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i don't have much to say.. which is why i haven't said much..

finally got rid of the sinus headache that had been torturing me since Wednesday..

had a brownie for breakfast in celebration of a co-workers birthday, and now my belly aches.. joy

i haven't dyed my hair in months.. i'm starting to see several inches of my natural hair color coming in eeek and...
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apexxx:
tahts awesome! thanks for letting me know punk... i may even cancel a date im not all that thrilled about and go. i know that would be much more entertaining smile
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long time.. no talk ..

my last final exam for this semester is tonight biggrin this makes me happy. this past month and a half has been really really difficult.. i'm glad its mostly over with..

hopefully i'll be seeing some of yoos guys this weekend smile
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marloski:
hi!!! biggrin
apexxx:
who are you again? confused
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i had an amazingly peaceful & feel good evening last night ...

i'm glad its friday, i'm looking forward to catching up on some sleep this weekend..

my semester ends in about 12 days...

i walked in to my math class on Tuesday to find out that we were having an exam that night.. i got a 68 ... i've accepted that i'm out of...
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oxalis:
still miss you. kiss
apexxx:
where oh where did my dear friend run off and hide to? frown
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kiss
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caffeinemonkey:


Hope you are doing well
trocc:
yee-uh. biggrin
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sleep would be nice

less pain would be better

no nausea would be great

a trip to paris would be phenomenal
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salome:
I request all of the above. Feel better!
turbulence:
Salut!

No madmoiselle. I don't speak french. Some phrases. It's enough to survive. But not enough for a conversation wink

But you speak french a bit if I remember right?

A bientot!

kiss
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i'm glad this weekend is over with.. maybe now i can have some of my "normal" life back
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ladymaze:
I've been trying to get various individuals *coughMONKEYcough* to take me shooting for months now, or even longer than that *coughFATHERcough*. Heh. I think it will be really fun to go out with my dear other geeky girls and shoot at things. biggrin
turbulence:
The fish even stood still for a second wink

You gonna be alright and *even* find some shoes!

kiss
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That I would be good even if I did not think
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if lost my head &...
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thedvsmonkey:


They're in the air and everywhere! biggrin

ooo aaa
oxalis:
go here! and pass this link along to others.

(miss you. :kisssmile
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its tuesday

i just paid $250 in parking tickets

gunna visit the library in a little bit
cuz i can't seem to maintain focus on my job

received a bonus in my check last week.. and most of it will be spent on something sad in lieu of new summer clothes

this week will end in the most difficult way of the past six, but...
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bluvelvet:
no problem. if threatening to push you in a dark hallway is kindness, then i got plenty of kindness to go around. eeek wink

and im glad you told me you deleted my extra post, i seriously thought i was losing it for a sec there.
mezra:
yes new shoes will make you feel better. Im a shoe ho so it allways makes me feel better.
m
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it was 81 in my sphere today..
i wore sandles and a short skirt..
changed my diet..
i walked in unfamiliar land..
and it didn't remind me of anything..

some source of peace appears.. deciding to take more care in my decisions.. be calm.. be patient.. the honest decision will present itself..

i dont want to be angry.. any longer..
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mezra:
Glad to hear things are on the up swing.
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wired:
we just ordered super subs..Yummie,and some cheese fries.hope you feel better.
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i am totally fucked up


and i'm so fucking angry its making me nauseous

after 4 years free of therapy.. i'm going to have to go back.. i feel that i have no choice


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oxalis:
I'm thinking about you and sending love. kiss
apexxx:
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Love and fear

It appears, to me, these are the two emotions that control the conscience

Several years ago an event occurred in my life that caused me to start living in fear, and since that day, Ive persistently worked on trying to figure out how to supplant this fear with love again.. in this process Ive metamorphosed into a different person.. a better person,...
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apexxx:
sweeet! its been foreva since i last saw your punk ass! biggrin
wired:
Was just woundering how you doing today??
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i'm leaving for a little while ... i'll let you all know when i'm back
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dekews:
TTFN
apexxx:
are you back yet? tongue