Motherfuckin' Guitar Hero 4 is coming out soon. So what am I doing? I am getting stoned and fuckin' rocking Guitar Hero 1, 2, and 3. Not such a big fan of the 80s one or Aerosmith. The DS game is pretty boss if you don't mind debilitating hand cramps after fifteen minutes of play time. There is actually a warning when you turn the...
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I've reigned in my emotions for the most part, and the physical withdrawals have almost completely dissolved. I occasionally have small panic attacks, but I am able to calm myself down. I don't pride myself on quick recoveries because I know I won't always bounce back as quickly, and I definitely appreciate it now.
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"The future is constantly reworked by the whims of change,...
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sunrize:
*hugs*
jerawyn:
Hope you're doing well.
I've had some interesting revelations about my medication since I've decided that I'd rather quit taking it than deal with my doctor or his office again. That shit killed my sex drive like crazy. I didn't realize it because it was an affect that happened over a years time. I feel like I just hit puberty all over again.
The other thing I noticed was...
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sweetnepenthe:
thank you once again for your invaluable words of wisdom! you give such great advice. i really do appreciate it 
i'd say more, but i just got off work and i'm heading to bed! 
i'd say more, but i just got off work and i'm heading to bed! 
sammarie:
your words are always so beautiful. you are i person i wish i actually knew in the everyday world. to sit down and have a drink with. to just talk and contemplate life and all that the world has to throw at us. especially on the melancholy days where everybody else seems so distant.
Went to see Tropic Thunder. It was so effin good. Better than I thought it would be.
I am no longer taking anti-depressants.
I had to change my flight back to the OC because my flight was canceled tonight. I will be staying with my brother in SF for the night.
Quote of the day:
"Alone I am a fury. Together we will become...
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I am no longer taking anti-depressants.
I had to change my flight back to the OC because my flight was canceled tonight. I will be staying with my brother in SF for the night.
Quote of the day:
"Alone I am a fury. Together we will become...
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sunrize:
The boy and I saw Tropic Thunder yesterday. We LOVED it. I dont think there was a single scene where we WERENT laughing. Its definately a must have for the DVD collection.
In Oregon, bbl.
Brand new name, same old awesome.
This song is dedicated to my friend Stu who lives four hundred miles away. Known him since I was seventeen and I still want to kick it with him everyday.
Dude, I totally miss you
I really fucking miss you
I'm all alone,
All the time, all the time
Dude, i totally miss you
The things we did together...
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This song is dedicated to my friend Stu who lives four hundred miles away. Known him since I was seventeen and I still want to kick it with him everyday.
Dude, I totally miss you
I really fucking miss you
I'm all alone,
All the time, all the time
Dude, i totally miss you
The things we did together...
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sunrize:
Dude, I love that song.
becca_____:
You can run but you can't hide.
Fuck. I am bored. One of those nights when everything you can think of just doesn't seem to fit except for one those few things you'd really like to do, but it's too fucking late or some such nonsense. Bleh, I'm gonna go stair at a wall until it moves.
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sweetnepenthe:
wow you made a damn good point there. and relating it to my ex.. .bonus point!
i actually enjoy not watching t.v. to quote bill hicks, "Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye."
like i said, i do have some shows on dvd (the office, family guy, and metalocalypse) but i usually only watch that stuff when i have company over. or when i'm really bored and sick of reading!
i'm moving in with my sister in less than 2 weeks, and she has cable. so... i'm sure i'll unwillingly turn in to a couch potato pretty soon
i actually enjoy not watching t.v. to quote bill hicks, "Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye."
like i said, i do have some shows on dvd (the office, family guy, and metalocalypse) but i usually only watch that stuff when i have company over. or when i'm really bored and sick of reading!
i'm moving in with my sister in less than 2 weeks, and she has cable. so... i'm sure i'll unwillingly turn in to a couch potato pretty soon
sweetnepenthe:
my favorite comedian
I just slept for 26 hours. I went to sleep yesterday just before eleven am and I woke up four minute shy of one pm today. This is a new record for me. Don't ask me how I did it, because I don't know how or why. I wasn't sick, no drugs or alcohol were involved, and I was fairly okay on my sleep schedule....
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whatawaste:
Thank you....it means a lot.
kg:
nice.
i already has mine, so it's cool. (:
i already has mine, so it's cool. (:
Wednesday at work while my client was eating dinner a lady walked up to me as I waited outside the dining area. She had to be 6'1" in her prime. She said to me, "It's about time another normal person came in here. I'm surrounded by all these midgets."
Then she chuckled and walked off. Holy crap, I love funny old people. This is the...
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sweetnepenthe:
ok... huge sigh of relief there!
although i'm not a total bitch when it comes to that stuff. your taste in music is totally your own and i have no right to say how crappy i think it is.
oh btw i talked to my boss and found out i have plenty of vacation time saved up. so as long as i can find some money for the trip, it's a go!
although i'm not a total bitch when it comes to that stuff. your taste in music is totally your own and i have no right to say how crappy i think it is.
oh btw i talked to my boss and found out i have plenty of vacation time saved up. so as long as i can find some money for the trip, it's a go!
apate:
Yeah, i'm excited. i don't know if i'll get high first, but probably. My friend who we're taking might have some. She usually does, but she just had surgery, so she hasn't been out of the house much.
And if i could do anything, i'd fly.
And if i could do anything, i'd fly.
My first night shift went great, and super fast. Sure I fell asleep a few times for a few hours, which I'm not supposed to do, but it's my first day on a new schedule, so I gave myself some leniency. My replacement came in fifteen minutes early because I was on a thirteen hour shift for day one. As I shut the door I...
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whatawaste:
no word, just pictures
whatawaste:
No, Im pretty used to ridiculous things happening in Los Angeles, including shaking ground.
Did you feel it?
Did you feel it?
So, I start a new shift tonight. I'll be working three days a week, with twelve hour shifts. Gonna be effin awesome.
kg:
adonde? i want in.
As some of you may know, I've been working on my willpower and discipline over the last few years. A few ways I have done that are quitting smoking, growing my hair out even though it looks ridiculous, and, recently, a diet.
So the other day I had a dentist appointment because I had an early stage of gum disease, OHEMGEE. Anyways, my appointment was...
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So the other day I had a dentist appointment because I had an early stage of gum disease, OHEMGEE. Anyways, my appointment was...
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My brother has GH 2 I think. And Im over playing it. I am not coordinated enough to play on medium, but Ive passed Easy like 3 times.
well i can probably afford the plane ticket fine. it's just the daily expenses, like food. i'm not one of those crazy people who likes to buy tons of shit when they go on vacation. i'm too frugal for that