat to apply for welfare. I talked to god....Oh shit, I mean Andrew. He was like, "Let's find the people who snitched on Bishop and break their arms." Gotta love that guy. He also said he wasn't comming to the thursday nut-convention because he's worried the mulletard will be pissed about Bishop.
BillyBen
Gotta love that guy. He also said he wasn't comming to the thursday nut-convention because he's worried the mulletard will be pissed about Bishop.
Billy
Ben
lil_billy_ben:
Check your hotmail adress, and give me the 411 on the monday meeting.
Using pussys as bullhorns since 84'
BillyBen
[Edited on Dec 15, 2003 1:29PM]
Using pussys as bullhorns since 84'
Billy
Ben[Edited on Dec 15, 2003 1:29PM]
The worse smell I have ever inhaled was.......
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lil_billy_ben:
I think kilherdead=Sandra
lil_billy_ben:
i TAKE BACK WHAT i SAID TO GOD....YOU FUCKIN' TRAIDER TO THE ALPHA-MOTHERFUCKER!!! Na-na-na-na. 
Thanx for the advice bro.
Backin' Andrews and smackin' Drews scince 84'
BillyBen
Thanx for the advice bro.
Backin' Andrews and smackin' Drews scince 84'
Billy
Benever smell someone's burps who were fouler smelling the their farts? I have 
Wanna do something today, have no clue what, but something fun. Ever get the feeling where you have to get out of the house or you'll implode?
I'm going nuts in this shithole.
Klonopin Chugger Rehydrate>Replenish>Refuel
Wanna do something today, have no clue what, but something fun. Ever get the feeling where you have to get out of the house or you'll implode?
I'm going nuts in this shithole.
Klonopin
Chugger Rehydrate>Replenish>Refuel
lil_billy_ben:
You are getting out of the houes today, aren't you?
Dude,I unlocked hella players on the game....but not all of em', Ithink I need to ether beat the game on hadr or beat survival mode on hard.?
Do you have any 411 on the game and how to get new players?
Any more parkrats?
Dude,I unlocked hella players on the game....but not all of em', Ithink I need to ether beat the game on hadr or beat survival mode on hard.?
Do you have any 411 on the game and how to get new players?
Any more parkrats?
HELLO THERE!
a word of advice to anyone who cares, never let friends cut your hair.i made that mistake this weekend, and the result is a shaved head. personaly i think shaved heads look good on some folks, just not lanky white guys, and unfortunetly i fall into that catagory. i now resemble a fuckin q-tip!
just got back christmas shopping for friends and family,...
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a word of advice to anyone who cares, never let friends cut your hair.i made that mistake this weekend, and the result is a shaved head.
personaly i think shaved heads look good on some folks, just not lanky white guys, and unfortunetly i fall into that catagory. i now resemble a fuckin q-tip!
just got back christmas shopping for friends and family,...
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lil_billy_ben:
Say what up to grrlhavoc. She was MIA for hella days and now she's back.
BillyBen
[Edited on Dec 10, 2003 12:09PM]
Billy
Ben[Edited on Dec 10, 2003 12:09PM]
lil_billy_ben:
I do still care about her, curses, it's like I just cant help it. I'm tellin' ya there's powers at work here. 
Dude, don't even start down that path, trust me you guys don't wan't parkrats to even know Clayton Way exists. Tell Teri or Cheryl as SOON as posable. Come to think of it if the young A-team knows maby that will further tarnish John's word. But, no matter how nice any of em' seem to John or anyone, it's a recipy for disaster. You guys gotta make "no parkrats a rule" I don't know thoes 2 rats but honistly on some lever they are all the same.
Dude, don't even start down that path, trust me you guys don't wan't parkrats to even know Clayton Way exists. Tell Teri or Cheryl as SOON as posable. Come to think of it if the young A-team knows maby that will further tarnish John's word. But, no matter how nice any of em' seem to John or anyone, it's a recipy for disaster. You guys gotta make "no parkrats a rule" I don't know thoes 2 rats but honistly on some lever they are all the same.
HELLO THERE!
Feeling pretty good this morning, the sun's shining, the birds are singing,and school is almost finished!!!Thank almighty Zeus!!
My schoolwork was starting to drive me to the brink of insanity, climbing a clocktower with a sniping rifle, and unleashing hell's fury seems....i mean seemed like a jolly good idea. But now i'm a renewd man(or so the fools think,mwhahahaha) er...uh...yea.
So today i'm...
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Feeling pretty good this morning, the sun's shining, the birds are singing,and school is almost finished!!!Thank almighty Zeus!!
My schoolwork was starting to drive me to the brink of insanity, climbing a clocktower with a sniping rifle, and unleashing hell's fury seems....i mean seemed like a jolly good idea. But now i'm a renewd man(or so the fools think,mwhahahaha) er...uh...yea.
So today i'm...
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littledeadkid:
get em a new pillow!
scattershot:
I need to be renewed soon. this is the last week of craptacularness and then I get a break to become renewed so to speak.
Klonopin
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lil_billy_ben:
HAHAHA, Scattershot said I'm right. Take that
BillyBen
Take that
Billy
Ben
lil_billy_ben:
update you rat-pie. Oh shit, oh my god, did I say that? I SAID IT!!!
BillyBen
Billy
Benhey there sg'ers
feelin kinda wasted, i had a major case of insomnia last night so i didn't get much sleep.it's weird being sleep deprived , reality feels all fake and dreamlike kinda like being in the matrix. anyways not much planned for the weekend, i'll probably go check out the last samurai tomorrow, other than that most of my time will probably be spent...
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feelin kinda wasted, i had a major case of insomnia last night so i didn't get much sleep.it's weird being sleep deprived , reality feels all fake and dreamlike kinda like being in the matrix. anyways not much planned for the weekend, i'll probably go check out the last samurai tomorrow, other than that most of my time will probably be spent...
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lil_billy_ben:
That was a fucked up journey, bro.
Truely bad times
BillyBen
[Edited on Dec 06, 2003 11:50PM]
Truely bad times
Billy
Ben[Edited on Dec 06, 2003 11:50PM]
lil_billy_ben:
Subtle messages my ass. Yes I was pissed last night, I was rude and invasive. I made assumptions as to motives I couldn't possably know. I'll admit to myself, you, God and ayone else that I wasn't totaly inocent in the matter. Like most others I'm in constant search of peace of mind. When I got out of bed this morning I try to just leave yesterday as yesterday.
I wrote that entery yesterday besides it takes some degree of vanity to assume it's in referince to you. You'll never know till ya ask. As for the "sick" I can't spend the rest of my life hating people when somthing bad happens. Until I have time to pray and prosses things labling the people I percieve as the perpatraiters as sick is preferable to hating. I don't even want to spend a week hating somone, it's pointless and energy consuming and it doesn't feel peaceful. Do you hate everyone who wrongs you? What do you do in such situations?
I took a moral invintory this morning, gave my resentmints to God and ask for guidence in such future situations. Resentments could be the end of me, my relations, or whatever peace of mind I have. I don't like being angry, I can't imagine anyone does. I also have a bad habbit of making assumptions, I'm working on that too.
If this all sounds like whining or hippie bullshit to you feel free to delete it. I'm just speaking from the heart.
I guess I'm realy trying to say two things.
1) I'm sorry for my assumptions, resentments, disrespecting your girl, and trying to pick your lock.
2)will you marry me?
I fuckin hate sounding like one of thoes NA fucks or a hippie
wetting my pants and playin' it off like I can't help it scince 1984
look, today my luchadore is a hippy
Billy/\Ben
[Edited on Dec 07, 2003 2:04PM]
I wrote that entery yesterday besides it takes some degree of vanity to assume it's in referince to you. You'll never know till ya ask. As for the "sick" I can't spend the rest of my life hating people when somthing bad happens. Until I have time to pray and prosses things labling the people I percieve as the perpatraiters as sick is preferable to hating. I don't even want to spend a week hating somone, it's pointless and energy consuming and it doesn't feel peaceful. Do you hate everyone who wrongs you? What do you do in such situations?
I took a moral invintory this morning, gave my resentmints to God and ask for guidence in such future situations. Resentments could be the end of me, my relations, or whatever peace of mind I have. I don't like being angry, I can't imagine anyone does. I also have a bad habbit of making assumptions, I'm working on that too.
If this all sounds like whining or hippie bullshit to you feel free to delete it. I'm just speaking from the heart.
I guess I'm realy trying to say two things.
1) I'm sorry for my assumptions, resentments, disrespecting your girl, and trying to pick your lock.
2)will you marry me?
I fuckin hate sounding like one of thoes NA fucks or a hippie
wetting my pants and playin' it off like I can't help it scince 1984
look, today my luchadore is a hippy
Billy/
\Ben
[Edited on Dec 07, 2003 2:04PM]
moves?
I got my workout machine today for $325 now I just need to put it together and get some olympic size weights.
Do you know anyone who would want my old workout do-hicky?
If you prefer, we could just kick it around CW tomarrow?
I wouldn't tolerate pizza theft.......especialy if I was Italian.
Having sex with octopussys since 84'
Billy
[Edited on Dec 22, 2003 3:44PM]