Sunday Jul 23, 2006

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Love is a battlefield. surreal

We've had DEEP conversations today.
Very much needed.
But I don't feel it got us anywhere.
Just that we know how much we love each other.
Love concurs all???

Hmm.



















Been eating TOO many bad things for me. Yesterday I went to Stone Cold Creamery and got my the "German chocolate cake" Ice cream cone. I'm suprised I...
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nc_guy:

How did the wonderful woman doctor visit go for you? I'm sure that is such fun. I have the "man doctor" visit to look forward to as I get older. Gee, I can't wait. eeek

starstruk:

Yeah I wish. But Im sick of the stress looking for a place in this city. Its horrible. And everyone is JACKING up their rent because of "current market value."

Our rent for a 575 sqft 1 Bedroom in the middle of nowhere... I might add is going from $750 a month including parking...to $880 a month, parking not included. So, with parking... it will be $950. And sadly..almost everywhere else is worse. Its retarded. It really is. And with the vacancy rate being so low....and EVERYONE coming to calgary...Including the BITCH that stole my 2 bedroom apt. so...

its JUST SO DAMN FRUSTRATING.

Bitter...who me? mad

Saturday Jul 22, 2006

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"A painful fall occurs only when you buy into promises that are more than someone can really deliver. "

I just want you to go away.
And I don't think you believe me.
I know why your phone rings off the hook.
And your about to lose me over some rednecks
who just want something you have.
A mirror of you fallin dad.
It gets...
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starstruk:

ps..

the calgary stampede is the best show on earth..

(haha..rite. check this out tho... http://calgarystampede.com/ )

its like...the rodeo and chuckwagons and rides...and yummi foods and gambling... goes for about 10 days....and usually turns the city UPSIDE DOWN!

all sorts of evil soul consuming stuff.. ...mixed in with a lot of coke heads haha..

januar:

really sounds like you and your boyfriend are in very different places in your lives. OH! i went to see The Break Up last night. have you seen it? i laughed, i cried ...

of course i'm a big sap. go watch it, though!

Sunday Jul 16, 2006

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I went home for the 4th. Stayed with Grandma and Moma. It was nice. Homesickness hit hard tough.

Things are ok.

OH...watched Pirates of the Caribbean last nite. It was good. And as usually, me and Will snuck in a pint of booze to slip into our drinks. Good times.

We've been if-y. But I'm trying to work things out. When I...
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cureelise:

wink comments like are what I like. should be writing more later on or tomorrow . it took me forever to write last night since well I had to take a couple of needed breaks. blush

starstruk:

Dont mean to break into the situation...but I know how you feel. As you get older...you have to really grow up. Im dealing with that shit with my bf right now. Skipping out on work to get high...Im not trying to sound like a 'prude' ...but theres a time for that shit..you know? mad

Tuesday Jun 13, 2006

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grandma had a heart attack last nite. Moma had to take her to hospital. She's having surgry as I write this. Moma's taking it hard. It's so hard to be far from home sometimes. My brothers got this attitude problem. For years actaully....and we don't know why. Sucks when you can't even relay on family for support ...exspecially during...
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brankauti:

Oh no! I'm so sorry. I hope that she is OK. I haven't been reading people's blogs much either, with all the crap happening. Also, this new layout makes it so damn hard to see my bookmarked blogs! Grumble. How are you holding up?

I am doing well. I feel like I am on the right path with my life, and that is something! I am interviewing at an awesome shop in MA on Monday afternoon, and hopefully I will get a full time/perm position. And if so, then I move. I am excited about that, but sad too. I think it is best for me, and therefore will help Deke and I because I will be in a better spot in my life, even though I won't be here anymore. Basically, all I am sure of now is that life is strange, but I am following my heart. It surprises me how following my heart can hurt, too.

dekews:

I hope your grandma came through with flying colors. <tentative smile>

Friday Jun 09, 2006

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hi. it's friday! ooo aaa











i pinch. ARRR!!! tongue
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dekews:

Yes. Yes it is. biggrin
Have a good weekend!

sandman226:

It's not St Patty's day is it? I hate getting pinched.

Monday May 29, 2006

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so what is your drive in life?

to him...

whats wrong with me that I feel I'm not making my own decisions anymore. What scares me is I'm driving you away and I don't even know what I'm doing...It's not me. I don't even know how I am anymore.

Why do I feel the world stopped in it...
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dekews:

?!?!

blackeyed

sandman226:

Was swinging by to ask how you are doing, but I can read that things are not so fun.
Chin up!

Tuesday May 23, 2006

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Sunday May 21, 2006

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jeneric:

You have a good week as well... smile

smirkingatyou:

there is nothing available for my viewing pleasure.

Sunday May 21, 2006

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oxy:

nice pic smile

Sunday May 21, 2006

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Saturday May 20, 2006

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wow...That trip was amazin! I met all the other accountants from the other US branches of our company. I got this huge 3 inch binder of everything we do and policies and what not! It's so my new bible! I'm getting with Barb (the other girl in accounting---she had to leave two days early for a pre-scheduled vacation and didn't stay...
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stinabean:

wow accounting...bible...you're a nerd...oh wait. I work in accounting (AP/AR but yeah). hooray for learning new things!

Tuesday May 16, 2006

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I'm packing for Miami tomorrow. I love plane rides.

I feel like a whale. I think the more water I drink the more I swell. PMS is the pits.
dekews:

Have a great trip!!! biggrin