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Story of a man. Someone you once knew. Someone you once were. Someone you wish you were. Someone you wish you had been.
It all goes round and round and round... in circles.
How can you express yourself when there's so much inside you, waiting to burst?
I want to believe that this life makes sense....
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Story of a man. Someone you once knew. Someone you once were. Someone you wish you were. Someone you wish you had been.
It all goes round and round and round... in circles.
How can you express yourself when there's so much inside you, waiting to burst?
I want to believe that this life makes sense....
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So we've started visiting flats (oh joy...)
One of them was awesome in a "I-wish-I-was-a-serial-killer" kind of way: right by the express way near Armitage, the last house past a derelict gas station... and the house itself was very Edward Norton's Fight Club (although way smaller), with a very large backyard (ideal for corpses) but fuck... if I was single, I might have considered it,...
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One of them was awesome in a "I-wish-I-was-a-serial-killer" kind of way: right by the express way near Armitage, the last house past a derelict gas station... and the house itself was very Edward Norton's Fight Club (although way smaller), with a very large backyard (ideal for corpses) but fuck... if I was single, I might have considered it,...
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forkandles:
Any luck with the flat-hunt yet?
lancelac:
Same question as Forkandles! How goes the hunt for a place?
$29 buys you one year of unrivaled French "flegme" and "fuck you life I don't care so much anyway" attitude against unending shit storms. I'm a cheap slut. I'd be more expensive if I was a girl.
What's been going on around here... if anything at all? Any set worth looking at? Probably not.
I actually joined again last Friday... and wasn't sent a password...
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What's been going on around here... if anything at all? Any set worth looking at? Probably not.
I actually joined again last Friday... and wasn't sent a password...
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sabine8:
Thanks... 
Welcome back.....
Welcome back.....
I have decided to stop taking everything so hard and learn to be positive again.
It is sad for me to admit that, once again, I kinda forgot how to appreciate my life, because of all these constant problems being thrown in my face.
For a start, I have quit smoking for good. To be honest, I had quit a long time ago in my...
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It is sad for me to admit that, once again, I kinda forgot how to appreciate my life, because of all these constant problems being thrown in my face.
For a start, I have quit smoking for good. To be honest, I had quit a long time ago in my...
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tos:
Bro...those comic strips are funny as hell! I woke up and I've been reading them for the past half hour...hee hee!
unaffected:
look who's back! 
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tos:
- thanks for what you said bro
- Did they give you the money owed to you yet from the bank? WTF is up w/ them...
- Did they give you the money owed to you yet from the bank? WTF is up w/ them...
johnstitch:
Cunting banks. HSBC have been fucking me around too recently.
Yeah ok so it's 300 a week or there abouts for the flat. But there is two of us so it's not all that bad. I can still afford food I think.
Yeah ok so it's 300 a week or there abouts for the flat. But there is two of us so it's not all that bad. I can still afford food I think.
For anyone who wonders what the news are...
Last Friday, my bank stole $2,000 from my account without any sort of notification, leaving me with $50 to pay the rent and buy food for 3 weeks. Their "reason" is so utterly retarded that, should this happen in a movie, you wouldn't believe it's possible. But it's real life, and I'm lucky like that.
So, they...
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Last Friday, my bank stole $2,000 from my account without any sort of notification, leaving me with $50 to pay the rent and buy food for 3 weeks. Their "reason" is so utterly retarded that, should this happen in a movie, you wouldn't believe it's possible. But it's real life, and I'm lucky like that.
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zoeula:
I can relate more than you know- not so much on the bank thing, I i drained my funds entirely on my own...but on the miserably bad run of luck over the last two years. Random bullshit that no one would believe even if they saw it in a movie seems to be a lifelong theme in my existence, that's why so many people who are around me say "duuuuuude, you've GOT to write a book about your life."
Glad to know I entertain others, but wish it didn't have to cost me my sanity.
ZS
Glad to know I entertain others, but wish it didn't have to cost me my sanity.
ZS
jtemperance:
I'm really sorry to hear things haven't been well. I appreciate your message from a bit ago; funny, really, because doing scads of reading is one of the few lifelines that's been working for me the past few months. If there's a good night I can take you and the missus for a drink after work (not Tuesdays, tho) let me know. I always enjoy spending time with you two, and it has been way too long.
Moving on 
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apexxx:
so i never did hear your official review of the Skinny Puppy show...
tos:
...cheers on the comment bro. BTW Skinny Puppy in NY Saturday...finally!
Hanging on
Hanging on hahaha hanging on hanging on (wax - not the fucking label - the band)
Hey babe you got a strange kind of attitude (BBabies)
I'm so fucked up out of my head right now, looking at the keys on the keyboard, trying to not make any typos haha this is so me
So... I love this fucked up life, you know......
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Hanging on hahaha hanging on hanging on (wax - not the fucking label - the band)
Hey babe you got a strange kind of attitude (BBabies)
I'm so fucked up out of my head right now, looking at the keys on the keyboard, trying to not make any typos haha this is so me
So... I love this fucked up life, you know......
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oak:
I know Jaques Brel.
Did something go wrong, or are you just reflecting and thinking?
Did something go wrong, or are you just reflecting and thinking?
winter_davis:
Beautiful post.
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trocc:
oh, what a fucking awesome story, man... i hope to hear more of your youngblood metal exploits sometime soon. i had no idea...
and you know, i'm right there with you on Di'Anno - Killers is my absolute favorite Maiden record, with the self-titled close behind. he was such a raw talent - i do have a great appreciation for Bruce and his literary bent, but give me a choice, and i'm cranking "Wrathchild" every time.
and you know, i'm right there with you on Di'Anno - Killers is my absolute favorite Maiden record, with the self-titled close behind. he was such a raw talent - i do have a great appreciation for Bruce and his literary bent, but give me a choice, and i'm cranking "Wrathchild" every time.
trocc:
dude.
Back in Chicago now... and working tomorrow... oh joy 
Pics later this week I guess
'laters les amis
Be good
Pics later this week I guess
'laters les amis
Be good
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tallboy66:
Yeah she was asking directions to some place out in the suburbs and had to specify that it was in Illinois I'm good at getting around but horrible at giving directions, oh well.
I was just coming back from the beach/Lakeshore.
I was gonna meet up with you guys for drinks Saturday but your wife didn't know where you were going and I ended up going to sleep at 11 anyway. Next time maybe.
It is a small world, reminds of when I lived in NYC and would see the same people all over the city and I'd think in a city of 9 million I only see these same people.
I'm good at getting around but horrible at giving directions, oh well.I was just coming back from the beach/Lakeshore.
I was gonna meet up with you guys for drinks Saturday but your wife didn't know where you were going and I ended up going to sleep at 11 anyway. Next time maybe.
It is a small world, reminds of when I lived in NYC and would see the same people all over the city and I'd think in a city of 9 million I only see these same people.
xhippykid:
Good to see yo guys too. You don't owe me anything, I had a good time. We'll hang out sometime.
Looptopia sounds cool, but I got company comming in from outta town Saturday morning. So a late night it wont be, but I'm down.
PS....my head hurts.
Looptopia sounds cool, but I got company comming in from outta town Saturday morning. So a late night it wont be, but I'm down.
PS....my head hurts.
In Florida until Tuesday.
The reason why I can never stay in Chicago forever
I was just outside on the porch by the pond, getting my first sunburn of the year. God, how I needed this.
Be good peeps
The reason why I can never stay in Chicago forever
I was just outside on the porch by the pond, getting my first sunburn of the year. God, how I needed this.
Be good peeps
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kay:
I hear that.
~cheers
~cheers
trocc:
missed you on Friday night, man - but i'm sure you and the girl were enjoying the warmth down south just fine.
How come this unwanted, unnecessary stupid re-working of the site (once again...) fucked up three thirds of my last journal entry???
Edited to add: yes, three thirds. That much
Edited to add: yes, three thirds. That much
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trocc:
thanks a lot, man. really. i'm usually just trying to convey some sort of feeling i'm going through on there - some people take it all in and some just focus on pieces. i'm glad you can feel a little bit of what i try and get across, it made me feel really good.
cakemix:
and you are my long lost co-star...miss you!
- I'll be in town Thursday evening. Hopefully we can meet up sometime while I'm there. We can talk about how you guys probably are going to see Combichrist while I'm missing them playing in NY (because I'll be in Chicago!)...go figure!